"Caught in the Dark"
The spinning confusion in my head,
Echos words from yesterday.
My tainted soul yurns for sleep,
Make it stop I pray.
Threats of tomarrow cloud my view,
Another day of waisted breath.
Dying inside; day by day,
Take me away from all this death.
A lost reality, a twisted lie,
Is what my life has become.
Hiding from truth, hiding from pain,
Caught in the dark with no where to run.
~ Tamra D. Hibbard ~
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"A Smile Found"
Shattered dreams
A broken heart,
Betrayed by friends
And torn apart.
Mind astray
Lost and alone,
Sleepless nights
Left on my own.
Then I found you............
Dreams repaired
love at last,
A new found friend
A mended past.
Vision cleared
Safe and sound,
Content with life
A smile found.
~ Tamra D. Hibbard ~
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"Goodbye"
I walked to the Lord,
I walked toward the light.
With fear in my heart,
And peace in my sight.
I'll never feel pain,
I never will cry.
I can run and dance,
For I did not die.
Though I'm gone from your sight,
I'll always be there.
Hold on to the memories,
And the good times we've shared.
Remember my friends,
Don't worry, don't cry.
We will meet again,
But until then, Goodbye....
In Memory of Deloras A. Croak
I Love You
~ Tamra D. Hibbard ~
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"Foolish"
How dare I be so foolish,
How dare I let down my walls.
So many times I promised myself,
Never again would I fall.
How dare I let my heart lead me,
And ignore all the thoughts in my head.
How dare I put my trust in you,
When I should have been running instead.
How dare I let myself miss you,
How dare I let myself cry.
How dare I think there could be more for me,
Then to be alone till I die......
~ Tamra D. Hibbard ~
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"This Twisted Illusion"
Lost in my thoughts
Caught in a daze,
Feeling myself
Slowly drift away.
Screams from inside
Which no one can hear,
Crying these countless
Invisable tears.
Sworn to silence
By my own regret,
Trying to forgive
and dying to forget.
This twisted illusion
Of what I should be,
Can't anyone tell?
I've lost the "real me"
~ Tamra D. Hibbard ~
