I built my soul a lordly pleasure house,
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Wherein at ease for aye to dwell
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I said, 'O Soul, make merry and carouse,
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Dear soul, for all is well.'
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A huge crag-platform, smooth as burnished brass,
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I chose. The ranged ramparts bright
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From level meadow-bases of deep grass
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Suddenly scaled the light.
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Thereon I built it firm. Of ledge or shelf
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The rock house clear, or winding stair.
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My soul would live alone unto herself
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In her high palace there.
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And 'while the world runs round and round,' I said,
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'Reign thou apart, a quiet king,
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Still as, while Satarn whirls, his steadfast shade
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Sleeps on his luminous ring.'
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To which my soul made answer readily:
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'Trust me, in bliss I shall abide
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In this great mansion, that is built for me,
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So royal-rich and wide.'
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Four courts I made, East, West, and South and North,
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In each a squared lawn, wherefrom
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The golden gorge of dragons spouted forth
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A flood of fountain-foam.
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And round the cool green courts there ran a row
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Of cloisters, bracnh'd like mighty woods,
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Echoing all night to that sonorous flow
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Of sprouted fountain-floods:
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And round the roofs a gilded gallery
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That lent broad verge to distant lands,
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Far as the wild swan wings, to where the sky
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Dipt down to sea and sands.
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From those four jets four currents in one swell
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Across the mountain stream'd below
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In misty folds, that floating as they fell
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Lit up a torrent-bow.
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And high on every peak a statue seem'd
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To hand on tiptoe, tossing up
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A cloud of incense of all odor stemm'd
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From out a golden cup.
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So that she thought, 'And who shall gaze upon
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My palace with unblinded eyes,
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While this great bow will waver in the sun,
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And that sweet incense rise?'
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For that sweet incense rose and never fail'd
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And, while day sank or mounted higher,
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The light aerial gallery, golden-rail'd,
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Burnt like a fringe of fire.
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Likewise the deep-set windows, stain'd and traced,
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Would seem slow-flaming crimson fires
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From shadow'd grots of arches interlaced,
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And tipt with frost-like spires.
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Full of long-sounding corridors it was,
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That over-vaulted grateful gloom,
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Thro' which the livelong day my soul did pass,
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Well-pleased, from room to room.
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Full of great rooms and small the palace stood,
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All various, each a perfect whole,
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From living Nature, fit for every mood
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And change of my still soul.
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For some were hung with arras green and blue,
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Showing a gaudy summer-morn,
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Where with puff'd cheek the belted hunter blew
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His wreathed bugle-horn.
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One seem'd all dark and reda tract of sand,
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And some one pacing there alone,
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Who paced for ever in a glimmering land,
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Lit with a low large moon.
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One show'd an iron coast and angry waves.
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You seem'd to hear them climb and fall
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And roar rock-thwarted under bellowing caves,
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Beneath the windy wall.
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And one, a full-fed river winding slow
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By herds upon an endless plain,
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The ragged rims of thunder brooding low,
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With shadow-streaks of rain.
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And one, the reapers at their sultry toil.
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In front they bound the sheaves. Behind
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Were realms of upland, prodigal in oil,
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And hoary to the wind.
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And one a foreground black with stones and slags;
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Beyond, a line of heights; and higher
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All barr'd with long white cloud the scornful crags;
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And highest, snow and fire.
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And one, an English homegray twilight pour'd
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On dewy pastures, dewy trees,
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Softer than sleepall things in order stored,
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A haunt of ancient peace.
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Nor these alone, but every landscape fair,
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As fit for every mood of mind,
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Or gay, or grave, or sweet, or stern, was there,
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Not less than truth design'd.
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Or the maid-mother by a crucifix,
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In tracts of pasture sunny-warm,
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Beneath branch-work of costly sardonyx
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Sat smiling, babe in arm.
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Or in a clear-wall'd city on the sea,
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Near gilded organ-pipes, her hair
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Wound with white roses, slepy Saint Cecily;
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An angel look'd at her.
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Or thronging all one porch of Paradise
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A group of Houris bow'd to see
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The dying Islamite, with hands and eyes
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That said, We wait for thee.
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Or mythic Uther's deeply-wounded son
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In some fair space of sloping greens
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Lay, dozing in the vale of Avalon,
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And watch'd by weeping queens.
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Or hollowing one hand against his ear,
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To list a foot-fall, ere he saw
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The wood-nymph, stay'd the Ausonian king to hear
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Of wisdom and of law.
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Or over hills with peaky tops engrail'd,
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And many a tract of palm and rice,
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The throne of Indian Cama slowly sail'd
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A summer fann'd with spice.
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Or sweet Europa's mantle blew unclasp'd,
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From off her shoulder backward borne;
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From one hand droop'd a crocus; one hand grasp'd
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The mild bull's golden horn.
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Or else flush'd Ganymede, his rosy thigh
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Half-buried in the eagle's down,
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Sole as a flying star shot thro' the sky
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Above the pillar'd town.
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Nor these alone; but every legend fair
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Which the supreme Caucasian mind
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Carved out of Nature for itself was there,
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Not less than life design'd.
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Then in the towers I placed great bells that swung,
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Moved of themselves, with silver sound;
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And with the choice paintings of wise men I hung
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The royal dais around.
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For there was Milton like a seraph strong,
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Beside him Shakespeare bland and mild;
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And there was world-worn Dante grasp'd his song,
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And somewhat grimly smiled.
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And there the Ionian father of the rest;
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A million wrinkles carved his skin;
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A hundred winters snow'd upon his breast,
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From cheek and throat and chin.
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Above, the fair hall-ceiling stately-set
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Many an arch high up did lift,
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And angels rising and descending met
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With interchange of gift.
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Below was all mosaic choicely plann'd
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With cycles of the human tale
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Of this wide world, the times of every land
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So wrought they will not fail.
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The people here, a beast of burden slow,
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Toil'd onward, prick'd with goals and stings;
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Here play'd, a tiger, roling to and fro
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The heads and crowns of kings;
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Here rose, an athlete, strong to break or bind
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All force in bonds that might endure,
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And here once more like some sick man declined,
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And trusted any cure.
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But over these she trod; and those great bells
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Began to chime. She took her throne;
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She sat betwixt the shining oriels,
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To sing her songs alone.
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And thro' the topmost oreils' colored flame
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Two godlike faces gazed below;
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Plato the wise, and large-brow'd Verulam,
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The first of those who know.
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And all those names that in their motion were
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Full-welling fountain-heads of change,
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Betwixt the slender shafts were blazon'd fair
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In diverse raiment strange;
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Thro' which the lights, rose, amber, emerald, blue,
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Flush'd in her temples and her eyes,
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And from her lips, as morn from Memnon, drew
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Rivers of melodies.
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No nightingale delighteth to prolong
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Her low preamble all alone,
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More than my soul to hear her echo'd song
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Throb thro' the ribbed stone;
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Singing and murmuring her her feastful mirth,
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Joying to feel herself alive,
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Lord over Nature, lord of the visible earth,
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Lord of the senses five;
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Communing with herself: 'All these are mine,
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And let the world have peace or wars,
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'T is one to me.' She-when young night divine
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Crown'd dying day with stars,
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Making sweet close of his delicious toils-
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Lit light in wreaths and anadems,
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And pure quintessences of precious oils
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In hollow'd moons of gems,
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To mimic heaven; and clapt her hands and cried,
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'I marvel if my still delight
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In this great house so royal-rich and wide
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Be flatter'd to the height.
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'O all things fair to sate my various eyes!
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O shapes and hues that please me well!
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O silent faces of the Great and Wise,
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My Gods, with whom I dwell!
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'O Godlike isolation which art mine,
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I can but count the perfect gain,
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What time I watch the darkening droves of swine
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That range on yonder plain.
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'In filthy sloughs they roll a pruient skin,
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They graze and wallow, breed and sleep;
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And oft some brainless devil enters in,
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Amd drives them to the deep.'
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Then of the moral instinct would she prate
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And of the rising from the dead,
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As hers by right of full-accomplish'd Fate;
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And at the last she said:
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'I take possession of man's mind and deed.
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I care not what the sects may brawl.
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I sit as God holding no form of creed,
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But contemplating all.'
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Full oft the riddle of the painful earth
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Flash'd thro' her as she sat alone,
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Yet not the less held she her solemn mirth,
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And intellectual throne.
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And so she throve and prosper'd; so three years
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She prosper'd; on the fourth she fell,
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Like Herod, when the shout was in his ears,
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Struck thro' with pangs of hell.
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Lest she should fail and perish utterly,
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God, before whom ever lie bar
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The abysmal deeps of personality,
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Plagued her with sore despair.
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When she would think, where'er she turn'd her sight
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The airy hand confusion wrought,
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Wrote, 'Mene, mene,' and divided quite
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The kingdom of her thought.
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Deep dread and loathing of her solitude
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Fell on her, from which mood was born
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Scorn of herself; again, from out that mood
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Laughter at her self-scorn.
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'What! is not this my place of strength,' she said,
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'My spacious mansion built for me,
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Whereof the strong foundation-stones were laid
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Since my first memory?'
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But in dark corners of her palace stood
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Uncertain shapes; and unawares
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On white-eyed phantasms weeping tears of blood,
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And horrible nightmares,
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And hollow shades enclosing hearts of flame,
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And, with dim fretted foreheads all,
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On corpses three-months-old at noon she came,
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That stood against the wall.
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A spot of dull stagnation, without light
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Or power of movement, seem'd my soul,
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Mid onward-sloping motions infinite
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Making for one sure goal;
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A still salt pool, lock'd in with bars of sand,
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Left on the shore, that hears all night
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The plunging seas draw backward from the land
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Their moon-led waters white;
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A star that with the choral starry dance
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Join'd not, but stood, and standing saw
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The hollow orb of moving Circumstance
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Roll'd round by one fix'd law.
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Back on herself her serpent pride had curl'd.
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'No voice,' she shriek'd in that lone hall,
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'No voice breaks thro' the stillness of this world:
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One deep, deep silence all!'
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She, mouldering with the dull earth's mouldering sod,
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Inwarpt tenfold in slothful shame,
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Lay there exiled from eternal God,
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Lost to her place and name:
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And death and life she hated equally,
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And nothing saw, for her despair,
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But dreadful time, dreadful eternity,
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No comfort anywhere;
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Remaining utterly confused with fears,
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And ever worse with growing time,
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And ever unrelieved by dismal tears,
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And all alone in crime.
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Shut up as in a crumbling tomb, girt round
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With blackness as a solid wall,
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Far off she seem'd to hear the dully sound
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Of human footsteps fall:
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As in strange lands a traveller walking slow,
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In doubt and great perplexity,
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A little before moonrise hears the low
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Moan of an unknown sea;
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And knows not if it be thunder, or a sound
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Of rocks thrown down, or one deep cry
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Of great wild beasts; then thinketh,
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'I have found
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A new land, but I die.'
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She howl'd aloud, 'I am on fire within,
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There comes no murmur of reply.
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What is it that will take away my sin,
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And save me lest I die?'
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So when four years were wholly finished,
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She thre her royal robes away,
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'Make me a cottage in the vale,' she said,
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'Where I may mourn and pray.
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'Yet pull not down my palace towers, that are
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So lightly, beautifully built;
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Perchance I may return with others there
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When I have purged my guilt.'
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