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Chapter Two

Despite my heartache, I reluctantly walked into the room where he was in. He was lying on the bed with many tubs and life supporters on. I thought about turning back but I couldn’t. My body would only go forward. I sat down on the chair next to his bed. As I sat there looking at his helpless and pale body, I couldn’t help but let one single tear fall. I then got the courage to speak to him for it is said that you can still hear everything around you even though you’re in a coma.

“Hey B-Rok. How is it going?” I tried to sound as natural as possible but my voice was shaky and stuttering. “I’m here. I came to see you. Your mom told me what you said that if anything happen you’d want me here. Well here I am. And I want you to do me a favor. I know that it’s hard for you. You’re going through a lot of pain but Brian, think of your fans. All of those millions of girls out there they need you. They need you to sing to them and make music and treat them like people. You’re good at that. You have to survive. You just have to. What about your band mates. You know that Nick needs you. There can’t be a Frack without a Frick. You have to continue to teach him basketball. And what about AJ? Who’s going to pick out his new hats everyday and his sunglasses and his new hair color? And Howie, I don’t think Howie can go really high and do all of your solos all at the same time. And good old cousin Kevin, what will he say when they ask him about his cousin? Brian, the Backstreet Boys can’t go on without you. But maybe that’s not enough, what about your mother? She’s out there crying like there’s no tomorrow. And you know why? Because it’s true, without you she’s can’t live. Without you no one can live. You brighten up everyone’s day. With a little joke here and there and a funny face or two can make anyone’s heart turn from evil to good. You know what Brian? You’ve taught me a lot this past year we’ve dated because I’ve mentioned everyone but myself. I’m going through so much pain yet I think of everyone before myself. That’s exactly what you would do. Out of all my boyfriends, you’re the one that has helped me the most. I can’t say that I was like this before I met you because it would be a lie. You taught me never to lie. I won’t. I admit it. I’m scared because I don’t want you to leave everyone behind. Everybody needs you. I need you. And I love you forever.” I looked at his soft face. I leaned and gave him a kiss on the cheek. He looked so vulnerable and there was no way I could help him. I got up and walked out of the room hoping that my speech didn’t go to waste. Then a turned around and said, “Maybe we can play b-ball when you get out of here huh B-Rok?” He just lied there. I thought to myself, What the hell am I waiting for? A reply? But that’s exactly what I was waiting for; A silly comment or request from Brian. Then I realized I wasn’t gonna get one. Sadly, I walked out of the room, head down and crying again.

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