Cloud 9 I think that I've fallen head over heals for a guy I wonder off and get lost, you can see it in my eye Tell me I'm dreaming and this can't be true, Should I follow my heart or am I just a fool? When he's in my sight, I can't think straight, Only about the next move I should make. No no no! What's wrong with my head? Aren't we just supposed to be friends? But the butterflies I get when he's around, And the tingle I get when he makes "that" sound. Tells me that I have fallen and fallen deep, For a guy I've been waiting for and wanting to keep. So what should I do? Tell him how I feel? I smile thinking, "then fantasy would become real". But what if he only has feelings for another, And just thinking of me, he won't even bother. Tonight at the party I HAVE to know the truth Around him I'll be more flirty, more clingy, and a goof. Playfully flirting and innocent glances, I think of more ways to make my advances. It's midnight and I'm getting shy but still flirty, I keep trying to cling to him and look purty. Oh no, it's now one! I have to leave in an hour. I'll try to do everything to get him in my power. He gives me quivers, just standing there so cute and so sweet, So I bite my lip and rock back and forth on my feet. Just inhale and exhale and feel the fear, Two o-clock is edging near. Finally I get him alone and outside, No longer these feelings I can hide. I shyly bite my lip, and lower my glance, I come to terms that this is my last chance. The words fumble off my lips in a quiet hush, You're the one I want, my secret crush. It lit up my soul to see his lips curl, A smile so big, and teeth so pearl. At the same time we ask this question so shy For a simple kiss good-bye. The moment I've waited for, for a long time Was a real moment that I could finally claim as mine. I wanted to drop to my knees and cry, If this was my death, it would be the happiest death to die! - Shauna Top Witch Hunt Tears flowing from my eyes, Silent screams of mercy. They rip at my flesh, Obviously sadists, They peal it away from my bones. The searing pain crying out In my arm, screaming, No remorse. Thrown to a cross, Pounding stakes through my limbs, My heat cries out, the blood flows They show no mercy. Such hatred, so much hate. Before my very eyes, A flash of orange, a wave of heat. My flesh tearing at the stake, Fighting to tear away from the evil cross. The heat, so much heat. The high pitch laughing and crackling Of the enflamed logs Creeps closer and closer. The pain, so much pain. Chewing the gag right off I scream, "Do you show no mercy? Do you thrive off my pain? To hell with you all!" The flames swallow me , The pain is no more The Crucifires watch with cold stares, Turn their backs, and walk away. - Shauna Top Her Love She loved life, Life for her was love. Longing to be free, To sore with the dove. Through all her years, The love has died. She lay trembling on her bed, She weeped, sobbed and cried. Holding onto the moment, When they first kissed. So tender, so sweet, He'll be greatly missed. The hurt was so great, It ripped at her heart, Clawing and ripping, Tearing it apart. She grabbed at her hair, Pulling it out, Franticly sobbing She cried with a shout. "Why me? WHY ME?!?! She yelled to the sky, Why did it happen to him? Why did he die? She wiped the tears From her red swollen eyes, Saw the gleam of a blade To her delightful surprise. She picked it up carefully, As said with a pout, If I can't live life with my love, Then death is the way out. Slaying her wrists, She slumped to the floor, Hurtful, but happy Watching the blood pour. As her life fades she thinks, With my love I'll be. Life isn't worth it, If I'm not with he. - Shauna Top Playing God Why am I here? Tied to this chair Looking away From his evil stare. A tear rolls down my face For I hate They play god And with what he create Running the cold steel Over my throbbing chest Smiling, threatening To cut off a breast. I close my eyes Picturing the knife How dare they play With my precious life. Over my neck Firmly pressing on the blade Screaming loudly inside My life slowly fade. The hurt, the pain I scream even louder The more I scream, The more they are sounder. The blood drip down Flooding the floor I drown in denial The coldness, the horror. Floating away Dancing in the sky Drifting among clouds Souring even more high When my children sleep And clutch their pillows tight I cradle their heads And kiss them goodnight Goodnight forever I'll miss all of you so very dear I'll be your angle in heaven And watch you always from here - Shauna Top What Is Life? What is like? Is it the same for me As it is for you? What would it be like To be you? So careless and swift. What do you think Of life? You live your life By the minute Death passes you by And by and by Do you feel a cruel Deep, sore-filled hurt As do I? Twisting and churning With rage I hate Do you know how to feel? To bottle up emotions And not cry? That is pain You are lucky Even though you look Into deaths evil face Day in and day out You are still graceful How lucky to be a fly I think twice Swat you And watch you die. - Shauna Top Strange Minds Walking lines, thick and thin It's all the same Nothings changes, more or less Same people, same values Same insanity Without insanity It would be insanely boring. Even that is insane Sanity…who defines sanity? What is insane to some Is completely sane to another Sacrifice your soul Sell it to the world And let the world eat you up Nothings changed, more or less Live and what's life? Life is simply a soul Rented to you Until your time is up And it returns to the heavens From which it came The clock is ticking Tick, tock, tick Life is here Then it's gone Crashing waves Hit the boat of sanity And I'm sea sick. - Shauna Top Life Sometimes I think it's weird I'm curious and I'm thinking how our lives are never normal They pass on by, I don't know why I see the odd, I see the strange The order of life will never change. Why oh why will life never be something less curious, I just can't believe It's like it's not there Even though its so real, It could never hide Its true meaning, hidden closely inside. The meaning is close enough to see What it is, What it's supposed to be It's easy to trust but its hard to explain There in reach, never out of touch Honesty, pain and unknown truths All of these, It does give Please believe, search and find To get the meaning look deep inside. Why oh why will life never be Something less curious, I just can't believe It's like it's not there Even though its so real, It could never hide Its true meaning, hidden closely inside. I truly wish I could express My feelings for life to it's very best To find the meaning, to hold it near To come to truth, the purpose I need For right now, I guess that I'll not see The aim of life, It's unknown to me. It's there for you, Faithful and true I only wish life could be good If it could explain, would you listen For the story which life could tell about your purpose in all respects Love and hate life and death Would you give a chance or would you wait to find your meaning to find your fate Cause the only change It has for you is that you realize what is there to do. Why oh why will life never be something less curious, I just can't believe It's like it's not there Even though its so real, It could never hide Its true meaning, hidden closely inside. I truly wish I could express My feelings for life to it's very best To find the meaning, to hold it near To come to truth, the purpose I need For right now, I guess that I'll not see The aim of life, It's unknown to me. So don't forget It'll show you yet, The meaning of eternity And what it means to be. - Chad Top An Undying Love My heart was always empty like a bottomless pit.. nothing on the road of life, just a strait path, even though my heart was supposed to be full of love for the girls in the past, it was not... no end to the pit, that is untill i met you... and suddenly i could see there was more to the road than i had seen before... my heart was no longer empty... that there was indeed a end to the pit... in fact the pit was not deep at all... just that the wrong kind of love never could fill it... now that i know you and love you.. i know of a pure love... true and undying and unconditional. You were all i ever needed in my life... it just took patience and searching to find you... Laurie, my one true love.. that i will forever love till the end of time with all my heart and soul. I love you my beautiful angel. - Kiley Top The One From the moment I was born I began searching for you, not knowing how blind I was. Lovers dont just meet by chance, they are in each other all along. - Symbiosis Top My Baby Her beautiful blond hair Her dark green eyes What is it with her I simply cannot despise She is incredible to me In so many ways If only she could be here We could spend more days If you would be with me Till the end of time I deeply believe It is not a crime The effort you make Is not needed I am not there to take And will not be cheated I am always there for you If you feel the same I will be sure To keep it true - Luv Anonymous Top Forbidden One When I look at you I want to smile Oh, how I wish you could stay awhile. You're something I want but can never have Oh you smell so good You drive me mad. How can I resist you so sweet and smooth With every taste How you gently soothe. What a sin it is to have you near But my love, never fear. For you shall never know what my feelings are I shall merely admire you from afar. I know your life's full and we'll always be apart But sweet love, You'll always have my heart. - Chad Top
~!*The Playa*!~ He'll meet you and sweep you off your feet; He's nice & he's funny,so cute & so sweet. Surpisingly, he's likes the same things as you; He does all the things that you love to do. He's the perfect guy, the one of your dreams; you belong together, or so it seems. He looks in your eyes & plays w/ your hair; He tells you that he'll always be there. His touch is so soft, he's holds are so tight; His words are so soothing, his kiss is just right. You ditch all your friends for your new obsession; You don't even relize your furture is full of depression. You think that you love him, you give him your heart; Little do you know that he'll tear it apart. You do what he wants, you know it's not good; You told him to slow down, & you think he understood. You let it slide by, he's just having fun; You'll learn to like it as time goes by. He's taken your heart and locked it away; And you see him with a different girl the next day. You cry & you grieve, but then you forgive; He won't do it again as long as he lives. At this point you've fallen into his trap; He has all control when you're in his lap. You believe he's sorry,you're together again; You give him another chance, he's your new best friend. You're right were he wants you, he molds you like clay; And you see him w/ girl number 3 the next day. He got what he wanted, accomplished his goal; He still has your heart which he evilly stole. He's taken you're purity, you still can't believe; You feel hurt & cheap & extremly naive. You know he's an ass, but you still want him back; And you grieve about all the qualities that you lack. All you wanted was to have some fun; Now you wish this whole thing had never begun. You wish that one day you'll se him cry; That one day he'll feel what you felt when he killed you inside; But you know that he won't; he's to numb to pain; He'll be w/ some girl while you cry & complain. Beware of the players, they'll steal your heart; And they'll give it back once it's torn apart. Don't let them suk you into their game; Cause once you lose, you're never the same.
(cute huh? dedicated to my friend keni her x witch remain nameless) - Keni Cooke
My Side at first it was great we talked all the time and stayed on the phone late. we hung out alot during summer but when we got back to school that was a bummer. rumors started to fly they went around and passed you by. all that shit that i was messing with another guy those were a bunch of fucking lies. i cant believe you didnt trust me after all we've been through i dont believe what other people say cause all i want is to be with you. my own friends said shit maybe they told the truth a little bit. but they made it seem alot worse fuck this shit lets go back to the source. so what happened to us that day? what did i do to make you feel that way? so hey whats up what else can i say? i still love you anyway. this is my side of the story the side you'll never know even if youd heard it they'd still call me a hoe. so fuck your friends and fuck mine too cause the only thing i ever did was love you! - Sofia Top I Still Love You! i dont know what to do anymore i feel like walking out earths door. i go to school and put on an act but i still love you and thats a fact. inside i feel like i'm dieing since we broke up i cant stop crying. when we were together you had alot of lies to say but now that i know the truth i love you anyway. and as much as you think that i lied too i never lied cause i didnt want to hurt you. i dont know why i cant get you out of my head my friends said i should just move on instead. they say you've had no problem getting over me so why do i love a guy who doesnt love me? but they dont know how you made me feel i thought your love for me was trully real. you're the only guy i could talk to and now everything just suxxx without you. i watch you with other girls and wish it were me but i know that you probably dont want that to be. so every night i'll cry my heart out for you and in the morning i'll try not to look blue. i would do any thing to be with you again and it hurts so bad to know that you only want to be friends. but my heart will always belong to you and i'll be your sofie forever and only yours true. - Sofia Top UNNAMED For all the nights I've cried, for all the nights I've tried, for all the times you did'nt care, for all the times you didn'nt dare, for all the days we did'nt meet, for all the days we did'nt seethe, for all of that I need to say: you just need to go away... - Mayna Top Unnamed2 All arund you is hurt and pain, Sin coveres your heart as if it were a stain, Making you feel worthless and plain, Consuming your mind with lies and shame, Making your mind go astray an you insane, But if in your heart Christ you obtain, And you can fell freedom through every last vein. So I pray and rejoice with his love, Because you're his daughter he has set you above, You now can fly and be free like a dove, Drugs, alcohol, other people you canraise above Because you're the one that Christ beloves. - Kristin Top