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Here are some Poems, that I wrote
- Fear It lies within
- Like maggots in a rotting corps
- Eating and devouring me as a whole.
- No matter what I try and do,
- it‘s still a pain stricken parasite.
- No medicine can cure what I have.
- I try and subdue it but nothing conquers the
- beast.
- The pain is overwhelming… I don’t know what to do.
- Maybe I will just give in.
My Life Right Now
- My heart is torn apart,
- it's in a struggle with my brain.
- Should I say Yes or should I say No.
- what path should I choose to go.
- Either way I'll be in pain.
- What should I use,
- my head or me heart.
MASK (please understand)
I put it on
So no one can really see
The cruel words people have said to me
It's my armour so it won't be done again
I'm sure you don't understand
the pain and suffering I've seen
It's even taught me to be insecure
It's with me every descion of and day of my life
hurtfulness like the stabing of a very sharp knife
When you stepped into my heart
You started showing that there's more then the pain
that stains my cold heart
You make me feel like I'm something special
Like i'm actually good for more then just complaints
So when you saw those tears stream down my face
I took my mask off for once, to show you
I really do care
It took alot more then it looked
For it was very hard to remove my mask
I did it though because you mean alot to me
more then words can say
You know me though
Even if you don't always understand.
Maybe this once you'll be the one, my armour my strength when I am not strong
so I don't have to hide behind this mask.
