Have you ever imagined what it would be like to be able to rewind your life backwards and to be able to change the things you could?
Have you ever said, "If I only knew then what I know now?"
I created this web site with the hope that whoever runs across it will be so kind as to help me get out of an emotional abusive marriage. I am asking for donations to help me and my children escape from the h--l which we have endured for the last six yrs.My goal is to receive enough money to get myself out of debt, and to be able to survive on my own again.
I will leave the house that I have lived in for 11 years to my husband, so he will have a home to raise his 2 children who live there now. I figure with his income from the government, he can afford one payment.
I met my husband approx. 6 yrs ago. At the time, I had been divorced for 5 yrs and his wife had recently left him and his 2 boys.
We married after knowing each other for only 4 months. My mom tried to tell me it wasn't a good idea. I should have listened to her. Because mom knows best.
Since we were married, a lot has happened. I lost my job with a good company due to stress and being sick shortly after we were married. His children went to school in a different county than what we lived in and I had to take them every morning to their grandparents so they could catch the buss and bust my butt to get to work on time and bust my butt to pick them up after work and get home to pick up my two children. The stress was too much for me and I ended up sick all the time with migraines. I missed too much work and was laid off. I took this as a sign from God, that I wasn't supposed to be working. I stayed home for 3 years and took care of the children. I would work part-time and when all the children were in school I went to full time. I decided to go into the home health care field, which is where I am today and I am currently attending college to get my degree as an RN. Before I even started college, I was accused of having an affair. The reason I decided to go back to school is to get a better job making more money, so I can survive on my own with my children and to escape the abuse.
My husband has ruined me financially and I am now trapped. Shortly after we were married, we took out a 2nd mortgage. BIG MISTAKE. Shortly after that we had to file bankruptcy. The reason for all of this was I was trying to make my husband happy. I thought if he had everything he wanted or needed then that would make him happy and not get mad at me and degrade me all the time. This of course didn't work, because he is not happy. I AM TRAPPED WITH NO WAY OUT!!! It will take me 3 years to complete school because I have to work as much as I can and can't take more than 4 classes at one time. My husband is an emotional abuser. He doesn't realize he is though. We have sought counseling, but this didn't help. I have tried to talk to him in a calm voice, but this only makes his voice more loud. He has called me everything from a B---H, to a DEAD F--K. A worthless mother, a hypocrite (because I go to church). He ruins every Holiday because he says I don't pay attention to him.
I have tried everything I can think of but a person can take only so much. I'm tired and cannot take any more and can't think of any other way out. I don't want to loose my home by defaulting on my mortgage. My credit is bad enough the way it is now, and I will need to be able to get another loan for a different home.
I don't know if creating this web site will work or not, but you never know until you try. I hate asking people for help, but I AM DESPERATE. If my family had the money, they would help, but they don't. I don't play the lottery, so there's not much chance there.
I WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATE ANYTHING YOU COULD DO FOR ME AND MY CHILDREN? I WILL BE GLAD TO ANSWER ANY OTHER QUESTIONS IF YOU HAVE ANY. YOU CAN EMAIL ME AT wonchapleasehelp@hotmail.com
To send something to me in the mail:
S. Williamson
P.O. Box
Washington, IN 47501
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