(: .I will rant here. If you don't like it... Well, this is my place to rant, not yours. Have a nice day

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NEW
.I realize that it was not really love
.Infatuation, as I suspected
.And the arrogant one...well, her habits still bother me
.But I currently value her as a friend
.However, new things have arisen

.We were friends in school
.Then we became closer
.And eventually, we were more than friends
.Valentine's Day was wonderful
.But shortly after, he ended it
.Gone
.Over
.All too abrupt
.But I got over it
.We were still friends
.We got to speaking more
.And more
.And then his words changed
?Was he sincere
.God knows
.I'm still being kept in the dark
.I went away - vacation
.I returned, and he nearly charmed me
.Then I told him how I felt
.How he hurt me
.How he had been confusing me
.He acknowledged it
.But his response was vague
".I'm sorry"
?Really
.Stop avoiding me

OLD
?Why does she think that she's a saint, that she is of higher status than everyone else
!?WHY IS SHE SO ARROGANT
?Does she not see that there are others who may be at a similar spiritual state as her
'?What if I'm on a spiritual journey as well, would I be 'copying
.Even if she was saint material, her arrogance would prevent her from rising higher
.At least, that is what I believe
?Why did I think her one of my best friends
?Why did I introdice her to my other best friend, that whom I had known through all my years in school
?Why did they become best friends
?Why does she always see my ideas as unoriginal, as if they were copied from her
?Why does she make me feel like an inferior version of her
?Is she still my friend
.I must confront her

?Does he see me as exceptional
?Did I ever hate him
?Why was I so cruel to him
.He never even knew what I did
?Is my love wrong
?Why did he have to be so kind to me
.He taught me so much about life
?Is he truly the same with everyone else, am I no different
.Everyone loves him
.Well, most
?Am I just like the others
?Is it just infatuation
.Perhaps, but it took me a while to be drawn to him. I thought he was odd, but soon after, I realized what a great person he is
?Friends