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RAE-CHAN’S SHRINE!

“Why the hell not…?” – me


WARNING!!!! – ( This site is not suitable for young children. Due to excessive swearing, and possibly screwing with your head till you turn out like me. So don’t say I didn’t warn ya! )

This site is dedicated to… to…. I dunno, make something up…


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Profile-

Name: Rae
Occupation: artist/nutcase
Favorite thing: being left alone
Favorite music: just about anything ‘sept rap
Pets: Three cats (all black)
Favorite season: Fall/Winter
Favorite Book: In The Half Light by Anthony Lawrence
Language: (1st) English- Japanese, French, ect..
Marital Status: single, but not looking (sorry [ hahaha ] )

Yeah! Okay, we’re all done with the introduction crap. Now, to get on with it. Well, if you read the profile of mine, you’d see I am an artist and a nut case. I wasn’t always so … “crazy”. No, really. I used to be, … okay, so I’ve never been normal, but I was more so then. As we’ll go into later about my “wonderful changing point” in my crummy lil’ existence.

First off, I just want to say – LIFE SUCKS!! Big time. I’m tellin’ ya, I may only be a teen, but I’ve been there done that, got fucked around a lil’, got the frickin’ shirt, and had my picture taken with Satan on the way back. No, though, I’m not a Satan worshiping type. I decided a long time ago, not to get mixed in the whole religious shit. Just didn’t work for me. But that’s beside the point.

Now, like I said earlier, I wasn’t always this… sad lil’ weirdo. Quite the opposite. I used to make such pretty, colorful, wonderful, sugar coated pictures of the wonderfully happy lil’ world around me, tee hee! I mean look at this stuff. It’s so… so… nauseating to look at. It’s all colorful, and … happy. Eck!



Whoooo… whoozey…. Anyway, that’s what I used to do for fun. But then I was fucked with a lil’. Basically bitch slapped back into reality. Really turned me around. At first I starved myself for a few days on end, and uh…. Clawed at my own wrists with my nails… eh hem…

In that time I read a book. (only took me two days, 384 pages) this was my new source of guidance. This book opened my mind and allowed me to create again, only not the same way as before. I changed my pallet to only three colors – Black(the darkness in myself), White(the shreds of hope I had left), and (my favorite!) Red(my blood). These colors enabled me to portray all the horror and pain I was feeling. And so from my Sugar Coating of the World to my own Morbid Movement, I leave to you, the wonderful reader, my works; my pain and suffering.

Book Series:

    -Talking to Prince
    -Never More
    -Fallow the White Rabbit

    Works in Progress:

    -Criminal Deviant
    -and I have no I idea what to call this yet….


    P.S.- ( I don’t have too many of my other “happy” pictures, because unfortunately I have to delete everyone of my files on my master computer in order to protect someone very dear to me. So if your saying, “ well, she didn’t seem too happy to start with.” I was… )

    “What propose do I have? I can only think of one. Perhaps it’s the only one, the one for you...” – me again…



    OKAY! I’d like to take this time to extend a warm thanks to all those wonderful people who fucked with my head. I couldn’t have done it without ya!

    Some bitchy gurl from school – thanks!
    Those scary people I go to school with- love you guys
    Some of you freaks online who said “fuck me”–still no…
    My family- always so… I dunno…

    And specially now, my friends!
    (these peeps didn’t mess with me)

    Thanks bon-bon, luff ya man!
    Jess-chan (ICA!!) I wuv you!!
    Mel-ru, tank you sooooo much!
    Kei-san, thanks for always supporting me! J-t-aime!
    Thanks Daniel, you always let me talk to you!
    Thanks dad, for teachin’ me cool stuff!
    Tek, Ty, and the rest of you, thanky-ooo second family!

    “crazy is just another word for the 21st century, tee hee!” – me

    When will I be updated…?

    Pft… like I know….











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