blah~!!
6.20.03
3:32am
Wow. Iframes. Pain.In.The.ASS
The lay out looks pretty, now the colors need to change. I'm debating on my pink and black theme or white and baby blue.
I should behave. I've been staying out late, like past 12 lately and my mum doesn't seem to care. Neato!! Freedome.
żbad news? <~rather not talk about.
You know, I wish ROBERT would respond to his e-mails.
¬.¬ T~
Mood:
Music:3eb::66thousand miles an hour
6.17.03
11:47pm
ugh I hate aim. It interoupts when i'm trying to update.
Mood:
Music:3eb::66thousand miles an hour
6.17.03
11:47pm
ugh I hate aim. It interoupts when i'm trying to update.
Mood:
Music: wall flowers::one head light
6.17.03
3:01am
I feel kinda sad...mostly because theres this person who's been comming up alot lately and theres nothing I can do to change the situation that were in.
I try to move on. It doesn't mean it's easy. Not at all.
Any ways, on to site stuff. I just put a few more pix up-
Scoot
Icky meh!
pengi
-and I joined the cold play-the scientist thing...theres a button on the bottom of the bio page *to the right* below the guest book n stuff.
I have to be the worlds most creative person with naming pictures of my self 'look it's me!!' haha.
I hate to say it. THeres this void in me that not even Scott can fill.
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Music:
6.15.03
12:13am
Today was blah~!! I am sooo tired!! eek.
I have unfinished business with my dreams...
Mood:
Music: R.H.C.P::other side
6.14.03
It's 1:50am!
Kittens are anoying.
Yesterday was fun. Lunch was fun. Until Mrs.Rad broke our fun up. We wern't even doing any thing wrong. She told us to enjoy our last day of school. ugh. -.-;; So after school me, scott, colin and victor went to some guys house. He had the worlds tiniest pomeranian there. The thing was like a rat. Scott said that mine was a muntant that just grew ten sizes to big. W.e. They were all playing around and Scott threw a co2 carterage...and colins eye got in the way. Haha. So colin got hit in they eye with a metal tube. He was upset at first, but nothing big. Scott and victor put on boxing gloves and tryed boxing. Scott kicked his ass. Victor's realy big, like muscular...but he's sllllooooowwww. Me and scott left early. I didn't blame him. The people there were retarted. We went back to his house and I don't remember what happend next. o.O then some dead journal stuff happend. *meaning:: Only people on my friends list will know. heh...ro private.
Today:: the official first day of summer. wooooot!
My doggie got groomed. I will put pix of him up. yeeeee he's sooo cute when he's wet! he looks all skinny and little. cute~ Then we picked up Scott, he came over. He started playing MY vice city game, so I just layed there and slept. for like 2 hours. I think sleeping is a habbit more then me being tired. It's always around the same time that I take a nap. Then we got hungry, Ate, Scott ate a lemon o.O I re dyed my hair, then we went to his house. We played sonic the hedgehog!! I love that game! well..only the one for Dream cast. THey remade it for x-box..thats the one we played. but it's the same thing, different system. I think the Japinese voice of evil sonic is hot. Don't ask~
Joe came over, so did colin and we all played games. Then watched the Animatrix. I love the art work on that~ I envy their talent. I guess thats it! yay summer~! poo summer school -.-;; Time to put up pix...
~K
Pix
My dog got groomed today. He looks like a rat.
I also tryed to take a few pix of me and Scott. I think I look like a bugin this one. My eyes are huge.
The lighting in my room is always to dark or to light. -.-;; I look like poo
Mood:
Music: Smashing pumpkins::killer in me
6.12.03
It's 1:53 in the morning. O.O
I tryed to put a drop down bar where the links are, but that was harder then it seemed. So I guess i'll try tomorrow. The problem i'm having is theres frames. And the target="leftside" isn't working! I have nooo idea why!! mabye when I have patience i'll work on it. blahhh
I added a new piccy to the Open canvas secion in the pix section. ~^.^~ Practice makes perfect. By the way, I <3 Scott.
I gave Sooman a kiss on his glasses today. He was like, 'OHHH no...not the lip gloss again.' ^^ I'll miss him when he leaves. ;-; I should of wrote something alittle more meaningfull on his away piece-o-paper. I just wrote about how he wouldn't let me write on the back so I had no room to write any thing. haha.
But any ways, I got the new 3eb cd today. It came with a dvd. I don't think they'll ever make a better cd then there first one. And because of that, I was alittle dissapointed. =(
Me n Scott went to the arcade today. I played games, lots and lots of games. All kinds. <3 ~dork~
It's still pink. It doesn't look horribly bad or any thing, just...mmmm...different? Well when i'm feeling photogenic, then i'll take a pic.
Aaron's being all wierd lately...=(
~K
Mood:
I am STILL feeling banana.
Music: jimmy eat world-bleed america
6.11.03
Just another retarted little update...blah!!
"have a nice life" how the hell did I come across that?
It took forever, but I did learn that *with every one* the past is the past. The end. It's not set in stone that every one your going to meet now you have to stay in touch with, or even that they'll be your friends by tomorrow. Your love today can be your hate tomorrow. Mabye I just got tired of feeling angry or regretting and dwelling on every thing. In the end i'm not the one who lost.
~K
Mood:
Music: 3eb::hows it ganna be?
6.11.03
That counter hates me. It doesn't want to work!!! >.<
I'm not sleepy. It's 1:12am...I layed down and ended up taking a 6 hour nap. blah~ and no one is online!!!!
Mabye i'll draw in oekaki...
~K
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Music: -
6.9.03
=)
Perfect. Scott came over after school. He met my kitty, he loved her. She seemed to get jealous when ever me and Scott would kiss, she would start meowing and rubbing against us. =^.^= We ordered pizza, watched Dogma, that was interesting. o.O Then we fell asleep. Scotts a bed hog. >< Then we watched Animatrix, he helped me with my home work, andddddd then he had to go home kuz it was getting late. =(
After he left I re-dyed my hair. It was pink, now it's red. But I have a feeling by tomorrow's morning shower it will go back to it's pink stage. Well at least no blonde will show -.-;; *I didn't dye the whole thing!!* whatevah~
My page needs to me more...colorful. This Sephia tone color is getting bland. But mabye thats just me. I kinda want to go light blue or something...but that might be to light. -.-;; I like dark colors, easy on the eyes.
~K
Mood:
Music: Hot Hot heat::Bandages
6.8.03
I've been wondering...is my life interesting? mabye???? I've been putting alot of pix in the pix section...I wonder what other sections I should add?
I have a head ache so I don't realy feel like typing -.-;;. I did nothing today exept do laundry. Heh..i'm washing Scotts boxers right know ^.^;; *mabye you shouldn't ask*
I finaly got around to dying my hair. Pain in the butt. I don't think i'll do that again. It took me three hours just to get it blonde enough to color it. Then when I colored it (I left it in for a half hour) most of it came out and now it looks all strawberry. Well I'll re do it tomorrow when I have time. I think i'll get tired of this in about a week and dye it back to dark brown/black. Oh~ I can't wait til i'm 18!! I'm ganna get my lip pearced~ hott. haha. I think most of this is because Scott does *not* want me to do any thing to my body. So what else is there to do? then dye it and pearce it. Plus, it's fun. I won't go over board. =)
~K
Mood:
Music: Cold play::the scientist
6.6.03
Today was pretty interesting. First off, I fell asleep at 4:30 this morning and woke up at 6. yay~ I'm suprisingly not tired eather. o.O
Things between me and Scott are blah~ I know every thing will work out in the end, they always do. -.-;; I hope...i'm just worried about it. I guess i'm not the crazy one this time eh?? I love you Scott!!! >.<
After school me and Dj got a ride to the mall thanks to my mum. We walked around, ate gyoza and sushi. I bought a journal and we went to boarders and tryed to get some quotes to it. We only got 3. -.-;; We kept getting distracted...and stuff...Then we went to boardwalk. I was beating Dj and Jimmy horribly at any fighting game they picked, the last one was capcom v.s marble. I rock! Then there was a tap on my sholder and when I looked, it was Hemi. I was like WOA!!~~!!!!!~~ (thats Justin's girlfriend) We talked alot over e-mail for the past few weeks. She's a pretty nice person. And cute~ I was shy at first. -^.^- But then we got to talking, Justin seemed kinda...distant. Wich I guess is understandable. She couldn't stay long so we said our goodbye's and she left. I played a game of dance freaks with Justin, he was the only other good person there. Then these church people came, lindsy and Steve were there. That kind of suprised me, expecially since Lidnsey is a pretty big pot head. But I guess even christians can be pot heads. =) We walked around, played games, had fun....then I ran out of Tampons. -.-;; My period is trying to ruin my fun. =( So me and Dj had to call it a night. I'm pretty happy that I met Hemi, but kinda sad that Scott is being so distant.
~sigh~ Things are ment to work out, they will. I believe that. (stupid me)
~K
Mood:
Music: Third eye blind::motorcycle drive by
6.5.03
Absolutley NOTHING happend yesterday. -.-;; my life is sooo borring.
When I got to school I saw Sooman and gave him a hug, I told him I was having a bad day *already* because I started my period this morning. He quickley un-hugged me. HAhaa..I just thought it was funny. "Your not going to get cooties!!", He said something about getting an 'image' in his head. Then I saw Scott and gave him the worlds biggest hug. Third period our table got into the wierdest conversayion about breast milk. I asked Scott if I ever got pregnet would he try mine. haha. Thats oddness. He said he wouldn't drink it like he drinks pop or any thing, not like with a cookie. o.O I'm starting to get hooked on flaming hott cheeto's. mmmmmmmm. My photo final is due tomorrow. I got realy upset after school and started crying, but I think it's mostly my period that is making me do this. -.-;;
I got a suprise call from Robert tonight. =) that made me feel tons better. Some one actually thought of me~!
~K
Mood:
Music: Reel big fish ::cover:: Take on me
6.3.03
Me and my mum got in an arguement this morning. Ugh~ I truely hate her at times. I hate talking about my family. I didn't know much about it until I moved here about a year ago, it's much more complicated then I thought. Any ways, I baked Scott cup cake last night because I was bored. I gave it to him today, he seemed to enjoy it. School was School. I finished up my final, then got a little bit dissapointed that I wouldn't be alone with scott when I went to his house after school. I almost never am now a days. After school Colin thought it would be funny to go over speed bumps so his exaust pipe would hit the ground and make a scraping noise. He put one of thoes dumbass racing ones on there. (big, shiny, and just for looks) Well it ended up falling off. It was pretty funny. Scotts grandpa was installing seat belts in Scotts car. His car doesn't need seat belts, since It was made before a certain time where it wasn't manditory (is that the right word? more like needed...but I can't think at the moment -.-;;) Him and Victor played Hailo while I slept. I slept for over an hour. I was in a crabby mood mostly, I can't honestly remember the reason any more. Then George came over. We all watched Super Trooper, thats a pretty funny movie, but they watch it way to much. I just feel like a pile of crap. Crap Crap crap. I think most of it is I feel like I put in 110% while I only get 50% in return. But I guess thats how the world works eh???
Oh, and also, I've been thinking about this person, I started to think about them when I was laying in Scotts bed. Of all places, why his bed???? Even sitting on the toilet would of been better. Thinking and wondering never got any body any where. But of course, I am to afraid to do any thing about it. Actually..there are mabye a few questions I would ask. I'm not all the way sure what they would consist of...mabye, 'how did you feel durring that period of time?' or 'were you ever happy?' or the big unanswered question, 'why?' one simple word, to hard to answer. To hard to answer? Mabye a question mark?? well I better go. I feel all bummy.
Mood:
Music: Drama rama-anything anything
6.2.03
I didn't get any sleep last night. My dog seems to be more exited then I am about this Kitten. So the dog wanted to sleep in my room last night, alllll he did was bark! ugh~!! But thats ok. Kuz when I got home, I slept. And that kitten rules, she took a tap with me!
Well other then that, today was average. Scott started taking his behind the wheel training, he gets his licence sometime this summer, then we can go places. Suprisingly, I havent seen much of Sandeigo, or any where around here for that matter.
I should play video games. I need to beat Vice city, and start this other rpg thing....blah~
I'm hot ;-;
Mood:
Music: Blink 182 ::cover:: 867-5309
6.1.03
Guess what I got? It starts with a 'K' and ends in a 'itten'??? yes!! thats right!! a Kitten!! It's soooooooo cute~!! and little, and matches my dog o.O *there both orange*
Aint it cute~!?!?!? It's a little girl, 7 weeks old, and nameless. What should I name it?? She's sleeping on my bed right know. CUTE!! Any ways, today so far was pretty fun. My mum woke me up at 9 because she wanted to go out and 'do stuff'. So we went to wallmart got a bunch of crap we don't need...well I did get sox. Then we went to a bunch of other little shops. I got some panties -^.^- there cute too. Then we went to the bread basket where they were giving out free kittens. I just couldn't resist! adorable~! So now i'm here, and a little bit sad...because I can't see Scott today. ;-; His grandparents don't feel like dealing with anything today. poo. Oh yeah~ I got pix of his car up, perdy. I don't realy like cars to much, but I do like his. He has a 1965 ford mustang. the color is kinda interesting too. They mixed purple and brown together to get this two tone color. but any ways, this is long enough for now. C'ya~
Mood:
Music: Rolling Stones-Painted black
5.31.03
I had a fun day.
I slept in. But I think some one tryed to call me around 7. When I woke up, I did the usual and took a shower and got dressed. I asked my mum if we could go see a movie and if Scott could come, she said why don't I just drop you and Scott off at the movies? I don't think she likes comming with us. -.-;; So me and Scott went to the mall. We ran into his grandparents wich was kind of odd...then we saw Finding Nemo. I like the little star fish. ^^ I got a little toy of him out of one of thoes little 50cent machines. We ate. I bought some strawberry tape. It's just like duct tape, just prettier with little strawberry prints all over it. Then me n Scott went to the arcade. I tryed my chance at Ddr and failed horribly. I'm just not made for that kind of game. -.-;; Then we saw Ivan. I don't know him all that well..soo..w/e. We ended up going back to Scotts house and 'watching' Catch me if you can. It was getting late so I left before it was over. ;-; It was a good movie from what I saw.
"every day is a good day when your around"
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Music: Seven nation army-white stripes
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