so im thinking about writing in here insted of xanga...i need to get stuff off my chest that friends cannot read...well they know my xanga username...so here i go...
hi my name is amanda and im alcoholic, ive been sober for 2 weeks.
sry-ok..lol
ok you see i live in a sort of rich area full of spoiled brats...and no i am not one of them....unfortunatley, my parents are cheap-lol
anyway some of the people in my high school are incredibly intolerable and some of my friends are included. well my best friends liz, just got her 1st bf in the town we live in...and shes had sum before so idk why shes letting him get to her. anyway the guy, her bf, is part of our group so it shudnt b much of a problem, but it is. ok its always been me and liz and now shes ditching me 4 him and she shes always like 'o ill break up with him if u want bla bla bla' but i dont want her too because 4 sum old reason he makes her happy...
and liz is mature about guys...shes had alot of bfs...so she shud know...but does she no
and to top it off....most of my friends have bfs...and its pissing me off bc they say i can go out w/ them...but then the guys r like pissed at me if i come and i really dont hav a place being there
and i feel sorry for myself and so duz evry1 else bc they all have bfs and alredy on their like 5th...and me im a freshman and never had a bf in my life....never been on a date-nothing
looks like im staying home tonight....apparently its 'couples night'