"Sheryl left Nick, Kevin, she just got up and left him, only saying goodbye
to Maggie when she dropped her off at Day Care in the morning. Maggie
was confused and has no idea what is going on, all she knows is that Mommy
went on a trip like Daddy sometimes does, but Daddy doesn’t expect her
back."
"How could she do this? Out of the two of them, she was the one more
eager to get married, she was the one who suggested that they elope, Brian!
My God, what is happening to our lives?"
"What do you mean?"
"I mean, Elaina and I have Courtney who is six years old, and we have another
baby coming and we shouldn’t, Elaina wasn’t supposed to get pregnant again.
Then AJ and Andrea, they can’t seem to agree on much more than sleeping
together every night. If you really spent time with him, you’d understand.
He wants the new baby, but Andrea has been expressing regrets about it.
AJ is heartbroken, Bri, but he can’t tell Andrea because he’s afraid of
what she’ll say. And then Howie, he and Sonya have a little baby
of their own, he’s around six months old, but those two keep traveling
because of his job and its already putting a strain on all three of them.
And then finally, you and Sarah."
"What about me and Sarah?!"
"Brian, you and Sarah have grown apart, even I can see it. You two
barely spend time together anymore, you’re both very busy people, and you
have two kids. Come on, Bri, think about it. When was the last
time you and Sarah really sat down and had a serious heart-to-heart talk?
Or when was the last time you two spent quality time together, alone?
Or better yet, when was the last time you two slept together, really slept
together?!"
"Damn you, Kevin, we’re at least working things out! Sarah and I
went out last night and we spent the night together, no kids, no relatives,
no one breathing down our necks to do something for them. We did
what we wanted to do and if you must know, we slept together last night
and it was the best I’ve had in a long time." Brian was furious.
"Ok, ok, Brian, calm down. Look, I wasn’t being serious, I’m sorry,
it’s just that this is becoming really strange and its almost becoming
too much for us all. The strain on everyone’s relationship is becoming
stronger and stronger with each passing day and we’re all going to get
in trouble if we don’t do something about it."
"I am doing something about it, Kevin, Sarah and I plan to spend much more
time together now, we agreed on that. Even if we have to travel to
other places to do it, we will. We’ve promised ourselves that, there’s
no way we’re going to let this fall apart, not after we worked so hard
to get to where we are."
"Brian, look, I respect you and Sarah for keeping it together for so long,
even when the boundaries that were set in your way were near impassable,
you still overcame the obstacles and achieved what you wanted most.
But what I’m trying to get across is that our lives are falling apart,
Nick’s relationship is a wake-up call to us all. We all thought that
Nick and Sheryl were meant to be, that they were perfect together, and
now look at them! Sheryl is MIA, Nick is a wreck, and Maggie’s in
the middle of it all, totally confused about the turn of events.
Look, I have to go, but I’ll come over tomorrow for dinner and the exchange
of presents, everyone will be coming."
Kevin sighed and set his empty cup in the sink, then sat at the counter, looking at the marble top. He closed his eyes and could hear the fight in his head, the fight that ended something that was so important to him.
"What do you mean, you’re going to Florida?"
"Exactly that, I’m going to Florida and I’m leaving Kentucky behind, I’m
going to try to get a job down there and see about pursuing a music career."
"A music career? Kevin, that’s dead end, you know that. Nothing
will ever come of it, you’ll just end up a poor musician on the streets,
playing your keyboard or something for loose change just to survive.
Stay here, in Kentucky, all your family is here, I’m here…"
"No, I finally decided this last night and I’m going to go through with
it."
"Well, you don’t have my support in it. You can take this back, I
don’t want it anymore. You know, I thought we meant something to
each other. I see I was wrong, your precious music career comes before
your own fiancee. Maybe you ought to rethink that after a while,
that could be your downfall. No one will want you after that, Kevin,
and don’t ever think about crawling back to me, I won’t take you back.
Goodbye, Kevin."
Kevin shook his head, trying to shake out the image of Beth walking out
the front door and out of his life forever. ‘But she was wrong, I
was successful, and someone does want me, Elaina wants me. And Courtney
needs me, along with the new baby, we all need each other and I do not
intend on walking away from all of this, not like Beth walked away from
me.’
"Kevin? Honey, come to bed, Courtney is going to be up tomorrow at
the crack of dawn and I need more sleep than that," Elaina called from
the stairwell.
"Be right there," Kevin called. He heard his wife go up the stairs
and open the door to their room, closing it behind her. He got up
from the stool and turned out the kitchen light, then walked upstairs.
As he neared his bedroom, he checked on Courtney, who was sleeping soundly,
hugging the doll she’d had since she was born.
‘I gave her that doll, she loves it, and that just goes to show that someone
does need me.’ Kevin thought, closing the door over. He walked
into his room and changed for bed, climbing under the covers on his side
and leaning back against the pillows.
"Hey, baby, what’s wrong? What’s on your mind, you’ve been on Mars
for the last few days," Elaina said as she sat next to him.
Kevin shook his head and gathered her in his arms, rubbing her stomach
through her nightgown. "Nothing, I’m just thinking about how happy
I am with you and Courtney and our little baby…"
"Baby boy, its going to be a boy, I know it," Elaina interrupted him, placing
her hands over his.
Kevin smiled and kissed her before turning
out the light next to the bed. "A boy it is." He held Elaina
close to him, listening as she fell fast asleep. His eyes were about
to close when his mind drifted back to the night before he left Kentucky,
after Beth left him alone, packing.
‘What if I was the one that walked away from it, not the other way around?
Was I wrong in accusing Beth of walking away from what we had? Or
was she right in accusing me of destroying what we had? Oh, I’m too
confused.’
Without giving it another thought, Kevin closed his eyes and fell into
a restless sleep.