Tried to pee standing today using the "medicine spoon" technique. It was... messy... due to the fact that I didn't put a big enough hole in the end the pee goes through. I got the placement fine, but it backed up in the tube because the hole was too small. So I think I'll do just fine next time as long as I make the hole bigger. It wasn't fun cleaning up my bathroom floor though. But y'know... Even though I didn't do it that well, it still felt really good- not like, a sexual rush or anything, but just felt right to lift the toilet seat like that for the first time... I actually kind of laughed about it when I was showering myself off. My advice to anyone trying it the first time- do it naked with the floor free of anything you don't want pee on. I'm glad I took the time to move all my clothes and whatnot, lol.
On another note, I've been examining my body and noticing how male it looks already, despite having breasts. I've got more chest hair than one of my bio-male friends (you know who you are...). And my shoulders are so square. My voice is already pretty low, kind of like a 14-year-old boy. I'm just so anxious to see the changes that will come about with the Testosterone. May 17th can't possibly come soon enough...
Kenji