camp
think long about the lkast time that you were at camp
do you remember the people that mmad eyour food or the ones that did the dishies that you eat off well i don't but i would like to say thank you to them becuase now i know the hard work that they go thourth
so here i am at camp missing my mom andn all of my friends with most of them not writing me back when i send them email but what the hell i can do this even with out the sopport of most of them but what more can i say the guys here are not very hot and alot of the girls are japs and are very slute
but hey they have to live withit not me
sbut that is all i have to say for now


so if anyone i kn ow is reading this
plz remember me when you need some one to talk about and talk about all the good
sdrr
swandbc
labtyd
sftwalgh

hi
today has sucked no this hole weekend has sucked i got in to a fight w my ex and am now not talking to him but who fcuking cares i don't that is for sure but i got go byebye

i may be going away
i just got back in from this thing about going away to work for the summer i know that my best friend ali is going to be up set about it and i am going to miss her but this is something that would be so good for me. but that is sad be cuz we hardily see each other right now and we are both going to post 2ondrily school in sept .and well hardily have any time for each other then tooo. i think that the hardest thing to do is tell my niece that i wont be around until school starts she wont take that well i know that for a fact . i am also going to miss my mom and family but most of all my doggy shasia but then how is going to react to me when i get back atfer 2 months of not being home. it is a good thing that i don't have a bf becuz i know for a facted that he would not stay fathfull to me but i am not going saway to met guys i am going away to have fun
yeah i said me having fun with out ali that would be a frist woulden it. ok so hear is the deal i get in to college and need to get somethings off my mind so hear gose nothing i need to hope for a fect that i get a loan and then that a keeps her promis and pays it off ... but hey if she dose not then what is there to do but pay it off myself and never talk to her any more becuz when i was 8 she told me that shewould pay for me if i go to colege and now she says that she only pay when iam done but y tell me that you are going to pay aslong as i go and then change your mind and makemetake out a stundent lond that i may not even get but that is all for now


peace love and joy 2 u all

i got in
i just got my letter saying that i have gotin in to colleges i amso happy becuz i am the fist of my family to go i am also the youngest i cant wait to tell everyone inmy family and this weekend i am going out to see my big sister from the big sister of toronto and i am going to party i am so happy ijust want to cry i have made my famly proud and i am going todo this and i am going to make my family and hopfully iwill be able to help out