ABOUT ME

FAVORITE COLORS: Purple and Pink

FAVORITE WORKOUT VIDEO: Any of them by Denise Austin

FAVORITE MUSICIAN: Jewel, 10,000 Maniacs and Indigo Girls

Favorite Stuffed Animal: Funshine Bear from the Care Bears (You see her as my background.

Worst Experience: Living my previous life in the military.

Best Experience: The feeling you get when I guy tries to give you his number or askes for yours out of the blue.

Everyone keeps aasking for more about me so here are the Gruesome details (I didn't want to go into them but to satisfy peoples curiosity here they are. (CAUTION: THE FOLLOWING STORY IS NOT FOR THE FAINT OF HEART). I like many transgendered people realized I was different in early childhood. At a young age I was insisting I was going to grow up to be a girl. I went through childhood raiding m mother's closet when she was away and hating who I was. I went through highschool overcompensating to hide who I was. I felt the shame that came from the stigma of crossdressing, I didn't know there were anyone else out there. After highschool I joined the army . I spent a number of years in the army. I've been in the Middle East, Africa, Asia and other parts of the world as a part of the Army. But I was still secretly crossdressed, and the shame was inposed on me. I was becoming more and more self destructive The time came that I knew I had to leave the military and I had hit rock bottom, so I got out. It was a dramatically short time before with councelling I was on hormones, and starting to live full time.

Currently I have lived past a year full time,had facial work with a prominent California plastic surgeon who works on transexuals, and Probably got more than I need.

I for a couple of months now have been running a booth where I sell clothes and crafts I have sewn, but because I am becoming very busy I will be stopping until after new years and then start my booth again most likely. I have been working at one of the counties senior citizens centers.
But I am finished with my fist fashion design class at UCLA. YEAH!!!

No I am not a natural blonde and I had facial surgery at the end of May. I had work on my forehead, nose and jaw.

My Favorite stuffed animal is Funshine Bear from the Care Bears. I got my first stuffed Funshine from a close friends in my support group because she thought it described my personality. I took to the Bear and now I have several. I also use Funshine as my nickname on most chat. I used to use Candi, but that attracted a lot of people i did not want to chat with.

Before any men try e-mailing me, let me tell you that I do not plan to ever personally meet any man from online. So you might want to save yourself the e-mail. But I will exchange friendly email with friendly people when I'm not masquarading as a real ice bitch (Just kidding I am always a nice person, many people say I am "too nice").

A special note to my friends: My facial surgery as you can see seems to be a great success. You can see my after pictures :). rather than dig out a picture for a before shot(I looked like a real troll) I have a link to a site with someone else's. I'd rather not show an old picture of me.