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Chronicle of a Dearth Foretold
Thursday, 4 December 2003

"As little children we are tremendously inquisitive, and we wonder about everything, but as life goes on we begin to take certain things for granted even though we do not understand them. "

Posted by blog/moonriver at 4:05 PM WST
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Stuff like this makes u queasy about eating
Willing victim was eaten while still alive
Self-confessed cannibal advertised online for a victim and a man showed up, ready to be mutilated and eaten before death

BERLIN - The advertisement on the Internet read: 'Seeking well-built man, 18-30 years old for slaughter.'

The man who answered it was killed and eaten by German computer expert Armin Meiwes, 42, described by his lawyer as a 'gentleman of the old school'.

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Yesterday, Meiwes went on trial in a case of sexually inspired cannibalism so perplexing it could make legal history. He has confessed to the gruesome episode, and is charged with 'murder for sexual satisfaction'.

It is the first case of its kind in Germany. The problem is whether such consensual killing is really murder, as cannibalism is not a crime there.

The trial began with the court hearing how horror films had fuelled his childhood fantasies of eating school friends, the BBC said.

Meiwes, a former soldier, actually received several replies to the Internet advertisement he placed two years ago. Some were hoaxes.

Another man broke off contact after Meiwes sent him photos of the specially-built killing room in his 44-room home, said a report in the Independent on Sunday.

Eventually, a well-paid Siemens microchip engineer, Bernd-Juergen Brandes, wrote back: 'I offer myself to you and will let you dine from my live body. Not butchery, dining!! Whoever REALLY wants to do it will need a REAL VICTIM!!'

He then took one day off from his job, bought a one-way train ticket and met Meiwes in his home town of Rotenburg in March 2001.

Meiwes claims that Brandes demanded to be mutilated and killed the same day, and even fasted so that his intestines were clear, according to an interview he gave to the German news magazine, Stern.

Brandes took drugs to desensitise himself to the pain, and Meiwes got a kitchen knife, and turned on his video camera. Parts of the two-hour video are expected to be shown at the trial.

Meiwes first sliced off Brandes' penis, fried it, seasoned it with salt, pepper and garlic. Then he shared it with its former owner.

Stern reported Meiwes saying the dish was 'tough and unpalatable'.

Meiwes' lawyer Harald Ermel said it took the victim nearly 10 hours to bleed to death and that he had urged Meiwes repeatedly to keep on cutting him.

Meiwes cut up the body and stored parts in his freezer. 'He believes he ate about 20kg and there was about 10kg left over,' said Mr Ermel. 'He defrosted it little by little and ate it.'

Afterwards, Meiwes searched the Internet for more victims. The Independent said four more men answered. Meiwes wrapped each one in cellophane, and labelled each of their body parts like cold cuts.

But they were only interested in role-playing, not really being killed, so Meiwes let them go.

He was arrested last December, after a tip-off from someone who had spotted another of his online ads.

The prosecution will push for a life sentence on the grounds that Meiwes is too dangerous to ever be released. -- Reuters, AFP

Posted by blog/moonriver at 9:09 AM WST
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Wednesday, 3 December 2003
Life
"Life is both sad and solemn. We are let into a wonderful world, we meet one another here, greet each other, and then wander together for a brief moment. Then we lose each other and disappear as suddenly and unreasonably as we arrived."
-Alberto Knox
Sophie's World

"All the world's a stage,
And all the men and women merely players:
They have their exits and their entrances;
And one man in his time plays many parts."
-William Shakespeare
As You Like It

"Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage,
And then is heard no more; it is a tale
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing."
-William Shakepeare
MacBeth

Posted by blog/moonriver at 10:34 AM WST
Updated: Tuesday, 9 December 2003 8:50 AM WST
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Tuesday, 2 December 2003

why does she only wear those little pieces of clothes, with barely enuff cloth to make a...a...a...dishcloth? hmmm...maybe because modesty is not innate.

Posted by blog/moonriver at 3:12 PM WST
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Friday, 28 November 2003
An inane piece
i stuffed it in the remote control pocket in my living room. i forgot the exact day i left it there. it has lost the original meaning which i invested it with. has it gained a new meaning? a permanent adornment to the empty pocket? perhaps i shall never forget the day when i became its owner. but perhaps that feeling is gone forever and never to come back. and yet, that was one of the more memorable moments. The Bear still looks the same, but things have changed, drastically, permanently. i still wonder if the outcome would be different if i went back and did something else. maybe not, some things are bound to begin and end, some are never meant to have a beginning. The Bear is a reminder of a wonderful piece of memory, tucked away somewhere but not forgotten. it has taken its place in the most mundane of places, yet is significant. i absent-mindedly finger it when i watch television, i tuck it further into the pocket. my pesky cousin took it out the other day and laid it face down on the table and my first instinct was just to put it back into its rightful place. it just seems so right to see it there.

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Posted by blog/moonriver at 5:04 PM WST
Updated: Friday, 28 November 2003 5:26 PM WST
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my hokkien-song-karaoke loving neighbour has taken to listening light classical music. he obviously wants his newborn baby to be Mozart instead of a hokkien pop singer. parents are strange.

Posted by blog/moonriver at 10:40 AM WST
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Sunday, 23 November 2003

Malcolm sighed. "Are you familiar with the concept of the technomyth? It was developed by Geller at Princeton. Basic thesis is that we've lost all the old myths, Orpheus and Eurydice and Perseus and Medusa. So we fill the gap with modern technomyths. Geller listed a dozen or so. One is that an alien?s living at a hangar at Wright-Patterson Air Force Base. Another is that somebody invented a carburetor that gets a hundred and fifty miles to the gallon, but the automobile companies bought the patent and are sitting on it. Then there?s the story that the Russians trained children in ESP at a secret base in Siberia and these kids can kill people anywhere in the world with their thoughts. The story that the lines in Nazca, Peru, are an alien spaceport. That the CIA released the AIDS virus to kill homosexuals. That Nikola Tesla discovered an incredible energy source but his notes are lost. That in Istanbul, there?s a tenth-century drawing that shows the earth from space. That the Stanford Research Institute found a guy whose body glows in the dark. Get the picture??

The Lost World (p.11)
Michael Crichton

Posted by blog/moonriver at 6:51 PM WST
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Saturday, 22 November 2003

Malcom's reply was immediate: "What makes you think human beings are sentient and aware? There's no evidence for it. Human beings never thing for themselves, they find it too uncomfortable. For the most part, members of our species simply repeat what they were told---and become upsetif they are exposed to any different view. The characteristic result is religious warfare. Other animals fight for territory or food, but, uniquely in the animal kingdom, human beings fight for their "beliefs". The reason is that beliefs guide behavior, which has evolutionary importance among human beings. But at a time when our behavior may well lead us to extinction, I see no reason to assume that we have any awareness at all. We are stubborn, self-destructive conformists. Any other view of our species is just a self-congratulatory delusion. Next question."

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transcribed from The Lost World, p7-8
by Michael Crichton.

Posted by blog/moonriver at 9:50 PM WST
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Friday, 21 November 2003

Taken from Michael Crichton?s Novel ?Prey?

Introduction: Artificial evolution in the 21st Century.

The notion that the world around us is continuously evolving is a platitude; we rarely grasp its full implications. We do not ordinarily think, for example, of an epidemic disease changing its character as the epidemic spreads. Nor do we think of evolution in plants and animals as occurring in a matter of days or weeks, though it does. And we do not ordinarily imagine the green world around us as a scene of constant, sophisticated chemical warfare, with plants producing pesticides in response to attack, and insects developing resistance. But that is what happens, too.
If we were to grasp the true nature of nature---if we could comprehend the real meaning of evolution---then we would envision a world in which every living plant, insect, and animal species is changing at every instant, in response to every other living plant, insect, and animal. Whole populations of organism are rising and falling, shifting and changing. This restless and perpetual change, as inexorable and unstoppable as the waves and tides, implies a world in which all human actions necessarily have uncertain effects. The total system we call the biosphere is so complicated that we cannot know in advance the consequences of anything that we do.
That is why even our most enlightened past efforts have had undesirable outcomes---either because we did not understand change enough, or because the ever-changing world responded to our actions in unexpected ways. From this standpoint, the history of environmental protection is as discouraging as the history of environmental pollution. Anyone who is willing to argue, for example, that the industrial policy of clear-cutting forests is more damaging than the ecological policy of fire suppression ignores the fact that both policies have been carried out with utter conviction, and both have altered the virgin forest irrevocably. Both provide ample evidence of the obstinate egotism that is a hallmark of human interaction with the environment.
* * *
The fact that the biosphere responds unpredictably to our actions is not an argument for inaction. It is, however, a powerful argument for caution, and for adopting a tentative attitude toward all we believe and all we do. Unfortunately, our species has demonstrated a striking lack of caution in the past. It is hard to imagine that we will behave differently in the future.
We think we know what we are doing. We have always thought so. We never seem to acknowledge that we have been wrong in the past, and so might be wrong in the future. Instead, each generation writes off earlier errors as the result of bad thinking by less able minds---and then confidently embarks on fresh errors of its own.
We are only one of three species on our planet that can claim to be self-aware , yet self-delusion may be a more significant characteristic of our kind.

Sometime in the twenty-first century, our self-deluded recklessness will collide with our growing technological power. One area where this will occur is in the meeting point of nanotechnology, biotechnology, and computer technology. What all three have in common is the ability to release self-replicating entities into the environment.
We have lived for some years with the first of these self-replicating entities, computer viruses. And we are beginning to have some practical experience with the problems of biotechnology. The recent report that modified maize genes now appear in native maize in Mexico---despite laws against it---it is just the start of what we may expect to be a long and difficult journey to control our technology. At the same time, long-standing beliefs about the fundamental safety of biotechnology---views promoted by the great majority of biologists since the 1970s---now appear less secure. The unintended creation of a devastatingly lethal virus by Australian researchers in 2001 has caused many to rethink old assumptions, Clearly we will not be as casual about this technology in the future as we have been in the past.
Nanotechnology is the newest of these three technologies, and in some ways the most radical. It is the quest to build man-made machinery of extremely small size, on the order of 100 nanometers, or a hundred billionth of a meter. Such machines would be about 1,000 times smaller than the diameter of a human hair. Pundits predict these tiny machines will provide everything from miniaturized computer components to new cancer treatments to new weapons of war.
As a concept, nanotechnology dates back to a 1959 speech by Richard Feynman called ?There?s Plenty of Room at the Bottom.? Forty years later, the field is very much in its infancy, despite relentless media hype. Yet practical advances are now being made, and funding has increased dramatically. Major corporations such as IBM< Fujitsu, and Intel are pouring money into research. The U.S. government has spent $1 billion on nanotechnology in the last two years.
Meanwhile, nanotechniques are already being used to make sunscreens, stain-resistant fabrics, and composite materials in cars. Soon they will be used to make computers and storage devices of extremely small size.
And some of the long-anticipated ?miracle? products have started to appear as well. In 2002, one company was manufacturing self-cleaning window glass; another made a nanocrystal wound dressing with antibiotic and anti-inflammatory properties.
At the moment nanotechnology is primarily a materials technology, but its potential goes far beyond that. For decades, there has been speculation about self-reproducing machines. In 1980, a NASA paper specifically discussed several methods by which such machines could be made. Ten years ago, two knowledgeable scientists took the matter seriously:

Within fifty to a hundred years ago, a new class of organism is likely to emerge. These organisms will be artificial in the sense that they will originally be designed by humans. However, they will reproduce, and ?evolve? into something other than their original form; they will be ?alive? under any reasonable definition of the word?.The pace of evolutionary change will be extremely rapid?The impact on humanity and the biosphere could be enormous, larger than the industrial revolution, nuclear weapons, or environmental pollution. We must take steps now to shape the emergence of artificial organisms?

And the chief proponent of nanotechnology, K. Eric Drexler, expressed related concerns:

There are many people, including myself, who are quite queasy about the consequences of this technology for the future. We are talking about changing so many things that the risk of society handling it poorly through lack of preparation is very large.

Even by the most optimistic (or dire) predictions, such organisms are probably decades into our future. We may hope that by the time they emerge, we will have settled upon international controls for self-reproducing technologies. We can expect such controls to be stringently enforced; already we have learned to treat computer virus-makers with a severity unthinkable twenty years ago. We?ve learned to put hackers in jail. Errant biotechnologists will soon join them.
But of course, it is always possible that we will not established controls. Or that someone will manage to create artificial, self-producing organisms far sooner than anyone expected. If so, it is difficult to anticipate what the consequences might be. That is the subject of the present novel.

Michael Crichton,
Los Angeles, 2002

This uncertainty is characteristic of all complex systems including man-made systems. After the U.S. stock market dropped 22 percent one day in October 1987, new rules were implemented to prevent such precipitate declines. But there was no way to know in advance whether the rules would increase stability, or make things worse. According to john L. Casti, ?Imposition of the rules was simply a calculated risk on the part of the governors of the Exchange.? See Casti?s very readable Would-be Worlds, New York: Wiley, 1997, p. 80 ff.
The only animals for which self-awareness has been convincingly demonstrated are human beings, chimpanzees and orangutans. Contrary to widespread belief, claims for other animals such as dolphins and monkeys have not been unambiguously proven.
Jackson, R. J., A.J. Ramsay, C. D. Christensen, S. Beaton, D.F. Hall and I.A. Ramshaw. 2001. ?Expression of Mouse Interleukin-4 by a Recombinant Ectromelia Virus Suppresses Cytolytic Lymphocyte Responses and Overcome Genetic Resistance to Mousepox.? Journal of Virology 75: 1205-1210
Feynman, R.P., ?There?s Plenty of Room at the Bottom.? End. And Sci. 23 (1960) p. 22
Farmer J. Doyne, and Alletta d?A. Belin, ?Artificial Life: The Coming Evolution? in Artificial Life II, edited by C. G. Langton, C. Taylor, J.D. Farmer, and S. Rasmussen, Santa Fe Institute Studies in the Sciences of Complexity. Proc. Vol. X, redwood City, Calif.: Addison-Weslet, 1992, p. 815.
K. Eric Drexler, ?Introduction to Nanotechnology.? In Prospects in Nanotechnology: Toward Molecular Manufacturing (Proceedings of the First General Conference on Nanotechnology: Development, Applications and Opportunities), edited by Markus Krummenacker and James Lewis, New York: Wiley and Sons, 1995, p.21.

Posted by blog/moonriver at 7:41 PM WST
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K.S. who was far more communicative than she had ever known him to be, said, ?I thought very much of you in the beginning. The anger was still very great. But distance was what I needed. Distance and time. Gradually the pain disappeared, with the work, the friends, the traveling. I never did so much traveling in my life. And then I met Jocelyn.? He went on talking happily, a taciturn, wry man transformed by love.
?Flee, flee,? Li-ann almost wanted to scream at him. ?Free from that woman. She?s not worthy of you. It?s not spite talking, it?s the true concern of a friend who is all the more concerned now because she has let you down.? Then she wanted to scream at herself, ?Come down from that high-ground of faked nobility. You?re just plain annoyed because you never thought K.S. would love anybody else.?

A Leap of Love,
Catherine Lim

Posted by blog/moonriver at 9:00 AM WST
Updated: Friday, 21 November 2003 9:02 AM WST
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