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I don't know if I'll ever get consistent in writing in here or if I'll ever get my own website. Hmm, I'm content with this situation, I don't have to pay anything, I don't have to stay committed to this blog, yet I can always come back and feel welcomed. Maybe one day, when I have a consistent job, or I've actually started my career, I'll get my own website and pay for it monthly, put up all my pictures, and allow the world to stalk me. Lol. :D One day, but for now, I'll stay with this angelfire page. My first year of college was an eventful one. Yes, it was, now all I have to do is make sure that the rest of my years in college is as memorable.
Help! My brother and I got into a car accident two years ago and now the lady we hit wants to sue my brother! She says her shoulder hurts, she can't work, etc. However, I clearly remember she was quite alright, no damages or anything to her, she had an SUV which barely had a dent in it, while my brother and I was driving a dinky Toyota Corolla. Should I be worried? I mean we had a police report filed and everything, I don't remember her going to the emergency room or anything, but I do remember her kind of complaining about being late to an Astros or Rockets game? Whichever one. Ugh, I hope the case is dismissed. Seriously, but for those who are lawyers, future lawyers, etc...do you think she has a case?
That feeling is back. CHRISTMAS IS A MONTH AWAY! I love CHRISTMAS! It's my favorite!
I'm, itching to travel. I just want to get out of the country and be able to explore new places. Hopefully...Vancouver during March? If my mom allows it. Or maybe Philippines next December? I know it's a far, far away thought, but I can't help it. I just really, really want to travel, somewhere outside of the U.S. I'm very curious as to see what's out there. Main reason as to why I want to study abroad, I'm scared of the thought of being so far away from home, but I'm intrigued on what I will experience and learn. We'll see, whatever God plans for me, it will happen.
I am searching for my best friend. A true best friend, one whom will never replace me no matter the circumstances, one whom will always be there for me no matter what, one whom will just let me be who I am even though I can be annoying, I just want that one person to be my best friend. It sucks that you think someone is you best friend, but they turn out not to be. They replace you in a second and they don't even include you in things. I guess that's life for you, it changes, they move on, you move on. I truly do miss having my "best friend", I get sad, but life goes on. I thought for sure that I had one best friend (that's a girl), but I guess not. See, I often hang out with guys, I don't mind, but sometimes you just need a girl to talk to, and I thought I had that, but not anymore. Whatever, I got used to it, I was always replaced and they would always turn the other cheek, that's why I hang out with guys more than girls, I just feel girls can't be trusted, or at least the ones I have made friends with. I have my family though so it's okay, but I do miss my "best friend".
I'm irritated. I'm annoyed. It's frustrating playing on a "team" that isn't really a team at all. I know it's only intermurals, but it gets old. I feel rusty, I have not written in so long that I feel I have lost my vocabulary, my way to describe things, and just the voice that I used to put forth in my writings. It sucks, but what can I do. Once I gain my writing back, all I need to work on are my social skills. It's not that I'm afraid or shy, it's that I like to observe people first and know how they are so that I know how to talk to them. Ehh, it will come, I do kind of need it for the business school. Basically today I'm just blabbing and I don't really have anything significant to write. No epiphanies, no life lessons, no advice, not even a good story. Eh. And like I said, I feel as if I can no longer write the way I used to, the emotion and voice I used to put forth into my writing feels as if it has slipped away. Hopefully it will come back. :(
Another new beginning? Geez, I seem to have these new beginnings every year. Hopefully I actually keep up with this one. :D College life, maybe there's more to talk about since I'm now in college. Hook 'em. I have an exam tomorrow but of course I've procastinated once more. BAH. Time to study now. :D | |||||||||||||||||