August 18, 2003
Last night around 7pm, I had a craving for candy. There is a Sav-on down the street from me, so I decided to go over there and check out their candy aisle. So, I did.
I grabbed some Red Vines and some Sour Punch Straws. As I was walking to the register, I realized that I didn't have cash, so I would pay with my debit card. I got to the register, and the cashier was some guy who always flirts with me. His name is Manuel.
He smiled when I came up, and asked me how I was doing. I said - "Fine. And, you?" - as I entered my pin number in the debit machine thingee. He asked if I wanted cash back, and I said yes - $20. He then asked - "So, how was your day today?" I told him I had a good day. The entire time, he was giving me the eye. I felt like eye candy. I wanted to get out of there ASAP.
He gave me a receipt, handed me my bag, and I quickly walked out. When I got home, I realized that he never gave me my $20. Ugh. So, I called the place, and asked for Manuel. He got on the line, I told him the situation, and he apologized. He asked me to come in and pick up my $20. So, I did. He eye-f*cked me again when I came in to pick up my $20.
So, this Manuel guy... he probably makes $8/hr. ... he's probably 19 or 20 years old. I'm 24, and I tend to not like guys younger than me. Anyway, why can't I get decent guys eyeing me?! :(
Like this guy at my Starbucks - the Starbucks I visit once or twice a week. There's this guy named Gabe. I am guessing that he is about 25 yrs old or so. He's older than me, yes, but he's shorter than me. Anyway, he seems like a real nice guy and everything, but he probably makes like $10/hr. I don't have a problem with guys making less than me.... but, that's not the problem. The problem is that guys can't handle that most of the time. It's some inferiority complex that they have. It doesn't help that he's shorter than me. He has a girlfriend anyway. The point is that he flirts with me constantly - not in a sleezy way, but you can tell he digs me. Either way, he had a girlfriend and he shouldn't be on me like a dog in heat. Yet another guy that doesn't make the "decent" list.
And, then there's my massage therapist - Dennis. He's 30 yrs old w/ 2 kids... divorced. But, he has a girlfriend. He flirts with me non-stop. I seriously think that he gets off on massaging me. And, he's practically told me that he wants me. But, I played it off as "Oh, you're such a kidder". Anyway, he's far from decent. He's a slut.
I don't seem to attract decent guys. I really don't. I don't know what it is about me. Maybe it's the way I look, or the way I come off. But, I just wish I could meet a nice, decent guy. Maybe there's no such thing.
