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Chronicle of a Dearth Foretold
Friday, 28 November 2003

my hokkien-song-karaoke loving neighbour has taken to listening light classical music. he obviously wants his newborn baby to be Mozart instead of a hokkien pop singer. parents are strange.

Posted by blog/moonriver at 10:40 AM WST
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Sunday, 23 November 2003

Malcolm sighed. "Are you familiar with the concept of the technomyth? It was developed by Geller at Princeton. Basic thesis is that we've lost all the old myths, Orpheus and Eurydice and Perseus and Medusa. So we fill the gap with modern technomyths. Geller listed a dozen or so. One is that an alien?s living at a hangar at Wright-Patterson Air Force Base. Another is that somebody invented a carburetor that gets a hundred and fifty miles to the gallon, but the automobile companies bought the patent and are sitting on it. Then there?s the story that the Russians trained children in ESP at a secret base in Siberia and these kids can kill people anywhere in the world with their thoughts. The story that the lines in Nazca, Peru, are an alien spaceport. That the CIA released the AIDS virus to kill homosexuals. That Nikola Tesla discovered an incredible energy source but his notes are lost. That in Istanbul, there?s a tenth-century drawing that shows the earth from space. That the Stanford Research Institute found a guy whose body glows in the dark. Get the picture??

The Lost World (p.11)
Michael Crichton

Posted by blog/moonriver at 6:51 PM WST
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Saturday, 22 November 2003

Malcom's reply was immediate: "What makes you think human beings are sentient and aware? There's no evidence for it. Human beings never thing for themselves, they find it too uncomfortable. For the most part, members of our species simply repeat what they were told---and become upsetif they are exposed to any different view. The characteristic result is religious warfare. Other animals fight for territory or food, but, uniquely in the animal kingdom, human beings fight for their "beliefs". The reason is that beliefs guide behavior, which has evolutionary importance among human beings. But at a time when our behavior may well lead us to extinction, I see no reason to assume that we have any awareness at all. We are stubborn, self-destructive conformists. Any other view of our species is just a self-congratulatory delusion. Next question."

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transcribed from The Lost World, p7-8
by Michael Crichton.

Posted by blog/moonriver at 9:50 PM WST
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Friday, 21 November 2003

Taken from Michael Crichton?s Novel ?Prey?

Introduction: Artificial evolution in the 21st Century.

The notion that the world around us is continuously evolving is a platitude; we rarely grasp its full implications. We do not ordinarily think, for example, of an epidemic disease changing its character as the epidemic spreads. Nor do we think of evolution in plants and animals as occurring in a matter of days or weeks, though it does. And we do not ordinarily imagine the green world around us as a scene of constant, sophisticated chemical warfare, with plants producing pesticides in response to attack, and insects developing resistance. But that is what happens, too.
If we were to grasp the true nature of nature---if we could comprehend the real meaning of evolution---then we would envision a world in which every living plant, insect, and animal species is changing at every instant, in response to every other living plant, insect, and animal. Whole populations of organism are rising and falling, shifting and changing. This restless and perpetual change, as inexorable and unstoppable as the waves and tides, implies a world in which all human actions necessarily have uncertain effects. The total system we call the biosphere is so complicated that we cannot know in advance the consequences of anything that we do.
That is why even our most enlightened past efforts have had undesirable outcomes---either because we did not understand change enough, or because the ever-changing world responded to our actions in unexpected ways. From this standpoint, the history of environmental protection is as discouraging as the history of environmental pollution. Anyone who is willing to argue, for example, that the industrial policy of clear-cutting forests is more damaging than the ecological policy of fire suppression ignores the fact that both policies have been carried out with utter conviction, and both have altered the virgin forest irrevocably. Both provide ample evidence of the obstinate egotism that is a hallmark of human interaction with the environment.
* * *
The fact that the biosphere responds unpredictably to our actions is not an argument for inaction. It is, however, a powerful argument for caution, and for adopting a tentative attitude toward all we believe and all we do. Unfortunately, our species has demonstrated a striking lack of caution in the past. It is hard to imagine that we will behave differently in the future.
We think we know what we are doing. We have always thought so. We never seem to acknowledge that we have been wrong in the past, and so might be wrong in the future. Instead, each generation writes off earlier errors as the result of bad thinking by less able minds---and then confidently embarks on fresh errors of its own.
We are only one of three species on our planet that can claim to be self-aware , yet self-delusion may be a more significant characteristic of our kind.

Sometime in the twenty-first century, our self-deluded recklessness will collide with our growing technological power. One area where this will occur is in the meeting point of nanotechnology, biotechnology, and computer technology. What all three have in common is the ability to release self-replicating entities into the environment.
We have lived for some years with the first of these self-replicating entities, computer viruses. And we are beginning to have some practical experience with the problems of biotechnology. The recent report that modified maize genes now appear in native maize in Mexico---despite laws against it---it is just the start of what we may expect to be a long and difficult journey to control our technology. At the same time, long-standing beliefs about the fundamental safety of biotechnology---views promoted by the great majority of biologists since the 1970s---now appear less secure. The unintended creation of a devastatingly lethal virus by Australian researchers in 2001 has caused many to rethink old assumptions, Clearly we will not be as casual about this technology in the future as we have been in the past.
Nanotechnology is the newest of these three technologies, and in some ways the most radical. It is the quest to build man-made machinery of extremely small size, on the order of 100 nanometers, or a hundred billionth of a meter. Such machines would be about 1,000 times smaller than the diameter of a human hair. Pundits predict these tiny machines will provide everything from miniaturized computer components to new cancer treatments to new weapons of war.
As a concept, nanotechnology dates back to a 1959 speech by Richard Feynman called ?There?s Plenty of Room at the Bottom.? Forty years later, the field is very much in its infancy, despite relentless media hype. Yet practical advances are now being made, and funding has increased dramatically. Major corporations such as IBM< Fujitsu, and Intel are pouring money into research. The U.S. government has spent $1 billion on nanotechnology in the last two years.
Meanwhile, nanotechniques are already being used to make sunscreens, stain-resistant fabrics, and composite materials in cars. Soon they will be used to make computers and storage devices of extremely small size.
And some of the long-anticipated ?miracle? products have started to appear as well. In 2002, one company was manufacturing self-cleaning window glass; another made a nanocrystal wound dressing with antibiotic and anti-inflammatory properties.
At the moment nanotechnology is primarily a materials technology, but its potential goes far beyond that. For decades, there has been speculation about self-reproducing machines. In 1980, a NASA paper specifically discussed several methods by which such machines could be made. Ten years ago, two knowledgeable scientists took the matter seriously:

Within fifty to a hundred years ago, a new class of organism is likely to emerge. These organisms will be artificial in the sense that they will originally be designed by humans. However, they will reproduce, and ?evolve? into something other than their original form; they will be ?alive? under any reasonable definition of the word?.The pace of evolutionary change will be extremely rapid?The impact on humanity and the biosphere could be enormous, larger than the industrial revolution, nuclear weapons, or environmental pollution. We must take steps now to shape the emergence of artificial organisms?

And the chief proponent of nanotechnology, K. Eric Drexler, expressed related concerns:

There are many people, including myself, who are quite queasy about the consequences of this technology for the future. We are talking about changing so many things that the risk of society handling it poorly through lack of preparation is very large.

Even by the most optimistic (or dire) predictions, such organisms are probably decades into our future. We may hope that by the time they emerge, we will have settled upon international controls for self-reproducing technologies. We can expect such controls to be stringently enforced; already we have learned to treat computer virus-makers with a severity unthinkable twenty years ago. We?ve learned to put hackers in jail. Errant biotechnologists will soon join them.
But of course, it is always possible that we will not established controls. Or that someone will manage to create artificial, self-producing organisms far sooner than anyone expected. If so, it is difficult to anticipate what the consequences might be. That is the subject of the present novel.

Michael Crichton,
Los Angeles, 2002

This uncertainty is characteristic of all complex systems including man-made systems. After the U.S. stock market dropped 22 percent one day in October 1987, new rules were implemented to prevent such precipitate declines. But there was no way to know in advance whether the rules would increase stability, or make things worse. According to john L. Casti, ?Imposition of the rules was simply a calculated risk on the part of the governors of the Exchange.? See Casti?s very readable Would-be Worlds, New York: Wiley, 1997, p. 80 ff.
The only animals for which self-awareness has been convincingly demonstrated are human beings, chimpanzees and orangutans. Contrary to widespread belief, claims for other animals such as dolphins and monkeys have not been unambiguously proven.
Jackson, R. J., A.J. Ramsay, C. D. Christensen, S. Beaton, D.F. Hall and I.A. Ramshaw. 2001. ?Expression of Mouse Interleukin-4 by a Recombinant Ectromelia Virus Suppresses Cytolytic Lymphocyte Responses and Overcome Genetic Resistance to Mousepox.? Journal of Virology 75: 1205-1210
Feynman, R.P., ?There?s Plenty of Room at the Bottom.? End. And Sci. 23 (1960) p. 22
Farmer J. Doyne, and Alletta d?A. Belin, ?Artificial Life: The Coming Evolution? in Artificial Life II, edited by C. G. Langton, C. Taylor, J.D. Farmer, and S. Rasmussen, Santa Fe Institute Studies in the Sciences of Complexity. Proc. Vol. X, redwood City, Calif.: Addison-Weslet, 1992, p. 815.
K. Eric Drexler, ?Introduction to Nanotechnology.? In Prospects in Nanotechnology: Toward Molecular Manufacturing (Proceedings of the First General Conference on Nanotechnology: Development, Applications and Opportunities), edited by Markus Krummenacker and James Lewis, New York: Wiley and Sons, 1995, p.21.

Posted by blog/moonriver at 7:41 PM WST
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K.S. who was far more communicative than she had ever known him to be, said, ?I thought very much of you in the beginning. The anger was still very great. But distance was what I needed. Distance and time. Gradually the pain disappeared, with the work, the friends, the traveling. I never did so much traveling in my life. And then I met Jocelyn.? He went on talking happily, a taciturn, wry man transformed by love.
?Flee, flee,? Li-ann almost wanted to scream at him. ?Free from that woman. She?s not worthy of you. It?s not spite talking, it?s the true concern of a friend who is all the more concerned now because she has let you down.? Then she wanted to scream at herself, ?Come down from that high-ground of faked nobility. You?re just plain annoyed because you never thought K.S. would love anybody else.?

A Leap of Love,
Catherine Lim

Posted by blog/moonriver at 9:00 AM WST
Updated: Friday, 21 November 2003 9:02 AM WST
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Thursday, 20 November 2003

a couple of days ago, it suddenly occurred to me why Mr Humphreys sounded so familiar. He reminded me of an English teacher in secondary school, Mr John Lachlan Mackintosh.like Mr Humphreys, Mr Mac also lived in a HDB Toa Payoh.
I remembered Mr Mackintosh made quite an impression on the first day he came to our class. He was one of the very few young, male teachers what i would term a rather conservative girl's school that i came from. so it was no wonder he caused quite a stir. he had a careless attitude about him. on his first lesson, he paced up and down the row and talked in a booming voice, and he tried to throw a marker back to the whiteboard when he was standing quite a dist away from it. it landed in its correct place with a loud crack. but when we checked the marker later, it was bent.
Somehow, this man's antics made him a very interesting teacher in class. i would always be on the alert for the next funny thing to happen. there was once when he propped his leg on the overhead projector while teaching, and the discipline mistress happen to passed by our class. the next thing was, he was asked to speak to her outside. ha we neva knew what the conversation was abt but it was all pretty funny imagining that it was becos of his ungainly posture in class.
there were many many such episodes, some which happened in our class, others related by equally bemused friends from his other classes but my memory is failing me, i can't possibly remember all of them. Coincidentally, he was the ECA teacher-in-charge for badminton. He would come to our practice everynow and then, but of course it would be boring for him. he would just sit there for a while, talk to the coach a bit, then he d go off somewhere else, to a corner to mark his students' homework. did he ever jpin us for a game of badminton? i vaguely rem he did, but i cannot be sure. nevertheless, one thing remained clearly in my mind. there was once i sprained my ankle in the middle of practice, just before the tournament. i was angry and upset with myself. i had no choice but to stop practice and go home, while the others continued. usually, you dun feel that Mr Mac is a very caring teacher unlike some other teachers. he was well-liked for his easy-going refreshing attitude but he din come across as caring. but then, when i sprained my foot that day, he sent me out to the front gate, and lent me money to take a cab. on the way out, he also told me some story about himself getting injured when he was playing hockey(?) in school. well, that was really a very rare thing for him to do, becos i seldom heard him talk liddat.
i went on to my next two years in sec sch, and he din teach the upper sec classes except for history which i din take. later i heard that he had to go back to scotland becos his father had passed away. today i hear that he is still in scotland and had succeeded some position of his father's. our paths might never cross again, but i hope he is happy and doing well wherever he is.

i also dunno why i chose to tok abt this. it is perhaps a weak attempt to revive part of my ailing memory. so many things have happened in my life. i really struggle to keep each and every of the good ones in place.

Posted by blog/moonriver at 7:04 PM WST
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just watched Farewell to My Concubine. another really depressing film. Leslie Cheung played his role really well, which is really ironic. i think the roles he played had an inevitable influence on the outcome of his life. Watching Cheng Die Yi is like watching a parallel to his whole life. hmmm...why must a great actor choose the path of his characters? is it becos like what is quoted from Concubine, it is very difficult to differentiate between what's real and what's not?

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Posted by blog/moonriver at 4:45 PM WST
Updated: Thursday, 20 November 2003 4:48 PM WST
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Posted by blog/moonriver at 3:16 PM WST
Updated: Thursday, 20 November 2003 3:17 PM WST
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Wednesday, 19 November 2003

Well, I'd like to visit the moon
On a rocket ship high in the air
Yes, I'd like to visit the moon
But I don't think I'd like to live there
Though I'd like to look down at the earth from above
I would miss all the places and people I love
So although I might like it for one afternoon
I don't want to live on the moon

I'd like to travel under the sea
I could meet all the fish everywhere
Yes, I'd travel under the sea
But I don't think I'd like to live there
I might stay for a day there if I had my wish
But there's not much to do when your friends are all fish
And an oyster and clam aren't real family
So I don't want to live in the sea

I'd like to visit the jungle, hear the lions roar
Go back in time and meet a dinosaur
There's so many strange places I'd like to be
But none of them permanently

So if I should visit the moon
Well, I'll dance on a moonbeam and then
I will make a wish on a star
And I'll wish I was home once again
Though I'd like to look down at the earth from above
I would miss all the places and people I love
So although I may go I'll be coming home soon
'Cause I don't want to live on the moon
No, I don't want to live on the moon


Posted by blog/moonriver at 7:30 PM WST
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Just finished watching a rather depressing film, Centrestage. It's actually rather like a quasi-documentary kinda film chronicling the short tragic life of a 30s Chinese movie actress Ruan Ling Yu, who was driven to suicide partly by the paparrazzi. *haiz, journalism had a bad name in those days, it still does not have a good name now. i watched a real silent film starring Ruan called Gimmicks and she was really good (considering that there wasn't sound and it was b/w) but she took her life at 25 as a silent protest against all the rumor mongers.real sad case , tho this has made her some kind of a legend.

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Posted by blog/moonriver at 5:40 PM WST
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