Pitchfork At My Throat

Pitchfork At My Throat

falling short of every desire within you
getting fatter, and older and more useless
nowhere to go but up
less you count digging a hole further down
the phone lay untouched and silent
much like life
feeling deserted and left behind
watching my own chest rise and fall rapidly
losing touch with reality
like slowly drowning with concrete ties to your
ankles, and just when everythings looking up
someone with a sledgehammer starts pounding
you back down
the only way to remember your sad pathetic little life
is through photos taken by a drunk who thought his
own thumb was a kodak moment
the music weeps in rhythem to the whimpers
all things lost
everything
every...desire.