So this is where it all starts, I guess. Not a good day for it.
It was a good day when I woke up; last night was a true connection night with Nick, and today was soft and quiet and snow-covered. I even left the house on time, full of coffee, and it was warmer than I expected.
But, as things go, now I'm miserable. I feel disconnected and lost. Serves me right for checking out all my old friend's websites, all the people lost in time or space. I feel like I've fallen years behind those people I was once close with. They've developed their identities, grown over the years. I've become stagnant, and so lost any personality at all. The hope is that this will be a venue to reconnect with those who have only drifted, rather than entirely lost.
Maybe, too, I can reconnect with myself.
Wish me luck.