"Great! So we're a couple again!" he screeched.
"What? Wait a sec!" Before I could say anything else he pulled me into a kiss and I couldn't resist it. I just let it happen. But now, I had a problem on my hands. I was dating a person I had absolutly no feelings for.
I told Jeremy that I'd be right back and went over to Emily's table where she was laughing with my friend Rachael.
" Did you guys see him?!" I screamed as I almost knocked the table over. I quickly reached for it as it tilted. " Did you hear the girls screaming?"
" See who? We didn't hear anything," Rachael said sounding confused. She grabbed her coke and took a sip. I had bright eyes as I stared at the two in disbelief.
" I saw him! I saw JC! And the girls... they were chasing him, and he looked beautiful! He ran out the door with four other guys, and then Jeremy, he kissed me! I don't know, I'm so overwhelmed right now!" I pushed Emily over so I could have a seat. She put her hand towards the ground to catch her fall and we shared a seat.
" Calm down girl. JC, or 'Nsync, wasn't here. Now what about Jeremy?" Emily quesitoned.
" Jeremy! Shit! be right back!" I yelled as I turned my feet and ran back to the table. He sat there alone tapping his fingers on the table as I arrived.
" I am so sorry!!! I kinda got rapped up with my friend Emily. You remember her right?"
"Yea. I do." Before he could say anything else, I dragged him over to Emily's table so I didn't have to be alone with him. In fact, I was scared to be alone with him.
After dinner we took him home because Stephanie took his ride. He gave me a kiss before he got out of the car and Emily and Rachael just looked at me with a funny glance. I tried to pull out of it as quick as possible. I just didn't know how to tell him to stop.
The next week went by so slow. I wanted to go to UNC so bad because then Jeremy wouldn't be calling me every second. Every time his name came on the caller id I ignored the call. One day I had 5 messages on my machine from him. In the whole week we had only gone on one date and I had dragged Emily with me so he couldn't do anything to me. I could tell he was upset, but what could I do? Breaking up with him the first time was hard enough, I didn't want to go through it a second time. So I just kinda played along as much as I could. I promised myself I would break it off before I left.
It was Friday, the day before Emily and I were leaving and Jeremy and I were alone for the first time at his house. His parents were home so to keep us out of their way he dragged me up to his room. I know he was coming up with an exuse but I followed him because if I wanted to break it off I had to do it now. We sat there on his bed and he grabbed both of my hands and looked into my eyes. He smiled and I was hypnotized by his gorgous face that I couldn't do it. I was speechless and he leaned in and kissed me. He pushed me down onto the bed and started to reach for my shirt. I started kicking and pushed him off of me.
"Jeremy! Stop! I don't wanna do this. I'm leaving tomorrow and I thought we could have a nice quiet evening. I guess I was wrong!" I screamed. I ran out of this room and straight to my car. He didn't even get a chance to say goodbye. Thank god. But, I had ran out of there so quick I didn't think about breaking up with him. I couldn't go back in there now! Shit! Now I have to go to UNC with a boyfriend. Just perfect. I slammed the car door and sped home.