My True Feelings
Tuesday, May 25, 2004
Friday nite, the moment I reached home, I heard abt the news of my dad's thumb bleeding. Thinking that it might be a small problem, well, I just simply ignored it.
I went to my sister's house and she too, told me that dad's thumb was bleeding. I was telling her, "Y you never bring him to see doctor?"
Knowing my dad's character, he sure wun see doc. He went to sleep early tat nite.
Saturday, on the way to take trains, we bypass some clinic and insisted tat dad should visit a doc. BECOZ HIS THUMB IS STILL BLEEDING TILL NOW! He still dun wan to see doc becoz of the long queue. In the end, we managed to drag him.
When removing the tissues tat he put on his thumb temporarily, the clinic assistant has this "EEEEEE" look on her face. And I can tell you, it was gross! The layers of the skin just peeled off n you could see the bloody skin inside. The next moment, my dad was summoned to the doc without any waiting time. Hahhahaah, everyone was puzzled y he could jump queue.
My sister told me that the doc was shocked and said, "Y u never come earlier?" This proved that how serious his thumb are.
After visiting doc, we went to West Mall and mum bought samsung X430 for $18. That's cheap rite? Initial price was $168 and I happened to have $100 voucher from M1 for upgrading plan and after trading one Nokia model, we onli had to pay upfront of $18.
cheap rite?
Friday, May 14, 2004
I was sitting on the train on my way home. The door opened at City Hall and pple were rushing to get a seat. One old man was quite thin, carrying a haversack and holding newspaper came to sit beside me. He smell of mediciene....
He was speaking dialect loudly and could catch some of the words that he said.
"old liao. no body wan."
and he carry on speaking. I ignore and close my eyes. His words were loud in my ears. I kept praying that the train go faster or keep thinking which station is he going to get off.
He turn to look at the screnery where he face me with one elbow laying on the small little space he found and STARTED CHANTING AGAIN. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
What u will do if u were me?
Thursday, May 13, 2004
When back in the office, I was scared that someone will object to paying more than the budget set for the farewell gift. so, I ask my colleague to ask someone if he will have any objection. he seem ok. But upon hearing wat we plan to buy for the farewell gift, there a lot of suggestion regarding the gift coming out from him that we shouldnt buy this for him lah, etc. Seem like we are at fault.
well, we just proceed as usual. gotta buy additional gift. My colleague going to release me at 5.45pm. Yahoo~~~ shiokkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.
Sometimes what I said is totally harmless.... N normally what I said to those pple I know are normally joking. Maybe they will feel offensive.
As for yesterday case, i know u choose it for my good. But i let u know y i react in this way.
1. I NEVER attend that class everday when i was in poly.
2. Even did, I DUN even recall how it is like after graduating from poly. My memory aren't tat good.
3. I wanna start everything from the start. I dun wan to scratch my head and thinking, "what the hell they are talking about?"
5. I got a BIG F for exam and sub-paper. And that's y i am very sure i need to start from scratch.
maybe wat i said yesterday is a bit offensive to you. if u take it to heart, then i shall say, "Sorry."
Wednesday, May 05, 2004
Went to XXX church to see the last look of my friend's brother, Kelvin. hope he rest in peace. When I saw my friend, I asked how is he getting on. Right after tat, I could see his tears but it didn't flow out. He took us to see his brother where he is lying in the coffin. The look was pale white, with 3 scars at the face, One vertical line on the forehead, one line on the side of the cheek and the other near the eyebrow diagonally where u can see all the flesh all crumbled together for one stitch. The throat cut was not shown as it was covered nicely by his clothes. Cruel..... It was damn cruel ...... Killer is INHUMAN, INSANE.
My friend told us tat he was going to be 18 in one month. Right after he said that, I could see his tear accumulated around his eyes and he was trying hard not to shred the tears.
Around 8.15pm, a Sister came down to the church and everyone started to say prayers. Around 9pm, everyone start to leave.....
My friends and I took one string each and tie it around one of the finger. As we walked along, we drop it.
During the journey, my frenz's husband said, " Y does the killer wanna kill him?"
"Becoz of a gal."
"Even killed him also no use mah. In the end, he also couldn't get the gal. He might get death penalty mah. wat a stupid way!"
"If he is not in the right mind, he can be let off mah. then this case can drag very long...."
Ya, if he isn't in the right mind when he kills someone, he can be off without being charged. Hope this isn't the result. But even he is put to death sentence, the poor victim will never come back to life.
Tuesday, May 04, 2004
Gonna attend funerals later. The victim is actually my friend's brother. To think he just gone. 17 years old, he so young, isn't he?
http://straitstimes.asia1.com.sg/news/story/0,4386,248902,00.html
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