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The greatest pain in my life,
Was when my love stabbed me in the heart with a knife.
He told me "I Love You",
But all he ever did was make me blue.
Thinking of all the times that we went through,
I wonder why he had told me we were through.
We were the happiest people on Earth.
People said we were the cutest couple on Earth,
But he left me,
And now he's happy.
Has he ever stopped and thought about how I felt?
Every time I think about him, my heart just wants to melt.
What did he gain,
By putting me through so much pain?
He has ignored me,
And he won't take the time to see,
That he's still my one true love.
All he did was tell me to move on and gave me a shove.
He told me to leave him alone and he said "good-bye",
And I just can't survive.
I have been given too much pain and anger,
I don't think I can live much longer.
As I sit on the roof of a 20-story building,
He's still not understanding,
That all that pain put me through hell,
And through my heart, he had plunged a nail.
From down below,
The people watched on like a show.
Over the loud speaker he said,
"What's going on through your head?
Take a step down,
And stop acting like a clown!
You're still young,
So go on singing all those songs that you have sung.
Don't be stupid!
People can be wrong .. even Cupid!
If you do this, you are dumb!"
Right after he said that, my legs started to go numb.
When I looked down,
I saw him give me a frown.
I know he didn't want to be here,
And wouldn't care if I shed another tear.
Looking at him finally made me realize,
Things like all the million lies.
I don't know if he still cared,
Or had any of the emotions that we shared.
When he told me he only wanted to be a friend,
I decided that I was going to put my life to an end.
The pain was extremely strong,
And I know what I felt was not wrong.
As I took my last step on Earth,
I knew the greatest event was the day I was there with my parents at birth.
As I went over the edge, many memories started to flashback,
And the idea of living without him was just whack.
The memories were times of the glad,
But also the sad.
Our first date, when we first met,
My dog, the wonderful, playful, little pet.
My family, father and brother,
Sisters and mother.
Him and my caring, special friends.
My issues finally had its' ends,
And my pain finally stopped,
When my body came closer the Earth and dropped.
As my family screamed in fear,
They did manage to hear,
The last words I had to vow.
"As I lay here waiting for death right now,
I want to thank you guys for being the best,
Even when I was a bratty pest.
You guys were the best family,
And thanks for putting up with me.
Thank you guys for being so true,
And I'll always love you!"
I took my last breath,
And told them, "Here's my destiny ..death ..
Please don't ever put me in the past,
I'll always be in your hearts and my love for my family will always last .."
My last breath has been take away from me,
And I could no longer see,
Or feel the pain and anger ..
For I have become stronger ..


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