Mood:
Anyways, since I?m here to talk about something? I might as well start doing it.
I feel like talking about the moon tonight, since it?s shining beautifully through my window. It feels like she?s looking at me and thinking about how lonely she feels.
When I feel lonely I like looking at her because she makes me company.
I like burning scented candles and admiring the sky.
I have a huge window in my room and I can see mountains and the sun-rise.
Crows sing to me every morning and I go outside and try feeding them.
The stars aren?t as visible from here as they were from Brazil? I miss them.
I feel lonely. But I prefer to remain lonely.
That?s a lie? I don?t want to be lonely. I want someone to love and who is capable of loving me back.
I want someone who knows love.
My dream is to get married to a good man and have my children.
I will love my children more than I love anything or anyone on this earth.
Just thinking about one day having kids makes my heart want to explode into a million colorful stars of a mix of emotions!
That?s why by the time I?m 26 I want to have a child. I don?t care if I?m married or not. I just want to feel love. There?s no greater feeling than the love of a mother.
But those are just plans? plans change with time? some don?t.
Posted by Livs
at 1:01 AM PST
Updated: Sun 03/12/2006 2:00 AM PST
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Updated: Sun 03/12/2006 2:00 AM PST
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