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4.14.04 | |
"break [many apologies]"
I've tried to keep up, really.
Every day I wrote something down by hand but
Therefore, I'm taking a sabbatical of sorts.
Please don't take this abandonment personally.
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Many thanks to all who read this humble blog and
believed my truths when no one else would even bother to listen.
Maybe I'll be able to return one day when all this
Much love to you all, you beautiful strangers.
Yours,
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3.10.04 | |
"returns [many happy, I hope]"
Happy Birthday Tad. Hopefully you'll get your
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3.9.04 | |
"tee [the pink stuff]"
I’m holding
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in the bottom of
my tea, my iced brown store brand off brand tea, saccharine-dust that scuttles away from my straw’s path of destroying, devouring everything in the glass. |
3.7.04 | |
"telling [a rural journey]"
My first trip into town today.
It’s a little place, not too far from Aunt
They had a Wal-Mart, naturally. As all small
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They’re all duly warned of such phenomena,
of course.
For their protection and continued patronage,
I found only crappy supplies there but they
Besides, all my shit's back home and I don't want
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3.4.04 | |
"finished [my room: keep out]"
The empty light soothed my troubled eyes,
Renovations are complete.
Painting and tidying up, bringing in some
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Finished.
No need to tell me. It was all Aunt Cheryl’s
The message’s far shinier this way. I have my own space. My own place. I think I’ll paint again, soon. |
3.3.04 | |
"bored [same old same old]"
More cleaning. This time I had no troubles
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3.2.04 | |
"rude [slave labor is illegal]"
The evil that resided in Aunt Cheryl’s
The cow came waltzing in and shook me awake,
The rest of the day improved little.
She made me clean out the shed behind her
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The sun and the day came and went, our meals
taken out in the shade cast by the lonesome yet sturdy building instead of the dining room. At last, in the bright light of lamps that could have lit a night dig in the belly of a temple in the belly of a whale, we finished and she freed me.
Oddly enough I couldn’t sleep, even after that
I caught up on some reading I had meant to do. It was quite pleasant, actually. The reading, not the work. Definitely not the work. |
3.1.04 | |
"coma [if only i were that lucky]"
Slept all day today. Yesterday, too. And the
I just couldn't bear to stand up, is all. |
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