[02.05.02]
Peezed-Moment: what is wrong with people these days. its bad enough that last week i got harassed by a homeless man, while going home... yesterday, i was unfortunate enoughto witness something pretty nasty. i`m used to taking my train home late and people are always tell me to be careful cuz messed up things happen late at night. well, it wasnt late at all yesterday, only around 9 when i was travelling home when a caucasion man started to masturbate in front of me. needless to say i was pretty grossed out! i moved to a different section of the train and he made things even freakier by following me. where do these sickos come from?!
Resolution: got to get some mace!
[02.06.02]
Non-Asians: what is up with the asian fetish? why do non asian males idolize the asian female? i was walking down the street yesterday whensome guy stops me to tell me that he "loves asian women" and that he would "love to pleasure me". i guess asian women get that alot. i think we have become idolized as being exotic and in some sense very erotic as well. maybe preverts are just perverts...
Resolution: dunno...can`t really think of something to solve this one... i guess it just has not been my week has it?
[02.07.02]
Please Help Me!: i`m completely bored outta my mind today... as a matter of fact for the past week i.e.the current updates on my AA page. most people would say that i have the life (getting paid to do nothing), but i think itsretarded. give me something to do, please! as you can see, i`ve been surfing AA, and have added all these little personalityquizzes to my page... its pathetic, yes i kno, but you dont understand how bored ive been
Resolution: i`m stumped here again... actually.. chat with me then, if you are bored enough =)
[02.08.02]
Back in the "Daze": just sat here reminiscing my college days... life was more "fun" i guess. (parties, hanging out, crashing over) the only worries i had then were probably when my next exam would be and what to wear to the next party. simple, huh? nowadays, my mind is worried about bills, bills, bills.
~i still go to the same parties that i have gone to since i was 19. (funny how i used to think that i would NEVER get tired of parties) but like i say,things change and so do people. now that "domestication" has set in, things ARE different. not that im complaining, i actually LIKE not going out 24/7 (but i also miss it...sometimes).
~at parties -my girlies and i were known as the "tall crew" cuz honestly for asian girls we are tall. there are five of us and we all range from 5`6 to 5`9 (thats the average height of most asian men, how sad for us) and when we add the heels too, some of us can tower over an asian man. i think we are intimiating to some people, but prime meat for others. i good night meant at a party meant that we could not see over the crowd of heads (meaning there were people actually taller than us) but sadly enough, most of the time we can.
~i think my girlies and i have found a comfort zone now. it weird how we would rather go eat than party, when back in college, half the time we didnt get to eat cuz we were partying. lounges and bars have been more frequented by us... we sit and chat and laugh about things rather than sweating the night away dancing our butts off... its a fair exchange. dont you think? so if you see a bunch of tall asian women at the next asian party, you`ll know its us.
Addition: currently 5:30pm on Friday. okay, still have some work, but i`m putting itoff to be on AA, i think ive become an addict. my friend ims me and tells me that i`ve completely revamped my page in the last two days... sad huh? i`ve got NO life is what he means. anywaz.. found someone interesting to talk to on AA about food. i`m a total food critic and can be harsh with commenting on what i eat. most woman want nice jewelry and stuff, but i just want a NICE MEAL =)... its not too much to ask...haha, the best are definately those that are home-cooked by my sweetie. 5 more minutes til i leave...YEH!
[02.12.02]
Gong Hay Fat Choy!: Happy Lunar New Year everybody! May everyone get lots of red envelopes.
[02.14.02]
The One I Gave My Heart too: Everyone is so critical of valentine`s day. I feel that most people think today is the day to express your feelings to the person you are with or would like to be with, but is it too commercialized? aren`t you supposed to show how you feel to that person everyday? And why is it that today is the day that most people use to define a new romance. Like if they don`t get what they think is right, they would choose today to end the relationship. How ironic, that a day of LOVE would make people so sad and lonely.
[02.19.02]
AA Addict: okay, so i think i`m an AsianAvenue addict... well maybe i`m just bored with too much time on my hands. I just realized that there is only limited space on my personal page... im such a dork that i went back to surfing the pages so that i can find all those personality tests again, cuz i`ve been writing too much and it was deleted from my site... sad huh?
~too add to my bored life, ive been waiting to get to my 10,000 hit (you could be the lucky 10,000 one! haha), but i`m a long way off, maybe i should be more realistic and celebrate when i get 5,000 hits...
~as for the weekend... i had a great time for the most part. Went to seemy sisters at ECSC (East Coast Sisterhood Conference). there probably were about200 aKDPhi girlies in nyc this weekend just partying itup, hopefully i`ll get a pic to put up... it was nice seeing the old faces and the new. I`m really proud of my chapter for hosting a great weekend. It makes me miss them even more. =)
~aurgh, just spent the last half hour writing about my life and thoughts when AA froze, meaning it lost everything, i hate having to rewrite things, especially thoughts, cuz they don`t sound as genuine as when you first write them down. oh wellz.
[02.22.02]
People on AA: not Alcoholics Anonymous, but AsianAvenue... so i get random notes from people on AA... most of them consist of "witty" messages like `wow, such good looking girls` or `just hitting you up hunny` or something to that factor... how boring is that? if you spend the time reading my page or just looking at the pics... the least you can do is say something interesting...right? its not too much to ask
[02.25.02]
Continuing Train Adventures: had another close encounter on the train this past weekend. this time i was a duo deal. a guy and a girl get on the train and sit across from me and i over hear them talking. the jist of the conversation was that the girl thought another girl was cute and the guy was encouraging her to go talk to this girl. she repeatedly said she couldnt do it, and finally the guy tells her that he thinks the girl is cute too and if she doesnt say anything he would. next thing i kno, the guy is getting up and walking towards me. (i think) the girl stops him and i`m left thinking "huh? what just happened here?". so what am i to think... was a lesbian and a guy attempting to hit on me? dunno.. oh wellz... just another weird day on the train
[02.28.02]
Brain on Lock-down: its been a big pain in the butt calling places to find a good deal to hold an event. im so tired... wanna go home... spent the day working and "upgrading" my page. noticed that my friend *ahem* likes to "steal" my pics and put them on her page. hee hee (yeh, yeh, we`re sharing!! haha) annoyed that i have to upload a new version of morpheous so that i can download more songs... why does life seem to be so blah today...
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