I want to start out saying that some people are going to hate me because of this page
Others are going to be hurt but i feel this is something i must say
To start im not going to point fingers or call names im simply going to say what needs to be said
This should have been said long ago but i kept my mouth shut and dont say nothing.
Was the good little friend everyone needed. Was there to been seen and not heard as most of you have made me feel.
People have ran over me for the lasttime it hurts like hell. People play my feelings as if there not real.
Each and everyone of you have become a part of my life. MY REAL LIFE. Some dont appreciate it and others thrive on it.
You take what you can from me and when you have gotten all you need then you run away with it.
Well this is the time where i tell you im tired of it. Im tired of being ran over.
Friends are sposta be there all the time and not when its convenient for you to speak to me or to have something to do with me.
I have alot to offer but like i said before most people thrive on that. Well im tired of it and i will NOT sit around and let any of you do
this to me again.
Im sorry if this page has made you mad but maybe its time you opened your eyes and realized what is right in front of you and
has been right in front of you for sometime. Some of you are so thick skulled that you cant even see the nose that is plainly on
your face.
Its sad how i have spent right at 6 years here letting people run over me.
Well its time for that shit to stop. From this day on if you run over me or have in the past then i banish myself from you.
I no longer need it nor longer will tolerate it. I have been true to all of you and yet im always the one to get stabbed.
My back hurts and so does my heart.
For some of you have killed it.
I told someone the other week that my heart was cold to love * they know who they are*.
And i truely mean it. My heart has been killed by the way people have treated me over the years.
I dont know if this is goodbye or what.
I have yet to make up my mind if im leaving or not. But one thing is for certain.
If i do decide to leave VERY FEW people will miss me.
Only about 4 or 5 people that i know will.
It hurts to know that i have been there for each of you as if you were my very own family.
For you to stab me in the back the way you have.
Well this is were i bid adios amigo's.
I dont feel bad for saying what i have said.
Its been inside me for sometime now and i just have gotten the nerve to tell you how i feel.
This page might be lame but dammit it is all from the heart.
Always ...Cece

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