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Artist: Gary Jules Lyrics
Song: Mad World Lyrics

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, Worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going nowhere, Going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, No expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, No tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad
These dreams in which i'm dying, Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take
When people run in circles it's a very very.
Mad World, Mad World

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
And they feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, Sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, No one knew me
Hello teacher tell me whats my lesson
Look right through me, Look right through me

Chorus
And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad
These dreams in which i'm dying, Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take
When people run in circles it's a very very.
Mad World, Mad World

Enlargen your world

Mad World

1. You are attracted to those who have split personality, like cold
as ice on the outside, but hot as fire in the heart.

2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is patience, never give up on you.

3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is stylish.

4. You don't like it when your partner is emotional and/or too
moody; and you don't know how to please him/her.

5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is one which make you feel warmth and in-love always.

6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.

7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married,
you'll treasure it and your partner very much.

8. At this moment, you are quite self-centered; you think of love as
something you can get and trash anytime you want.

today is the last day of my long CNY hols ( i cant believe time passes so fast!) been blogging a lot recently. guess that makes up a little for lost time. after today, eternal silence shall once again fall upon this little blogging haven of mine.

and i realise...that i m a closet heath freak. maybe it's cos of my bad back, today my body was screaming out for calcium, so i went into a frenzy and bought one packet of hi calcium cheese, 1 packet of hi calcium biscuit, and two cartons of hi calcium milk. now i fancy snacking on cheese everyday. no doubt i will soon become Minnie Mouse. also, today for lunch, i opted for the Unusual CHEESE Burger and a portion of green salad. salad was nice enuff, the lettuce was crunchy. I wanted to have fresh milk but it was sold out??? so i opted for milk tea.

this is it. i have finally lost my marbles.

i just bought the OST for jeux d'enfants. It's super!

when is this cold spell going to last until? it is seriously affecting my mood.
yesterday i had a wistful dream. shan't reveal the contents of the dream here but i woke up feeling dejected. plus my dad left for the airport at ard 4 in the morning (he going to NY for a couple of weeks but he sounded like he s going to be away for a long time) haiz, y does my new year begin with feelings of uneasiness and wistfulness? tsk tsk.
Where is my sunshine??????
and one thing, my mom is slightly disconcerted about my increased frequency of swearing. Ta ma de! i would go, if anything went slightly wrong. super early menopause? haha i dun think so. prolly bad influence from my colleagues. plus when you say it with an air of vehemence, it feels as though the bad luck gets scared away. but i know, i shld refrain from getting hot-tempered, Hot tempers are bad for health, esp bad for pple with a family history of liver disease (i think i have the potential to become a closet hypochondriac) :P

PS: i've decided not to reply the guy though i clearly know who he is. 2 reasons. 1, i dowan to know anyone who is linked to J for the time being. 2. Jumping Spider's New Year Mantra: Avoid trouble, avoid men.

How?
How to go against your intuition (becos it has been proven many times to lead you up the garden path?)

How to unconvince yourself of something?

How to get rid of that irresistable urge to...(if I knew I wouldn't be typing this.)

My intuition sucks, really. I remember telling J jokingly, that next time i have an intuition, i d work against it. easier said than done. It is difficult enough to prevent yourself from doing something you feel strongly about, much less do something that totally annihilates it.

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I read my zodiac forecasts for this year. Totally contradicting, two of them. One told me if i were to want to find a partner, i shld go out and make friends, not be pigeonholed in a corner. The other? it tells me to be careful of new guys i meet, those i dunno well esp.
ha, so who shld i listen to? My instincts suck, they never succeeded in telling me what is good or not. I hope against hope, but things always turn out bad. Now i m imagining the worst on every occasion. Murphy is there, my worst fears will come true.

Hey J, can you hear me?

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Posted by blog/moonriver at 7:09 PM WST
Updated: Sunday, 25 January 2004 7:10 PM WST
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just read another friend's entry about the inevitability of her relatives asking whether she is attached year after year during CNY. being of the same age, somehow i don't get fired at by anyone abt my single status. let me briefly summarize the possible reasons :P

1) I am the third in line on my maternal grandmother's side. My eldest cousin has a gf, whom he brings to visit year after year. He always says they have no intention of getting married, yet.

2) Next in line is his sister, who is three years older than me and working. SHE is the one who is currently being pressured to get a bf cos her reply is always, nope she doesnt have one yet.

3) Third in line, is me. Owing to my second cousin's single status, relatives will presumably think it's not polite to ask me whether i have a bf. It all revolves around this "outdo, outshine" mentality that our elders have. The Chinese love a good race, even getting attached, getting married and having kids is sorta like a competition for them.

4)Or another reason could be that, i have 22 but i look 16. So people don't actually perceive that i m already very old.

I've figured out that maintaining the part about having no bf is easier. at least you get one question, you give one ans and that is the end of it. why do i say so? ever since my cousin's gf made her appearance in our household, relatives (my mom and grandmom included tsk tsk) will pester him to ask him WHEN IS HE EVER GOING TO TIE THE KNOT. and they can go on at it for quite some time, and quite a few times. So, for new year gatherings, bfs and gfs are best kept at bay. avoid at all cost to draw attention upon yourself!