My True Feelings
Sunday, March 30, 2003
OMG! I wake up at 6 pm...... If not for my mum who asked me to get up and have my first meal, I bet I can sleep till the next morning.
My muscles ache. Went cycling with
"All thanks to Jeslyn who suggested to come to Pasir Ris to cycle. Anyone ever heard of the maze garden at Pasir Ris? To think we come all the way to Pasir Ris just to talk about what to pack for Rendang trip! And that Jeslyn can even tell me the music at Fisherman Village is nice!"
We met up with him who took us to Old Changi Hospital. It wasn't that frightening as what I expected it to be. Maybe in front of us, there was a big group of pple there, mostly guys. Or is it becoz in the first place, there's nothing to be afraid of? I thought i saw "it" on the way up to Old Changi Hospital. *shrug*
Went to changi village to see "transvestite". They are much better looking than the one in JB where Foo usually bring us to.
After tat, we went to the Guy's Pub. First time, I've been there. Guys there are not bad-looking. But too bad, they are gays! Most of them are hugging each other, etc... Poor thing, his bum kena touched by them. hahahha.Ya, saw a charming guy there where Jeslyn keep "bioing" his eyes, nose and he keep looking at his "sexy lip". Oh no... dun tell me that he want to kiss this guy's lip. :P
We went to the Fishmart to fish for prawns in the early morning. To think I could even see pple fishing for fish in the prawn pond. Heng ah, Jeslyn didn't manage to catch for FISH or else, I dun know where to hide. hahahahah. Opps. :X
Lastly, I wanna thanks everyone who has been asking how I am especially Harabel who never fail to read my blog and been writing email to me. I also wanna thanks Jeslyn and Foo who has been by my side supporting me and advising me what to do. N also Jack and xueni who talk to me. Lastly, Benjamin, who ask about me. Poor Jeslyn, who has been asked by all the pple about my concern. Really thanks and Glad I really have frenz beside me. Thanks guys.
Thursday, March 27, 2003
I got a call from agency. This lady was asking me if I am interested in a post in Singhealth. After hanging up the call, I was thinking of the SAR cases. Do you think I should go for any interview if I have the chance?
After reading Jeslyn's blog, I remembered the conversation that I had with my dad. I keep sneezing for the whole morning at home before i left for work. Dad will always offer me a ride to the nearest mrt station. During the journey, when my dad hear me sneeze, his head immediately lean to his side of window. Arghhhhh.. who say I have SAR? duhz..... Dad said, "hm... I think the pple in the mrt will "SLAM" you liao. You confirm can get a seat in the train despite many pple squeezing in the train!" I replied, "Hm.. that's a good idea." and I alight off.
At the office, boss look like he is sick. then my senior colleague ask him to see doc and said, "DUN spread to us!"
we all scared is SAR and she added, "I dun wan to die yet!"
hahahaha
To think she say that to boss
Tuesday, March 25, 2003
I saw the photo and smile at him. That photo was sweet. For the first time, I give him a geniue smile. I realised I had already given him my blessing.....
Monday, March 24, 2003
for the whole day, I couldn't concentrate on my work. Been wondering, been pondering lots of thing... think i going to have a headache soon for I know I had lack of sleep for the past few weeks.
Really confused by now. the more I think, the more I cannot figure out. My adviser... you winner. make my head swimming....
oh... jen, u forget to pass me the answer!!!
sometimes, i really really can wonder is all the client really damn idiot about pc? such a simple task like copy and paste into a folder. is that difficult for them? I better pray tat i dun have to go down to client side just to copy and paste a stupid file.
*prays*
Thursday, March 20, 2003
Very tiring
busy
pissed off...
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
going to be mad soon.................
OT till 10 pm...............
coz i need to be in studio at 7pm..............
place? Toa payoh lorong 8..........
weird..............
is blk 13.
dun tell me HDB flat.............
I am MAD.
Monday, March 17, 2003
My sister get Married yesterday.
It was such a wonderful event but tiring....
All my family members woke up at 7am, getting prepared. My sister make up artist, T G Goh came at 7am to help her make up. Her make up was very nice though ex. But I think it is worth it as you get married once a year. All the jie meis reached about 7.30am. They went to discuss the plan on how he should be "performed" before he can fetch the bride.
The bride car honked at 8.30pm. Everyone getting excited.... heehee.. who's not? All jie meis waiting to get Hong Bao and my sister, of coz waiting for the groom to fetch her. Before the groom can step in the house, he had to perform DANCE. Oh... that's interesting.. I didn't see him dance before.... But too bad... I can't really watch as I heard that our family member should not see him before he can fetch the bride. Reason ah? Heard that if you see him before the bride do, you will "clash" into him (in Chinese). Think they are trying to say might have quarrel with him, etc....
After some time, he finally dance "Marcarana". Was that the spelling? All the jie mei laughed at the way he danced. He really shaked his bum bum. He came into the living room. But that wasn't the end of the fun. He had to read the contract that set by the jie meis. The contract was to treat her well and do all the housework. The best part of the contract that stated is:
After that, he finally could see his bride and all the jie meis, my younger sister and I set off to the groom's house. Nothing happened except both bride and groom had to serve tea to all the family member as well as mine.
I drove the car to Hyatt hotel as we all need to be there at around 5 pm where my make-up artist, Charlene (xueni's ex-colleague) will be there waiting for us. We went up to the hotel room to look for the bride. Charlene did a Great Job by helping us to make up. My hair was really nice. Ya, I did take some photo but is waiting for it to develop before I can show to you all.
I was at the reception helping out.... Hm... didn't really see much shuai ge. But well, it is ok since I was so busy checking the guest's table no, etc. Finally, the dinner was over. The groom was a little high and couldn't walk straight to the hotel room. Poor guy who vomitted twice. After we collect the wedding gown, groom suit, etc, I drove my parents home.... mum already fallen asleep in the car...
Sunday, March 09, 2003
Huh?
I took a night rider home yesterday after watching soccer match with xueni, jack and his frenz. When I aboard the bus, I saw a lady standing with her back facing me while she was talking a 18 year-old gal. Couldn't be bothered what they were talking, I silently sat down. Then she went to approach another 20+ year old gal and I heard "ok" from the 20+ year old gal. The bus moved off.....
As usual, I took out my handphone and started to plug in the earphones. Yes, my hp had those built-in radio function where I often listen to radio when traveling long journey. When I was trying to undangle my handphone, the lady went up to me and said something like, "my mum is not feeling well now. Please dun use your handphone."
"Huh?" was the words that I uttered. The lady repeat the whole story and I nodded my head.
I was sure puzzled but, nevertheless, I continued to undangle the wires of my earphones. The guy who sat beside me said, "Dun use your handphone." ARGHHHHHHh, did I ever say that I was going to use? Forget it. Shall not try to pick an arguement.
Along the journey, I was thinking about what the lady said. Her mum is seriously not feeling well and asked me not to use my handphone. But y can't use handphone? Maybe of the radiation. But how come she not taking her mum to hospital? Even if her mum can take it, y should they take public transport? Even if her mum still can ta han, y should her daughter take her out till so late at night like 1am?
The more I think, the more I dun understand. Hm... maybe you all can enlighten me.
Thursday, March 06, 2003
Again..... Again.... "X X X is going to retrench staff again!" Yes, it is none other than my company. So, who is the one who gonna leave this company? I should have forseen this day is coming. Who knows it might be my turn to leave. Y not? Well, it might be a blessing to leave this company, but on the other hand, I might not have enough $$ to spend.
Should have gotten used of the news by now. Yes, my company had retrench staff last year. So, it wasn't a special news anymore. Maybe my heart wasn't with me or maybe i was bothered with something else. Maybe... Maybe....
Haiz... if the economy wasn't that bad, I guess a job wasn't that hard to find.
