The following list is of a mixed tape I play either because they remind me of a specific occurrence between Raja and I or to get me in the mood for a Mission.
| SIDE ONE | |
| 1. #1 Crush by Garbage. Romeo & Juliet soundtrack. | ...this song pretty much sums up my love for Raja. |
| 2. Sweet Taste of India by Aerosmith. | ...reminds me of the first time we made love...I tasted his skin, took in his scent-think vanilla, sandalwood and chai. Yum! |
| 3. Lovefool by The Cardigans. Romeo & Juliet soundtrack | ...You'd have to know us to get this one... |
| 4. Hole In My Soul by Aerosmith. | ...after we lost the twins, we fell away from each other for a while...*we are back though* |
| 5. Dueces Are Wild by Aerosmith. | ...like the song...we're staying up all night in my sleepin' bag...need I say more? |
| 6. Angel by Aerosmith. | ...Raja...that's what he is to me. |
| 7. Go Your Own Way by Fleetwood Mac, performed by the Cranberries. | ...for during that time I mentioned earlier. |
| 8. The Chain by Fleetwood Mac, performed by TLC. | ...ditto |
| 9. Eyes Like Yours by Shakira. English version, though I like the Spanish one too. | ...I'd never be able to find another like him... |
| 10. What It Takes by Aerosmith. | ...Back during our troubled times, I tried to get over him...didn't work, luckily! |
| SIDE TWO | |
| 1. Cryin' by Aerosmith | ...I really like Aerosmith...this is one of those 2002 songs... |
| 2. Underneath Your Clothes by Shakira | ...describes him and how I feel about him exactly. |
| 3. Push by Matchbox 20 | ...This one actually reminds me of Misha, we went out once when Raja and I were having our...2002. I just couldn't stop thinking of Raja. |
| 4. Back To Good by Matchbox 20. | ...2002. |
| 5. Return To Innocence by Enigma | ...what can I say? this song just reminds me of slow love making... |
| 6. Sadeness by Enigma. | ...this song actually gets me in the Mission mood...it helps bring about what I call my "mission feeling". |
| 7. Adiemus by Adiemus | ...another "mission feeling" song. |
| 8. Kiss Your Past Goodbye by Aerosmith. | ...for Raja, he was hurt so much in the past, I will never let that happen to him again. I took care of it...but can't talk about it. |
| 9. Full Circle by Aerosmith | ...an after Mission drinkin' song! Raise your drinkin' glass, here's to yesterday... |
| 10. No Me Ensenaste by Thalia. Spanish | ...No Me Ensenaste means "You Didn't Teach Me"...how to be without you. The truth: I don't know how to live without Raja, so I refuse to and will do whatever it takes to keep him. |
