Feeling guilty
Mood:  blue
I am feelin horrible about something I did awhile ago. I turned in my best friend for stealing my idenity but she didnt steal it I gave it to her. I was afraid to say anything because they would send me to jail and I would lose my kids. I cant lose my kids. They are my life. I am afraid to tell anyone now because I would go to jail on a felony. The mom of my best friend emailed me and let me know she doesnt hate me she has forgiven me. I am afraid to talk to the girl I have a feeling she isnt to happy with me. Well it feels to get that out. I have been holding that secret in for about half a year. That is it for now. Stay tuned for more of my life

December 26,2005
Mood:  not sure
Well hello. I am a single mom of 2 wonderful boys. Alex was born on april 19, 2002. He will be 4 years old in about 4 years old in about 4 months. And Ian was born on march 17, 2005. He was born on st. patricks day at 1 am. Life has been interesting lately. I am losing my job on the 31st since I was seasonal. So it will be interesting to pay rent. Michael is with a girl named sarah majors and sometimes I really want to deck her in the face. She just really pisses me off sometimes. I miss my kids when they are not here. But it is kind of nice to sleep in sometimes. I have met this guy named leif. He is really sweet and we can just sit up and bs for hours. He is a really good kisser and he also good at some other things but I am not going to go into that. My life is kind of stressful being a single mom of 2 boys so it is kind of nice to have time with him and just get to know each other better. On tuesday I have to go to the courthouse and look at the paperwork and see what the courthouse has as our custody agreement because if they just have michael has the kids from thursday to sunday then that is going to be what happens. I am tired of all this stuff with michael and the custody. I just wish it would just be over and things are settled. Well that is it for right now i am going to go do some laundry. Stay tuned for more in the life of a single mom