when is this cold spell going to last until? it is seriously affecting my mood.
yesterday i had a wistful dream. shan't reveal the contents of the dream here but i woke up feeling dejected. plus my dad left for the airport at ard 4 in the morning (he going to NY for a couple of weeks but he sounded like he s going to be away for a long time) haiz, y does my new year begin with feelings of uneasiness and wistfulness? tsk tsk.
Where is my sunshine??????
and one thing, my mom is slightly disconcerted about my increased frequency of swearing. Ta ma de! i would go, if anything went slightly wrong. super early menopause? haha i dun think so. prolly bad influence from my colleagues. plus when you say it with an air of vehemence, it feels as though the bad luck gets scared away. but i know, i shld refrain from getting hot-tempered, Hot tempers are bad for health, esp bad for pple with a family history of liver disease (i think i have the potential to become a closet hypochondriac) :P

PS: i've decided not to reply the guy though i clearly know who he is. 2 reasons. 1, i dowan to know anyone who is linked to J for the time being. 2. Jumping Spider's New Year Mantra: Avoid trouble, avoid men.