Paper Thoughts

It hurts that you 
don't love me
It hurts even more 
that you never will
To think about it all 
makes me sick
My body is so weak 
I can't event think - Only feel
I'm going numb
And my face is damp and cold
Don't know what life 
means anymore
I think that I am done crying

And so I've made up my mind
I'm not going to let myself think 
That I'm yours this time
This time my feeling will come to an end
This time I'll remember we can't even be friends

I keep wishing 
that my life made more sense
Blood is pouring out 
of wounds all over
God only knows if they'll heal
They never have before 
And I don't think they will

So you manage to 
sleep at night?
The dreams you dream 
must be wicked
Do demons haunt you
Like you haunt me
La la la I wish one of us would die

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