I met my roomate she seems really nice. She's going to be a grad student so I hope she doesnt mind. Oh well
I really want to go running but its so hot and humid. I still have to do weights though. I weigh in tomorrow...I hope Ive lost some. I dont feel like I have though. I lost 3.4lbs the first week I dont think Idid that well this week. Oh well...i'll see what happens.
I finally have the day off. SO thats awesome!!!!

Alright had a good 4th...Amanda was able to come over went swimming. We planned my apartment decorations. Me and my family went to UD fireworks they were awesome. Work was rather boring...I was half asleep. I really like the Italian Charm bracelets...they're pretty cool. I think I may start buying them for myself for every pound I lose or something like that. I'm doing weight watchers and i lost 3 lbs the first week. I really like the program. Hmmmm....I dont really know what else to write so I'll write more later.

Alright not feelin so depressed as this morning, still not sure about college, but hey gotta try everything once. So my paper wasnt due today after all...AHHHHHHHH all that work for no apart reason. Oh well. Well work wasnt too bad, it went by quickly there was so much to do.

what am I doing
Ok...last night I couldnt fall asleep and then I thought why am I going to college? I've killed myself the last God knows how many years to make the grade. I like learing and all, but do i really want to go through another 4 years of it? I know this maybe just nerves and everything...its a big step. but I get the feeling some times that if i ever stop working hard on everything and sit down for a minute, then i'll never get back up. Thinking about it now I should have taken a year off...travel, work, just relax. But this summer isnt relaxing...work school, i feel like i'm never home. Welcome to the real world I guess. I cant see any of my friends because I'm working they're working and schedules dont work. But I still dont know why I'm going to college. I never thought about not going...it was always assumed that I'd go. So why am I going? I dont know what I want to do...I'm getting sick of school. WHY AM I GOING?????
I dont know why I just thought of this now, I maybe just tired. But I still dont know why I decided to go, no one in my grade took a year off. Everyone went straight into college, I guess its the whole herd mentality thing. It made my family happy...and of course I always try to keep my family happy. But this is now my life, I have to make my own decisions. WHY AM I GOING??? I know I could feel like this because, I'm nervous or whatever...moving out, completely new situation etc etc. But I dunno.

English class: talked about topic sentences...only wrote those since 6th grade
Have to write a paper about the declaration of independence due thursday. which sucks!
there is one hot guy in class, he seems really nice, but bored too. hmmmmm....could get interesting....hehehe
I really should be doing my homework since I have to go to work soon, but i dont wanna so i am just gonna ramble on and on and on....ok not really. My mom took my sister and her friend to the mall...thats gotta be fun.

June 30
E110 in an hour...so boring in that class:( oh well. There's a guy in there who is exactly like Runkle. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhh cant escape them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! According to him he is an expert at giving feet massage, how talented...haha. But he makes the same stupid comments in class, follows me around. Amanda gets the original in Boston and I get the clone! Well I guess I can handle the clone, I've had 4 years with the original. Haha...slightly mean but they are so obnoxious.
But anyway I watched the supersport race last night, Miguel Duhamel is amazing. He had a messed up collar bone and a rod almost poking out of his back and he won the race!
Its 10:40 have to leave soon really dont want to go. sigh oh well.
Its almost July...my birthday will be here soon.

Ramblings
Well I wanted to try this thing out so here goes. Today was rather boring...had to do my E110 homework, swam, watched motorcycle racing (Aaron Yates won at Brainard?) and just got back from a bike ride. I really want to do something with my friends this 4th of July, but I dont know if I can. I have to work the day before and after. Julia and Amanda will be at the beach, Irene's in Santa Fe. But there's Dan, AMG could be home or maybe she's with Julia...hmmmm we shall see. But if they dont come online that means I have to call them and I hate calling people oh well.
Tomorrow I have to hand in my first english homework...extremely easy. Write a paragraph and read 29 pages in four days.
Tomorrow I have to close. Maybe the hot guy at Toscana's will be there, that could be cool. I talked to him a little yesterday.
Oh yea, why do DE's bike lanes on the roads suck so much? There was concrete dripped all over them some idiot in with a trailer almost hit us and of course the classic- the bike lane is always in the turn lane so idiots cut in front of you and slam on the breaks...Gotta love it
On Friday I got my class schedule for the fall semester, I think I'm gonna drop one that meets at 8 am I'm taking 16 credits so dropping a one credit class wont hurt. But the stupid site doesnt have my fall schedule up yet so I cant drop it.