mwhaha!
Mood:  hug me
ok, well from tuesday on, i detaseled til wednesday, then thursday we got a day off..but nooo i had to rogue, which wasnt bad i made $130 or more for like i dont know how many hours..not many..then.. becca came over thursday, which was awesome cuz its always fun when we hang out, i got revenge for the mark:)..lol except diff spot and mine was WAY better, even though i havent seen it cuz it got darker, thatn we made out like 3/4 the night and my tongue got broken..lol but it stuck out farther..my rooms becoming famous..it was perfect laying there making out and doin that until like the hallway light came on and mom came upstairs to go to bed..then like right after we stopped makin out for a minute..the light comes on as dad said my name and he was upstairs by the doorway.it was scary!but becca didnt freak out like i did.and i got a picture of us together too:) that was cool cuz i didnt have a normal pic just prom...and it was fun watchin movies and stuff..i beat her burps:) which was a good deal because hers were pretty good.. and umm? tomorrow perhaps we're hangning out? i dont know for certain..and soon she leaves for 1 week..i'll be super lost til she returns but then after another week of being home she'll be gone TWO WEEKS! thats 14 days no seeing, no talking, no being together, thats like half a month! i'll be so sad and lonely..but i think perhaps i'll maybe manage to live..if not you can come to my funeral..haha..

B-E-A-Utiful
Mood:  special
well,my weekend stunk because of detasseling, it stinks pretty bad..so, like me and becca planned on hanging out monday, which we did, that was cool, we spent like from 6:30pm-1:30am together so thats the longest we've been together, besides prom..and it was really fun, we watched some movie i have no idea what it was, then we watched ice age, which i was tired and laughed like the whole time because i was easily entertained by Sid the sloth..and so like we sat outside and talked for awhile..again..it was really fun too.. then i got a mark..which everyone happened to notice in detasseling and i got teased alot and asked like 9 million questions, then after they got tired of that.. i basically died, cuz i got home at 2, and woke up at 4:30 or so..my alarm woke me up at like alittle after 4 though.. and then on the way home from detasseling i tried to sleep but noone would leave me alone, so i then had to share a seat, which i didnt care but im to big to fit in the seat and the wheel well was there..so like i was cramped up, and my knee with a scrap on it stuck in the seat so that hurt..then sleeping was horrible, cuz i laid my head on my friend adam sawyer, and everyone took it gayly. but i was so tired i didnt care i just needed a pillow and some rest.. i almost slept in the field but yeah they wouldnt let me..and i think thats about it? besides what i have to write about later, if tomorrow happens..bye

umm this stinks?
Mood:  not sure
well, it started off, tuesday.. things were going good, went to beccas..like then maybe alittle bit into that..my PARENTS call her house, to talk to me..how shall i say....akward..then i had to basically deal with all of detasseling business there..so i had to make like 2 phone calls which kinda interupted..made me mad..so then dads like you have to be home at like 10:30 at the latest to be ready for detasseling..well..i tried to..i attempted to leave at 10:15..we sat and talked on the deck for a bit..til like 11 or somethin around in that area..and i got home at 11:30...yeah..it was fun except all the calling and being called and having to leave..THEN i have to drive bobs truck to mount pleasant..whoopie..its 4:30+ in the morning and i have to drive like 40 minutes to get somewhere..this sucks..but finally we get there..detassel which was horrible cuz the first years stunk...walking is easy except the fact i have to watch 6 rows and 4 of the six are horrible...so like i finish that day tired..got home.. then like showered, fell asleep..next day wasnt as bad.. we slept an extra 2 hours and then i only had like 2 of my 4 kids that stunk..but i still helped all 6 every now and then..but it was less work than the first day..i still pulled ALOT of tassels i shouldnt have..but i lived..then im to here now..which kinda sucks cuz im a little tired, and i wanna talk to becca. but shes not on or answering her phone, and its finally turned on too..and i havent talked to her since tuesday so yeah..well im done typing for now..bye

:)
Mood:  lucky
Now Playing: some song on radio?
Ok, well this is the first thing, and i have no idea if it will actually work, because i did it..anywhoo last night becca came over, and i thought it was gona suck, because i had like 4 sex talks from my parents, and they was paranoid so i figured they'd bug us to death. but like we got there and she thought my cat was cute:D but im hotter..haha..and then we went upstairs into the little room to watch a movie..or at least try..and we started watching 40 days and 40 nights. one of my favorite movies, which is a good movie..and we didnt exactly make it to far through it cuz we ended up kissing through like 3/4 of that..and then like we watched blade 2..well we started off watching it but kinda made out through alot of that too..and like then my parents went to bed. so like we laid a lil differently:)which was quite nice.no complaints..and then we made out more, and then like we ended up freakin out cuz thought there was a hicky...:Dluckily there wasnt..because we'd be dead..and then like ya we had to go back to her house..and then like..we kissed some more but not as much..still tongue:P and then like the night was over..all that was left was dreams..