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October 15, 2003 I stopped updating this one... cause, I hate the ads. Happy Birthday JEREMY!!! October 7, 2003 You know, for 2 or 3 years, it was just me and my mom in the house... totally out numbered you know 3 guys... 2 girls... BAD MIX! However, I have learned a lot of about the strange specimen, called men, boys, guys, JERKS! Whatever you choose to call them. Like, they don't put the seat down on the toilet... they just don't. Don't be pissy, don't moan and bitch about it.... just take it, it's not that big of a deal. I mean, look down before you sit down... there are only two things that make me mad about sharing a bathroom with a bunch of men... There will be piss on the seat... floors... walls... guys, don't deny it, you miss occasionally, it's ok. I have heard many things... you just run out of gusto... you underestimate just much is left in there... some like to play games... see who can piss furthest, highest... some are simple accidents, some not, just clean it up afterwards. I remember when Zachary tried to convince me that I was the one that pissed on the seat. WTF?!? Whatever... The other thing... they never ever replace the toilet paper... EVER! I mean, just because you use it less often, does NOT give you the right to just... not replace it. I mean, there have been so many times when I would go into our bathroom RIGHT after a brother has gotten done using the restroom, (and excuse the grossness but you can tell when a man has used the toilet paper... you just, know...) and there wouldn't be anything left on the roll. GRR! When confronted, all I get is... 'I wasn't the last one to use it' well that means you didn't wipe your ass, jerk. I mean, eww. There you go, that's my only request of guys in the restroom. Clean up after your games/accidents... and replace the damn roll. You don't even have to put it on the little thingy, I'll do that for you. Just at least get a new roll... :) OH yeah, wash your hands! OMG... please, I don't care if you don't have to hold on in order to pee or not. You have just entered the most disgusting room in wherever you are... washing your hands isn't asking too much. Well I hope all you beautiful people have a wonderful Tuesday, I'm not. OMG, today me and Amy were walking around town, looking for the bus stop, to see if I would be able to walk from my dorm to the bus stop and stuff... well we walked around forever and never saw it. So I figured, no, I wouldn't be able to walk it... up and down all the damn hills, with all my dirty laundry, clean laundry and my damn computer... but back to the story... ok, so we started walking home, and decided to take a different route home. Like, all of a sudden were next to a prision! You know all those like, watch towers you see in the movies with all of those hella huge guys with even hella huger guns? Yeah, they were there too! So scary... and then so we're totally like walking next to the prision and like, across the street there are two HUGE black men in like all white jumpers in the yard with like waterhoses and other yard-fixin stuff. I was like, at first I guess not thinking, wow, I guess the company they work for makes 'em wear matching jumpers... then I see the guard... I was freaking out! I like, all panic-y whispered to Amy, OMG, those are INMATES! Holy crap... and like, we just started walking a lot faster... soooooo scary. Like I know that wasn't the deathrow prision... cause like, I don't know, someone told me that that wasn't it. It was just a really weird experience. Then like, I called my mom... and she was like, Tabitha, you need to get back to your school area. I don't think she understands that I WAS in my school area. The prision is just... there too. :-\ yeah, I know. Time to eat and get ready for class... Party hard, but safely ;) Love, Tabby
October 6, 2003 Teresa! Our song just came on! :tear: "we were wanna-be rebels who didn't have a clue in our rock n roll tshirts and our typically bad attitudes" I love you Tree! OMG... so I am getting ready for class this this morning, and I think to myself 'make sure you grab a scantron before you leave'... yeah, well I guess I didn't listen to me. STUPID! So I walk into the building and just... stopped breathing when I realize I forgot it. So I was like asking everyone around me if they had an extra... then the TA starts passing out the test and this girl who told me she didn't have an extra handed me one! OMG.... I was totally freaking out! I don't know who she is... but, she's my hero. Anyway, I think I did ok on the test. Like, I knew for sure at least 40 of the the 50 questions. So, hopefully, at least a B... we'll see. Pray for me! Jonathan thinks I am weird... in a normal way, a normal way that isn't boring... I don't know. :) Oh yeah, my mom told me that she wanted to come get me on Thursday! That would be so great! That way I wouldn't have to spend all day Thursday AND Friday here waiting. Like, my uncle won't be able to get me until Saturday, then I would just go home the next day. That means no seeing friends :( sad stuff. So I don't know I just hope Aaron lets Momma come get me! Have fun, party hard... Love you guys! Tabby
October 5, 2003 Well, Amy just called, she won't be home until tomorrow... It's really weird how close we've gotten. Like, we've really become friends... I am so bored... and like I still need to do my review for History... bah! Oh yeah, I am coming home again next weekend for my Grandmother's 60th birthday... so, hopefully I will get to see you guys. Just call me if you wanna hang out you all know my cell, and if you don't... I probably don't want you to know it. :) haha... As bored as I have been this weekend, it was kind of nice being home alone. Did a lot of thinking, and stuff... Dude, I am such a girl. Well I guess thats a good thing... since I am a girl and all. I just, think too much about... crap.
October 4, 2003 Blog number two for the day... I have been thinking a lot lately... like, about what I want in life. How I want things to end up... I want to be a kindergarden teacher, I want to be in love. I want to have a lot of kids, and beautiful house, with a huge bathroom with a gigantic bathtub right in the center of it. I also want my house to have a lot of big windows all over it. I want land, and I don't think I want to live in Houston... well Houston might be ok, I don't really know where I want to live... but oh well, I got plenty of time. I know that's all crazy for a teacher... but who knows, maybe the guy I end up marrying will be able to handle those costs... lol. I am so weird. Like, I am one of those girls that wants to do things for her husband. I won't mind doing the cooking, cleaning and crap like that... but I want a husband that will help and like... do stuff. LOL I remember when me and Josh were going out and like I told him if we get married I would cook all the meals during the week, but I wanted him to cook breakfast on the weekends... like my dad did, well Aaron. but most of all... I want to be happy, even if it isn't this stuff that will make me happy... Just whatever it is that will make me happy. I just read all that stuff I wrote, kinda makes it seem like I am looking for all this stuff now... but I'm not. I was just... thinking. Usually not a good thing for me to do... oh well.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROYA!!! I wish I were home so I could be with you to celebrate! I love you, babe! I miss you so much!!! You're an awesome friend and deserve all the happiness in the world. Have an awesome day! Well today will be filled with lots of absolutely nothing... I plan on doing my History reviews... sleeping, reading my psych. assignment, sleeping some more... Yeah, I'm a real party animal... too bad no one's even home TO party...
October 3, 2003 Well, yesterday I went to College Station with Joy. We went and hung out in Teresa's dorm for a little while until we all met up and walked over to Freebird's. Like, everyone was there, Teresa, Jngo, David, Casey, Stephen Shannon, Shannon Schoppe, Joy and me. It was fun, then Shannon left, and like Teresa, Joy and Casey went and did their thing. Me, Jngo, David and Stephen walked over to this closed Army shop which was cool, but it was closed. Then over to NorthGate? I don't know, some place "where all the parties happen" then we went back to David and Jonathan's dorm... we just hung out and whatever. Had a good time, so... yeah. Talk to you guys later... call the cell or something, I am sure I am bored. Love you! Tabby
October 1, 2003 Roya... I wish I could come back to Houston to celebrate with you! Sorry I am such a loser friend. Hopefully you still love me. OMG, it's so cold up here... I swear it was like 5* outside on Tuesday, maybe 10* if you walked in the sun. It was just... burrrrrrrrrr. I love it, I just don't like when it's cold and wet. Blech... Been talking to Box more than usually lately. That's cool though, I just wish him the best in his... search. I have been super bored lately... Oh yeah, I made an 80 on my last math quiz... yay! I THINK I am starting to do well in the whole college thing. I only failed one test... that was History, and I can have that grade erased. It was totally my fault I failed too... like I won't even try and blame it on the professor. Like, I was in College Station that whole weekend, and I didn't study all the chapters I was supposed to. Like, I didn't know that the test was over 3 chapters... whoops. Oh well though, cause we have another test on Monday, and I plan to spend Saturday studying... then a little review on Sunday night. I mean as long as I do the review I should do ok... I hope. Oh, I am sure you all love hearing about my college grade crap... so I will go, Love you all, Tabby
September 30, 2003 I can't believe tomorrow it's going to be October already... wow. Well, thank you so much Roya and Joy for making last weekend possible. You guys really are great! I love you both! Being home was weird, I think Aaron may have said like... 4 whole sentences to me, and most of the were about being upset with me for something. That's ok though. My mom said I was replaced in his eyes, by Zachary... that hurt. Parts of me wishes that I could go home and stay. Not have to come back to Huntsville, I could always transfer to UofH... but I enjoy being away. This weekend was so great though. I got to spend a lot of time with Ethan... we talked a whole lot. He had a lot on his mind, Aaron's being a jerk to him... it was good to have him talk to me. Friday night, Roya dropped me off at home and I just hung out there, watched TV with my mom and Ethan. I think my mom enjoyed the short break of taking care of him. Saturday I watched cartoons with Ethan, then we watched Holes, with Shia Leboeuf! Such a cute movie. Then Zachary and I went to the Dobie game with Jeremy. OMG the game was so much fun too... I got to talk to the Box's, that was nice... and Crissy... and Jamie! It was so much fun... oh yeah, Arleene and Joy too. We like, danced to Nimitz, that was so much fun. Then we went over there and all danced with the band... I don't know, this time was so much fun. Oh yeah, and I got to play with the band. I feel really bad about that though. Taking the poor guys cymbals... I am so mean. (but it was so much fun, getting to play again) Then after the game EVERYBODY went to Chili's. That was a lot of fun... I liked hanging out with all the different groups... Sunday, bummed around with Ethan, we went Zachary's first ball game of the fall season. Jeremy came up to the park and brought me a Strawberry milkshake... yay! Then Jeremy and I went to Circuit City to get his "boom" fixed... cause you know, us girls love the guys with the cars that go boom. hehe. He dropped me off and I did laundry and hung out some more with Ethan and my mom. I TRIED helping Ethan with some of his algebra homework, but I couldn't remember anything! So I had to call Norris and R-mo for help... that's sad. lol... About 11:00-11:30ish Joy came and got me then we headed home which was so much fun. We talked about like everyone... hehe, I mean everything. I had so much fun like... remembering all the old times and singing Bohemian Rapsody!!! Then we got here, put in the hard drive and got everything all set up and turns out it keeps dying... blech. I got my mom to call my aunt and give her my phone number, she should be calling me back sometime today so that we can know what we are going to do with the piece of shit. Sorry, I mean piece of crap... ugh. I hate it, I mean, I just want a computer that works. That too much to ask for? Didn't think so! I don't really want to comment too much on the recent Teresa/Sharpy/Norris ordeal... but well... I think everyone should like... honestly take a second and try to figure out how everyone feels... and then remember that eventually everything will work itself out. Box, dude, go for it! Seriously... do what you need to do. I don't know if that makes sense... oh well... have fun guys... party hard! Love, Tabby oh yeah, I made an 81 on my first Psych. test! WOOHOO me, the class average was a 56... haha, I am SOOO proud!
September 25, 2003 Apparently my mom and Aaron don't want me to come home... That's really not a good feeling. Like, it seems to be too big of a hassle for me to come home. I don't understand what the big deal is. I want to see my brother. You guys don't complain when Bridget comes home? Maybe cause I will be actually staying there? Well trust me, if I had another place to stay... I would. I wouldn't dare stay home... be WITH my family. Like, they keep making a big deal out of the fact that I want to go to the game... and then they'll say, but Ethan won't be THERE... Well, I am sorry. But I honestly plan on being with Ethan as much as I can during all the other time I am home. I don't understand why it's such a bother for me to want to spend Saturday night with some friends... whatever.
September 24, 2003 The Second Blog for the day... Ok, so I just read Joy's blog... yay!!! So I am definately coming home! Roya and Joy, I swear you are totally my freaking heroes! Joy you can spend the night Sunday night that way you won't have to drive home all tired and stuff. Unless you have to work on Monday, you can stick around as long as you want. I mean, I have a couple of classes, 10-11 and then 3-4:30. so I mean, just let me know! I am so excited! It doesn't really matter that you aren't getting off of work until 12... or whatever, I just want to be able to go. I totally appreciate you offering to take me home. You're awesome! Oh yeah... apparently, the cowboy's 24... umm... I don't think so... I need a polite way to say... woah, NO WAY! :-\ You know? Maybe you don't.
September 24, 2003 Well... I've been thinking a lot lately. I know you guys are probably REALLY REALLY REALLY SUPER tired of hearing me ramble on about Josh, but this is MY journal. If you don't want to hear it... I mean read it, close your eyes! hehe. Today, when me and Amy went to lunch there was a guy in the cafeteria that looked so much like Josh, even Amy commented on it. She's never even seen Josh in person, and she could see how much this guy looked like him. It was scary... That got me thinking a lot about him. Like, I think I am over him. I've never really had to 'get over' someone I loved... so I guess I really don't know what it feels like. I mean, I still miss him, still love him. But, he isn't what I think about everyday and everynight. Just on occasion. I wonder about what he's doing, what he's thinking about, how he's doing. I hope he's happy, and enjoying life. He really is a great guy, he really cares about people... and he does deserve the best in life. The un-cowboy, cowboy asked me out. Like, wanted to know if we could go to dinner or a movie sometime. I said sure... but not as a date. I told him we should get to know each other first. I don't really want to date anyone right now. I want to just... hang out. Have fun, enjoy doing what I am doing. You know? Maybe I'm not over him, maybe a part of me still thinks we're going to somehow get back together and be the 'cute couple' again. I don't know, I think I am just super confused... I... yeah. EVANESCENCE
I'm
so tired of being here These
wounds won't seem to heal [CHORUS:] You
used to captivate me These
wounds won't seem to heal When
you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears I've
tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone When
you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
RASCAL FLATTS
If I
ever write the story of my life I was
born the day you kissed me I’d
start with chapter one, love innocent and young I was
born the day you kissed me I was
born the day you kissed me I was
born the day you kissed me
September 23, 2003 Thanks to my way too awesome roommate, this webpage is possible. She put up with me long enough to show me how to do all this awful awful stuff. Good thing is... It has Clay Walker! He's definatly HOTT stuff! I am sure Teresa will appreciate this as much as I do. It looks like I will be able to come home for the weekend, thanks to my wonderful Roya and my hopefully wonderful sister. She still has to ask Elton (her fiancee') if they will be able to do it. *pray that they will be back in town in time* I am really excited about it though... I get to see Ethan! I miss him so much. Like, I don't know, I can't really explain it. He means so much to me... seriously... Also, turns out Zachary sick with Mono, him and my mom both. Mom said I gave it to them, but I don't know how I could have gotten it. No making out with anyone... no sharing drinks... I don't know? Anywho, I hope this is all do-able for me. I hope I keep up with it more than I kept up with my blogger (doubtful, but one can hope). Ok, well I am going to go finish watching Gilmore Girls! Love you guys, Tabby |
