The soul purpose of this website is to help myself lose weight and keep track of things that I eat. There may be some triggering pictures on this site that I use to keep myself from binging...so if you are recovering from an eating disorder I suggest you leave.

I am not Pro-Ana nor am I against it. I have had an ED for 13 yrs and Im not about to let go, since my ED is apart of whom I am. Having an ED is not a diet; it can destroy everything about you. I did not choose to be anorexic, it just happened. This website is not for people who think this is a cool lifestyle and want to become anorexic. If your here for tips on how to lose weight fast...forget it. If you already have and ED...you don't need tips from me.

I follow a modified weight watchers diet or better known as the Wendi plan. It changes the amount of food I consume each day to keep my metabolism guessing. My points range is 13-18 points, more or less 400-800 calories respectively. My eating disorder is better known as ED-NOS (non specific). I am not a typical anorexic, I do not go days without eating but yet I still watch very carefully what I eat, how much of it and weight myself constantly.

Please feel free to check out my food journal to see how I am progressing with my weight loss. Also, check back daily as new items will be added to this website.