Recent Random Ramblings by Lilly
flesh melts
mould
melds
like plastic
taking on the
form
of that which
it clings to.
heart beat
spilling
like acid rain
on the grainy
surface
of flesh.
swimming in a sea
of deceit
swept up
and
washed upon the shores
of dignity.
if true love
were the feast
we'd all
be living
with third world
hearts.
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Counting Crows
Song A Long December
A long December and there's reason to believe
Maybe this year will be better than the last
I can't remember the last thing that you said as you were leavin'
Now the days go by so fast
And it's one more day up in the canyons
And it's one more night in Hollywood
If you think that I could be forgiven...I wish you would
The smell of hospitals in winter
And the feeling that it's all a lot of oysters, but no pearls
All at once you look across a crowded room
To see the way that light attaches to a girl
And it's one more day up in the canyons
And it's one more night in Hollywood
If you think you might come to California...I think you should
Drove up to Hillside Manor sometime after two a.m.
And talked a little while about the year
I guess the winter makes you laugh a little slower,
Makes you talk a little lower about the things you could not
show her
And it's been a long December and there's reason to believe
Maybe this year will be better than the last
I can't remember all the times I tried to tell my myself
To hold on to these moments as they pass
And it's one more day up in the canyon
And it's one more night in Hollywood
It's been so long since I've seen the ocean...I guess I should
"My Immortal"
EVANESCENCE
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
...
What's in my Future?
Love and Romance
You have cast the hexagram Pi.
Now is the time to begin new partnerships or to strengthen old relationships.
With the right attitude, anything is possible.
This is a time of connection with another or others.
Join together to create a new whole.
Such a connection may be too close or too intense for some.
Timing will prove to be everything in this joining together.
Well planned cooperative efforts will prove to be beneficial at this time.
Confidence and support equates to success, however, don’t wait too long to get started!
Cast the coins again to see if the qualities are present.
The old lines in your hexagram contain a warning:
There is a gathering of ideas merely to gain intellectual superiority. Understand what comes naturally.
Second Cast
You have cast the hexagram Sung.
Do not add to the fire of conflict.
Remember that using force in a situation only creates more force.
Opposition is not always the right answer.
Know when to back away and to abandon the ship.
There is a expansive void where nothing can stay unnoticed.
The superior person anticipates opposition and will carefully prepare for any incident.
There will be much good fortune if the conflict is sorted out with compromise,
but much misfortune if there is confrontation.
Advice should be sought.
Working together eliminates conflict.
Precautions should be made.
No chances should be taken.
The old lines in your hexagram contain a warning:
Logic will invite some disagreement, but it is the best way.
Let an independent mind resolve a logical argument.
Your reading is complete.
General
You have cast the hexagram K'an.
This means that there is a lack of direction or a decline in the situation.
Be aware of surroundings.
Have patience and use instincts to ward off danger.
It seems as though there is a lack of direction at this time.
Have caution to be able to move without hesitation and without loosing yourself in the process to the sea.
The Superior Person learns flexibility from the mistakes he has made, and grows strong from the obstacles he has overcome.
There is a danger of repeating your difficulties.
You will need great presence to lead you to your eventual achievement.
The old lines in your hexagram contain a warning:
Simple trust without asking why is enough at this time.
Trust only as much as necessary.
Ignorance leads to long term insecurity.
Future ~January 1, 2002
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