Sad

I realised I had lost touch with the gals. I was really happy when my frenz called me to ask me to go to her house. And I was touched that becoz of me, she arranged my poly group of friends to be the same time as my secondary school frenz that I could meet up with them n chat to see how they are going on. I enjoyed talking to her who actually asked me wat i am busy with. I quickly sms my poly group of friends. But to think I actually receive cold treatment from them. Y is that so? Just becoz I never go out with them?

I never receive any call from them. yes, I know, maybe i should be more initiative. Yes, this is my fault too. But i know that they meet on friday which i am unable to come due to my lesson on friday. dead tired. damn tired due to assignment.

Thanks to her who i chat with her in icq this morning that i really asked wat wrong. wat happened. y am i getting cold treatment?

Really understand what my brother really means. Y he stopped me from studies. and Now i do understand that wat he meant by your social circles will be sooner or later eliminated. N y he wan me to save more money so tat i wun be so tight. Now i truely understand his good intention.


- posted by Samantha @ 12:09 PM