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Thursday, 5 August 2004

I've been wondering if I have Asperger's syndrome. Maybe that's why I've been alone most of my life.

I'm kinda sick. Changing my antidepressants will do that...

Posted by blues2/riverlucretius at 12:16 AM CDT
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Monday, 2 August 2004
Seven starred goals/ choices of the future
*I choose to notice my choices.

I choose to love the power in my feelings.

I choose to control time to favor me and my activities.

I choose to use zazen to find the next choice/the next step.

I choose to be motivated, organized, imaginative, and resourceful.

*I choose to find mentors and coaches of life, love, sex, money, friendship, passion, spirit, career and conversation.

*I choose to use time wisely, to sleep less (than six hours a day,) live adventureously, and feel happy and energetic without medications.

*I choose to a community of male friendships (including discreetly and overtly sexual ones.) I choose to engage with a community of various rekindled and refashioned family ties. I choose to engage with a community of old and new female friends. I choose joyful intimacies of every kind.

I choose to pay attention to the friends who pay attention to me.

*I choose to speak and act with intelligence, wit, humor, warmth and depth. I choose to embody BIG MIND/BIG HEART and see the interconnection between all.

*I choose to live in Satori.

I choose to explore sexuality and relationships with playfulness, joy and integrity.

I choose to write and share my artistic efforts.

*I choose a circle of friends and lovers who empower me financially, socially, creatively, spiritually and sexually. As people, we are warm, playful, well-travelled, talented, educated, wittly, loyal, and thoughtful.

I choose to make life affirming choices. I plan for the future creating goals and success with courage and enthusiasm.

Posted by blues2/riverlucretius at 10:02 PM CDT
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