Meet pl and mervin at about 3pm at woodlands mrt. Mervin was late.
I dun like the way that she trying to match make me in front of the guy. She can do or say watever she wan but not in front of the guy or she can do anything behind my back.
I dun want the idea to be misunderstood. That's y i am very happy in front of certain pple but bad mood in front of her.
I give foo a serious warning that, if he should tease, i going back to sg custom.
They went to Go-kart. now i know that is $30 for 10 mins ride onli. ex? ya, i think is ex. Me and that look-a-like jay chou was talking abt they are fast lah, slow rider lah, etc....
he very chatty. leaving deep impression for me. Wenwei start to talk more when it come to drinking session. forcing pple to set a date with him for drinking session till my frenz, mervin damn scared of him.
After watching ah kua, we went back to sg custom where pl was sent home by mervin.
Conversation with SEALs:
SEALs: helllloooo
Me: allow
eh
SEALs: hows life?
Me: like that bah
i saw ur pic in friendster
ur new gf ah
SEALs: yap
pretty or not
Me: pretty leh!
SEALs: wat you mean LEH
Me: hahahaahah
pretty lah
SEALs: its another long distance relationship
sianz
Me: but she's singaporean?
SEALs: indonesian
studying in singapore
Me: huh
but u in uk leh
SEALs: yeah thats why
thats why sian lor
Me: how u chase her
SEALs: i didnt
she chase me
hahahahaha
Me: .......
ur gf always chase u one leh
SEALs: shiok eh
hahaha
u know the last time i had this thai gf?
Me: ya
always chase u first
SEALs: no that one is i chase her
but she screw me about
during the summer break
she says i treat her to nicely
so its gone fuck lor
than before i went back i know this one
than i went out with her a couple of times
than got together alredy
damn fast right
Me: ya
but how long u know her
SEALs: not very long
but together for 5 months already
Me: how to maintain?
but u coming back soon, isnt it?
SEALs: yeah soon lor
maintain as normal lor
at least this one doesnt say i treat her too nicely
Me: hahahahahhaah
SEALs: cock lor
Me: some gals prefer nice + sometimes bad guy
SEALs: wat sort of a gal would say her bf tret her too nicely
Me: i dun guys to treat me tooooooo nice
SEALs: duno u ppl la
Me: meaning i say this thing, he do
i prefer guy to have own opinion
SEALs: thats not being too nice
thats being indecisive
u know huh
if u got a bf overseas right
would u like him to call u often?
Me: preferred
SEALs: she doesnt like me to call her
i mean the thai girl
she says i am too clingly
Me: think she has a change of heart
SEALs: i also think so
but now i got new gf huh
i think she knows about it and i think she is pissed off
than u know huh
when i came back 5 weeks later
she ask me out
say want to get back
Me: *pengz*
SEALs: fucker right
i dun think i did anything wrong lor
Me: playing with ur feeling like that
sucks
SEALs: i should have screwed her when i had the chance
hahahaha
thats why.. bloody bitch
Me: ya, i will tell u, u should screw her man
SEALs: screw her physically or wat
Me: anything, mentally torture her heart, screw her physically
SEALs: wah u damn bad
i thought u conservative one
anyway
Me: that if i am a guy la
SEALs: say ur bf not virgin
u can ta han or not
Me: wei, u think most guy are virgin meh
SEALs: true
the last time i talked to this girl
her initial thinking was get married than fuck
now her thinking is all the guys also fuck around
Me: yah!
SEALs: and she thinks they still expect virgins for wife
she also fuck with her bf's
Me: ya lor
i also agree
SEALs: if u ask me
sleeping with ur bf is alrite
dun play one night stand
Me: that one went too far lah
dun understand how the gal can take it also
funny leh
SEALs: take wat?
Me: no feeling yet .....
no feeling still can have sex
SEALs: i dunno
maybe its just like to have sex lor
Me: maybe bah and that is called bitch
SEALs: yah lor
sianz hor
Me: ya
but good for u since u have a gf who cares for u
this time, i believe she loves u more than u do
SEALs: why do u say that
i know this girl loves me a lot
Me: she making the first move, which mean her feeling for u is stronger than urs
SEALs: i dunno la
u know that time when i got together with this girl
i didnt even know wat was my status
i didnt say break off with the thai girl
Me: then how u tell her?
i mean ur current one
SEALs: it just seemed to drift apart
and she expects me to call her u know
she was the one who say i treat her too nicely
than she was the one who say she didnt know wat she want
she expect me to call her
cock right
this one cool
we just go out i think 3rd or 4th time only
than she hold my hand already
than we went to bed lor
Me: wow
fast!
SEALs: u believe huh
hahahahaha
Me: pui
talk cock lor
u always do mah
SEALs: the go to bed part is nonsense la
always do the going to bed part or wat
Me: coz i remember u told me u dun do sex with anyone one
SEALs: i did?
hmm.. ;)
Me: uh-huh
SEALs: cant remember
hahaha
was going to say smething
but i forgot
i think i look like the sort that would fuck girls
Me: er....
yes
SEALs: too bad i dun have the heart to do it
Me: look but not in thinking
SEALs: since i got the looks
i might as well do it
but i dun have the heart
hahahahaah
Me: hahhahah
then forget it
but seriously
SEALs: people already think that i do it wat
so even if i do
nothing wrong wat
best of all
i would be pissed off when ppl say
i mean would not be pissed off when ppl say something like that
Me: i understand ur feeling but then u can do it meh
SEALs: everytime bloody time when buck they all say things like that huh
i get damn pissed off
i cant la
and i havent
and i wont lor
i think ;)
unless the girl want to do with me la
hahahahahahah!
Me: .......
if u saw a gal who want it , u still will meh even not ur gf?
weird mah
SEALs: if i have a gf alerady
i wont do it
but if single
it would be tempting dun u think ;)
Me: ya, u got nothing to lose
except the disease
hahahahaha
not ur gf leh!
SEALs: yah lor
hahahahahaha
Me: so how life over in uk without ur gf?
SEALs: like that lor
i actually miss her
hahahahah
Me: when u coming back?
somewhere in june?
SEALs: end of may
Me: u confirm liao ah
SEALs: oyah u got bf already or not
Me: nope
SEALs: why not? still waiting for me ah?
HAHAHAHAHAHA
just kidding!
Me: u ah...........................
SEALs: kidding la
first day know me huh
Me: no lor
SEALs: hey u quite open minded now eh
Me: lucky no
think influenced by u bah
SEALs: wat u mean lucky no
Me: lucky no
SEALs: eh dun like that say me okay
wat u mean lucky know?
lucky u dun know me on the first day
Me: ya!
that y i wanna say
true leh, u influenced me leh
hahahah
SEALs: cock.. first day i wont ask u these sort of things
i dun even talk to u lor!
HOW TO INFLUENCE U?!
Me: talk in msn lah when u in uk
SEALs: not so often la
can i ask u somethign
Me: wat?
SEALs: would u go to bed with ur bf?
Me: i think i am the type of person who i think if the atomsphere is right, yes i will
SEALs: okay.. u know huh
i got a lot of friends supposingly very traditional
but in the end also change
Me: ya
mind will change as time get by
SEALs: funny hor
Me: becoz when no bf, they will think sleeping around = bitch
but when got bf, mind change
SEALs: no they wont sleep around
but they would sleep with their bf lor
i was thinking huh
if a girl break off with her bf
after previously sleeping with him
would she feel weird or not
Me: i saw one gal with my cousin
sleeping with him liao
then the guy break off
the gal pester him
SEALs: because they slept together?
Me: yup
SEALs: ur cousin is the guy or the girl/
Me: guy
SEALs: hahahaha
lucky tricia never pester me
hahaha
Me: oh ya, she didn't
u are better than my cousin
i mean ur luck
SEALs: wat luck?
Me: my cousin suay mah
gf keep pestering him
u are at least better than him
SEALs: ohh
Me: tricia never lor
SEALs: dunno why i can stay so long with her
Me: love is blind
hahahhaahha
SEALs: no la
i lost feelings for tricia a long time ago
but i didnt say anything
Me: weird
u are weird
SEALs: yeah
i think army too tired la
cant be bothered
Me: but still can go out
SEALs: i dun go out often
go back fuck than sleep
hahahaa
kidding kidding
Me: hm....
my thinking was wrong this time
thought u will stay in uk after graduate
but now
u are back forever
coz of GF!
SEALs: i want to stay in UK
i want to do Phd
Me: then u continue staying?
or u coming back first, then work, then back to PHD
SEALs: i think i will take british citizenship
than i would come back serve my army
work for a few months
than come back do PhD if i get a first class
Me: then ur gf how?
wait for u ?
SEALs: i dun mind if she comes here with me
Me: but she can afford it?
SEALs: i dunno
maybe work in singapore also lor
Me: haiz... if i were u gf, if i can't afford it, if i hear u wan to take PhD in uk, i will be sad
SEALs: are u at work now?
Me: no
at home
SEALs: but she also doesnt know wat she wants to do
she also want to do her masters and maybe a phd
but she doesnt know where she wants to go
Me: influence her
u can do it!
hahahha
SEALs: cant really stop her wat she wants to do
Me: true
but talk more abt uk
hahahaha
u can do it one leh
SEALs: she doesnt like it here la
we went to germany together in dec
than we came back to uk
she didnt like it here
stayed at home most of the time and make love till the cows come home
hahahhaahahaha
kidding again hor
Me: eh
SEALs: i very bored la
Me: how come she dun like germany?
SEALs: she likes germany
she doesnt like uk
Me: how come?
did she say anything wat so bad abt uk
SEALs: dunnno her la
Me: u never ask y ah
SEALs: i didnt ask
i got a feeling
Me: oic
then u will be coming to sg liao
SEALs: yeah think so
aiyah
if by the time i graduate i sitll with her than say la
Me: which i think will lah
SEALs: y u say that
Me: the gal chase u mah
but i might be wrong
SEALs: wah lan eh
why girls will chase me huh
Me: coz her look tell me that she not the type who also clinch on her bf
SEALs: she does cling on to me
she keeps calling me last sem
but i dun mind la
last sem i mind because i was very busy with my work
but now i quite end
eng so i dun mind
hahahaah
Me: then u call her liao lor
SEALs: actually she damn possesive
Me: is it?
SEALs: yeah damn fucking
Me: doesn't look like leh
SEALs: the moment she hear a girls voice she jump
than she have lunch with a guy can
i have lunch with a gal cannot
Me: hahahahahhahah
scared
SEALs: yeah la
like i not scared like that
i more scared about her than she scared about me lor
Me: but if i am the gal, i will be more scared lor
SEALs: y?
Me: becoz u got the playboy look
although u are not lor
SEALs: too good looking as fucked up hor
last time in poly i look damn toot right
Me: ya ya ya
hahahahhahaha
SEALs: assholeee
still can laff until like that
why huh
Me: hahahahahha
really toot!
SEALs: why i look like that last time huh
Me: toot!
dunno leh
SEALs: damn cock sia
so hows kelvin?
the one that loves u so much one
Me: dunno leh
dun wan to get invovled with him either
SEALs: why he love u so much huh
why not?
Me: how i know y
but i scared of him
SEALs: i also dunno why he hates me so much
scared of him? why
Me: dunno leh
i dun like guys pester me too much unless my bf
he hates u meh
SEALs: he likes u wat!
I think so
during poly that time
Me: how u know?
u sense it huh?
SEALs: its so damn obvious lor
and u told me also
Me: is it?
can't remember
hahahahha
SEALs: yeah u did
Me: so ke lian
stay with me, end up being hated by pple
SEALs: u also know huh
Me: eh, not my fault wat!
SEALs: better be nice to me
hahaha
Me: ya, i will be "Nice" to u
dun worry ah
SEALs: yeha yeha
no nice guys chasing u huh
Me: well, as years go by, no more leh
SEALs: wah siao liao
hahahaha
Me: hahhahaha
ya lor
i might as well plan my single life hor?
SEALs: do u think pamela is pretty?
Me: not bad
but ur current one look better
SEALs: whew
Me: wat/
SEALs: hahaha
no la
Me: u wanna tell me dun compare izzit?
SEALs: i show my friend my gf photo
she say my ex gf prettie
i damn du lan
Me: wat?
u mean pamela better?
er... wait
pam ur gf?
SEALs: no!
wat u talking abt
i didnt say pam is better
Me: ur ex is which one
thai or tricia
SEALs: thai girl
TRICIA?!
pleasee
Me: hahhahahahahahahahahha
SEALs: liew eh
laff until like that
Me: funny mah
come out from ur mouth leh
somemore, end with the word "pleaseeeee"
SEALs: u laff first leh
i didnt say anything wat
Me: but the meaning mah
Seals: hehehe
Me: going off
eating breakfast
byebye~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
SEALs: nite
byeee
I was late. Supposed to be at the new office at about 9.30am to open the door. Couldn't wake up. By the time I wake up, it was 9am. Oh my god.... quickly sms my colleague and realised she has given me 8 morning calls.
Mic called me and asked me to go back to the old office just to cut MCI wire. During the converstation with Mic, I realised it was the IT manager who stop my colleague, Vinc from cutting wire. And the last resort was to send me over to the old office. SO, I had to rush all the way back to the old office. Saw Vinc and we both walked quickly to the server room. He showed me the wire and I called to double confirm. After finding a scissor, the moment my scissor was near the wire, i heard a voice.
IT Idiot Manager: Wait! Wait! Wait! Are you sure is this wire?
Me: Yes! yes! yes!
*ring*. My IT Manager picked up the call and walked out. And then the wire break into 2. Grabbed the wire and quickly pressed the lift button. Angie quickly shooed me away, asking me to walked as fast as possible. Then she was telling me that Vinc kena scolded by IT Manager for nearly cutting the wire that i cut. And i was like ??????? Cut a wire need a IT person to cut?????? The lift is here and i stepped into it and walked all the way to the new office.
The lorry came around 1.30pm ++. Before they unload the goods, the security guard came and asked them to put carton around the lift. If there is any damage to the lift, they have to pay for it. They had no choice but to follow instruction. The guard keep telling them cannot do this, cannot do that.... Then asked for their NRIC. All this drag to 2.30++pm. Couldn't stand any longer, i went up to the new office and tell the perm staff (they arrived at 2pm) to help out to carry.
Luckily, with the help of perm staff, we moved things quite fast. I had to direct the boxes to move over to which side as well as open up the carton as the pc is inside. Then the mover went back around 5++pm to move the second batch of our chairs, etc... And I, hide behind the 2 cartons (stacked high) where my seat place is. Staff walked past and didn't know tat i was sitting there. Then soon, some pple saw me and asked y am i there. I said, "too tired".
HL called me and asked me to Suntec instead of the plan that he picked me up at Lau Pau Sat. And i was grumbling but he promised to send me home. So, i ok with it. He was waiting for me to come to suntec city so that i could peek a look at his gf. I told him I will going off at 6pm. By the time i left the new office, it was about 6.45pm. Thinking that his gf should be accompany him, i took my own sweet time there. The moving still haven finished, but i feel so tired that i decided to leave.
I sms him when i was walking on the way to suntec. He called me and asked me y dun call him. Hahahah I lazy mah. Then he give me a shock by stamping his foot on the floor, giving a loud noise! Then asked me if i wanted to eat dinner. I no appetite for food. I walked into the pharmcy to get handiplast for myself. While i was opening up that box of handiplast, he found a seat and asked me to sit down. Quickly put on the handiplast where i got a deep cut on my finger, we do chat a little and realised he actually wanna chase her. Oh, that wasn't a surprise becoz I all along can sense it. But i kept teasing him that y dun he dun wan to admit at that time?
We kept walking, and he kept asking if i wan dinner till i say, "Let go NYDC."
We chatted there. After settling the bill, we went to search for his clothes. He Initially choose polo t-shirt where i spotted a checkered shirt. White shirt with blue checkered. He wore it not bad but just a little long.
Luckily he bought it. He sent me home but i lead him the long way and end up he was late in meeting his gf. Not to forget to mention that we had some car fights. And me ending up with bruise.
We onli get to start moving office at around 6pm. Telemarketers started to unplug their pc from 5.30pm. After that, they get to go off early where they usually end work at 6pm.
Around 6 pm, PABX pple where we employed came to unplug their PABX. They are 5 of them just to unplug 2 PABX. And IT team? 3 pple to unplug 5 servers. Marvellous? I think so. And out of 3 of them, I am included and I am a gal. GAL LEH!!!!!
Alrite, Never mind. So, we just try to do our best since that idiot IT manager want to save cost. System integrator will be on stand by. Alrite. We just do it. We had already analysed how the whole things work and I had already draw the diagram out. We just followed the map and the label on the wire. Followed exactly will do.
As we were unpluging the server, my supervisor said, "See? He now chatting."
I looked out and see. ya, IT manager was chatting with colleagues. No one helping the IT team who is trying the best to unplug.
Finally, Charlyn, my colleague asked me if she could help. OF coz, the more help the better. More-ever, my supervisor wasn't feeling very well......
We finished unpluging the server around 8++pm to 9pm. Luckily, charlyn called pizza hut for dinner, otherwise, we will be starved.....
We can't set up the server as there are PABX pple in the server room. Our server room is very small, therefore we had to wait for them to finish up their work. They packed up at 10+pm... Then that the time when we all started work.
IT manager keep standing outide the server room, watching us. The moment he step into the server room to help, IT Team went out, leaving Vincent and him helping to adjust the server rack. My supervisor 'je siao' Michael to help IT manager but he didn't and said, "They think too much lah. Just raise up the rack will do... " Oh ya, they sure think too much as where to raise the server racks.
We finished the whole server set up at around 3++am where i took a taxi and reach home around 4.30am. By the time i finished bathing is around 5am. And to think i gotta start work at 9.30am to meet MCI pple. Haiz... pathetic.
Met Lynn and her sister up for dinner. There are some arguement between lynn and my frenz.
Although the arguement has settled, the friendship has already somehow affected.
Then the topic diverted to me.
Me: I will take any guy as long as he is able to support me and give me money.
Lynn: ......
Lynn's sister: Give you 50 cents lah.
Lynn: ya lah. 50 cents also money mah.
Me: ......
Lynn: Alfred asked for your hp No. but i dun wan to give him.
Me: ........
Lynn's sister: Y? Maybe pple wan leh?
Me: ........
Lynn: you wan meh?
Me:......
Lynn: he not a nice person leh.
Me: i dun like mr too nice guy. sometimes i like a bit bad character.
Lynn: But i know u wun like him.
Me: .....
Lynn: He not suitable for you. He didn't complete his poly eduction and doing some engineering stuff.
Me: ok. Then wat about Jason? What he working as ?
Lynn: Police. He never contact u ah?
Me: No.
Lynn: I introduce u a frenz. He's my bf frenz. Older than us by one year. Good-looking one. A bit ang mo. But he out-going leh.
Me (hestiating about meeting new frenz): ah????? er......
Lynn: aiyah, u all started out as frenz first lah. We meet up for majhong lah.
Lynn's sister: But thought u intro him to another gal?
Lynn: that gal doesn't fancy him. Aiyah, that gal if likes this guy will treat him very well, dun like this guy, dun even wanna talk to him. The guy also dun like her.
Me: eh, this gal character sound like me!
lynn: aiyah, u all meet up first lah. then decide
Me: ok lor.
I was talking to PK online, hoping he could give me ideas on FYP. Anyway, no ideas. Then i changed topic about his gf.
Me: So, when you going ROM?
PK: ROM liao.
Me (shocked): huh? when? how come never invite us?
PK: no lah. test your reaction.
oh my.... wat reaction is he expecting? to test if i have feeling for him? N do i have feeling for him? or is the feeling being overtaken by HL?
Shrug.... no answer. But i just have a feeling that the blow hurt more than this ROM liao.
PK: U leh? Attached liao?
Me: No. Singapore lack of mr. nice guy + sometimes bad guy character
PK: Agree.
He called me to go out with him on sunday. Told him i was sick.
Haiz.... suddenly just feel that shouldn't be close to him. But on the other side, i feel like going out with him.
Was actually happy to receive this Jason's sms. Thinking of Jason is better than thinking of HL. While i was sms Jason, i did actually feel cold.
Went to newsroom to cheong. Know a lot of new frenz. I realised i was quite dao. Not really interested in talking to new frenz.
Inside the group, i onli chat with Alfred, Eve and Jason. And I noticed that Alfred interested in my frenz, joey.
After that, got a "good nite, samantha" from a new frenz called Jason.
