" Do you think it is?" I said calmly as I turned to look at Emily.

" Well he fits your description, and he DOES have the same name," she said slowly.

" Hey, I know how to prove it. He said his name was Josh, I highly doubt that this guys name is."

There was a pause of silence as Emily put her blue eyes in my direction. She nodded slowly and I was totally confused.

" Uh, De, his name is Josh," she said slowly as an idea brought a smile to her face.

" No way! It couldn't be, but is it? I won't believe it, but I should! Emily, I met someone famous!" I bounced over into her direction. I through the magazine across the room and she quickly screamed my name.

" Don't damage the magazine! Your future husband and mine are in there!" Emily ran over quickly to the magazine and began unbending the creases.

" Sorry, my bad!" I shouted as I calmly walked back over to the bed and fall back against it. Dreams popped into my head about what could have happened if I recognized him. For the next week I couldn't stop thinking about JC. I read everything about him from the books Emily brought with her. I never was interested in the boy band types but this coincedence changed my life.

It was the night before my graduation and I was a nervous wreck. I haven't been getting prepared for it because I have been so involved with 'Nsync and everything they have been doing. I was laying in my bed listening to the c.d. as the phone rang beside me. I picked it up to check the caller id. To my surprise is was Stephanie. I didn't wanna talk to her. I let my answering machine pick up.

" Yeah, Deanna, this is Stephanie. I was just calling to apologies for the miss hap we had two weeks ago. It was all three of our faults and I can't stand not talking to you. You use to be such a great friend and I miss that. I hope a guy can't come bewteen our friendship so I hope you will call me back before the big show tomorrow. Bye," was what the message said.

I didn't know what to think at the moment. What is she saying that it's the three of our faults? It was theirs and I was just the girl stuck in the middle. The pain that she caused me cannot be fixed within one message like that.

It was getting late and I had to get a good nights rest so I stumbled down the stairs and said good night to Emily and my father and went to bed while it was still light out.

--At the Graduation--

My heart was racing as I stood behind Jeremy waiting to walk down the aisle to our seats. I couldn't look him straight in the eye and he sure wasn't paying any attention to me. My green robe dragged across the floor as the music began and I stood behind him and walked gracefully out into the sunlight. The chairs sat nicely lined up on the football field and it must have been over 100 degrees outside.

I sat through the two hour long ceremony as class mates sang songs and played intruments to remember the memories. As they announced the class of '99 I through my hat up in the air and grabbed the closest person next to me to hug and without thinking I grabbed Jeremy. My heart began to race and I pulled away from him imideatly. I stared down at the ground and I began to walk away. I ran up to the bleachers to meet with Emily and we walked back into the school.

" Friends and I are going to go out and celebrate, wanna join?" I asked her as I let down my hair in the nice cold building.

" Surely, do we have any time to get ready?" she replied.

" Hello? We are already nicely dressed so let's go!" I yanked her arm and we were back out into the warm air.

We drove over to Applebee's and I noticed Jeremy and Stephanie hopped out of a car. He said something to her and she just starred at him and without out a doubt slapped him and started crying. She hopped in her car that they took to the restuarant and sped off. He just stood there.

I walked over to him to see what happended. As much as I was mad at Stephanie, I couldn't see her upset so I went over to see what the ass did to her.

"Jeremy what the hell did yo say to..." I said as I stormed over there.

"Shh.. I need to talk to you." he said as he took my hand and let me into the resesturant. We grabbed a booth in the corner and he stated explaining.

"I broke up with Stpehanie because I really love you. I never realized it until now, but it's the truth." The only thing I heard him say was that he broke up with Stephanie because I was concentrated on something else. I heard some girls scream and 5 guys run out of the resturant. I could have sworn that I saw JC. It couldn't be I thought to myself.

".....so you wanna get back together?" he asked me.