My True Feelings
Tuesday, October 28, 2003
"Can you act pity?"
Someone asked me today. It wasn't my forte to act pity, seriously. But it seem like I dun have any solutions but to choose this way.
I dun understand y pity can make things work. Y? Y? Y? Is that the only way people listen? People tend to be soften if one really act pity. Yesh, I do agree. But I dun like it. If this person is pity, yesh, attention is deserved but to act? It's suck, I can tell u.
One day someone will see thru this act. I do really believe there's ever has this one day. If this day comes, i bet no one will trust this person anymore. Am I right?
Stop pressuring me..... I dunno if I can take it..... I have been tolerating for days.... My patience is running out...... I think I know what to do. Tell boss and let my boss scold my client. And I bet my client will scold me back and this time, I shall ACT pity in front of her. Hope she didn't see thru my act. Let see wat she will react.....
Monday, October 20, 2003
I talked to jen yesterday. That reminds me of some incident that came true if I just told her.
First was the incident that I met Jen somewhere around taka and talked about she might spot Wilson at that day. And it really came true and she quickly ran for her life.
Subquently, when I said "tofu" for supper which I meant to say "soya beancurd". I bet jen heard it. We sat at xueni's car when we going for supper which I took the backseat and lied on it. And I said, "If there is any traffic police, please tell me."
Jen said, "Where TP?"
I replied, "I mean if there is any TP."
While driving half of the journey, we saw road-block. It turned out to be true and xueni told me that she didn't hear I mention TP at all... While we reached the restuarant for supper, Jen and I let the rest to decide the dishes. And the first dishes is Tofu.....
Jen and I begin to believe wat ever i said to her turned out to be true. No one should hear my converstaion or else it wouldn't come true. In my mind, I wished the company bankrupt and that would mean that i going to be jobless. I turned to Jen that i wanted to tell her something. But told her that it was a bad thing. She rather asked me not to say but asked me for 4D instead. hahahhaah Well, i said the 4D in front of everyone. No wonder it wun come out.
Hm... I Begin to wonder, the talk that I told her yesterday..... Dun tell me it turned out to be true? Let see. Shall wait till next mth and I will know the result. Dun ask me or else I wouldn't know if my words come true. Kekeke
Friday, October 03, 2003
That will be my last time where I will never hear the laughter or see him during office hr. He left for a better prospect of another company and of course, I will be glad to see him leaving though I was kind of sad when I hear the breaking news from him.
He couldn't bear to part with us. Though I said I wun miss him, but deep in my heart, I do really miss him. Even before he leaves, I couldn't bear the thought without him at the office. The laughter, the noise and everything. Ya, I always complain abt the noise. This time, he really leaving.....
We took some photo just for memories and will be celebrating his farewell tonight. Hope to get contact with him at least a few times in a mth. A brother that never meant to be lost contact.
All play and no work end up making me work till 12 am. Yup, 12 am at office. Dead tired and was complaining to J that I wanna go home. Hm... He now in London. Now, I realise the time difference is onli 7 hrs lagging behind.
Finally had a chance to say bye to him online and I stepped out of office happily and looking tired. OMG. I realised the gate is LOCKED. Good thing there are guards there who HAVENT fall asleep yet. Ya, they do always sleep so, it was kind of surprising they are awake and they opened the door for me to get out.
I went out of the gates and walk further down the road to hail for a cab. Before I reached out my hand to hail, a cab driver saw me opposite the road and quickly make a U-turn and stop in front of me. Hahahaha, I was laughing. He's so KIASU. First time I saw a cab driver like this.
