My True Feelings
Sunday, April 23, 2006
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
*sms beep*
He: Good morning. Are we meeting today?
Me *Shiver*
Replied 5 minutes later.
Me: Sorry, can't meet you today. My grandmother is in hospital. Need to go down and visit her.
*prays that he wun volunteer to come with me*
He: oh... What happened?
Me: er... i also dunno. that y going down today.
He: ic, never mind. We shall meet next tuesday when u are back.
*huh huh huh huh Faintz*
Hopefully he forget.....
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
*sms beep*
"Are you free today?"
Me: I was going to suntec to collect something. Unless you dun mind meeting me at Suntec.
He: ok, see you there.
We meet up and he was hesitating if he should bring me to a pub that he visit often. In the end, he make me promise not to tell anyone that he went to this pub. He confess that this is the pub with a lot of xiao jie.
Initially i feel uncomfortable upon thinking of that pub. But on the other hand, it might be interesting to take a look. More-ever, he promise me that we will leave if i feel uncomfortable. So i just went.
Yes, it was just ordinary pub except that these vietnam gals will come in and ask the guys if they need services. I seen guys kissing, hugging gals, touching their thigh, etc.
oh well, i just keep wondering how the charges are..... He treat me beer and i kept asking how come he dun have any guy friends at all! he told me the story of being betray by his best friend and all his major friends went with his best friends. Sound so sad. Pity him.
Then a vietnam gal came up to him and ask if he is interested for her services. He told her that "I love her" and the gal look at me for a while and search other target. I *shake head*
After drinking, he sent me home. During the journey, he told me things that i was pretty surprised. There are 2 gals working in the pub are his friends. One is about my age, but her look was pretty young. He told me that whenever he bring female friend, this gal will not talk to him. There's one case whereby she didn't talk to him for days! Gosh. I think she fall in love with him. He mentioned that she like to talk to him when he is there.
What surprised me most was that he has interest in this lady boss of the pub. And it happened that the lady of the pub has interest in him too! And the worst is that he is married, and the lady is the mistress of the pub owner! OMG! so complicated. I totally .........
when i reach my place, he ask: are you free tomolo?
me *oh nooooooooo*: ya. Did i mention to you that i going to bangkok?
He: when?
Me *lying*: thurs. so i need to come back early to pack my bag.
He: ok. see you tomolo then
Me: bye
haiz... i dun feel like going out with a married man. I dun wan his wife to see us together. His wife is my friend and i like having her as a friend who is willing to help me. Honestly, i dun have a feeling for him. I just pity him for lack of friends. I am afraid that one day, his wife will saw us together. Even though we are innocent, it doesn't mean his wife will believe.
I dun like to do something behind my friend though i pity him. I trying to think of a way to help this couple to be back together.
But? What will be the better way? I can't tell my friend directly that, "hey, your husband went to this pub, and u know blah blah blah" That will betray what i promise. But i can't just wait till their marriage life get worse.
If i still carry on meeting and console him, isn't that make me like i am 3rd party though i got no feeling for him?
*scary thought*
Thursday, April 13, 2006
Went to suntec to have dinner. Dinner time i was very moody. Becoz in the first place, i dun feel like turning up. Y? you may wondering....
Ok, just think about it. If you are sitting beside someone who just giving you deep trouble during work time, are you still be able to smile?
Next, the whole group of us went to pub and i sms my frenz to meet me just to get away from this group. I just dun wish to stay any longer.
At least, meeting my frenz do cheer me up. But i will remember to beware of that someone in the office.
Now i do realise that you can't be really close to coll. It is not a good thing after all. Or perhap, Not all of them are bad, just that you need to judge one carefully......
Saturday, April 01, 2006
one of the reason y ms D was angry is becoz ms SC never chase after her when she left!
Gosh! you think we are filming movie?????
More-ever, you think you both are boy-girl-relationship?
Faintz!
