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||Mar.8 9:45PM

Mood:Bitter/Sour
wowww...i feel double rejected today. well u knoe that picture frame i was working so hard on in Metal?? i put my HEART AND SOUL into that picture frame......u knoe how much time i spent filing the dam star?? ONLY THE STAR took me a whole class...man, i put so much effort into that stupid frame. and today i went into his office to look at the marks...and he gives me 92% -____-;;. YEAH i know when u see that u'll be like OMGGG GOOD JOB!! but it's not a good job ~__~;.....considering that other ppl that just put shit on their picture frame got 100%?!? like....they didn't even put any thought and feelings into their picture frame and he casually gives them 100%. okay, buddy, so WHAT determines a 100%?? is it the effort?? the art?? the skills?? personally, i think i have ALL OF IT. yeah, so what i'm conceited. and i'm bitter. i should be happy for those that did a casual job on their picture frame...but i'm not. my work is just not appreciated.....EVER...by ALL my teachers. i don't understand how a person that just lined their frame edges with colourful plastic beads can get a higher mark than me. am i thinking too highly of myself?? perhaps.....but i'll continue about that point later.

FUCK. my artistic talents will never be recognized. BRB >=[ i'm going to further punish myself

okay i'm back,lets continue. so yeah, today after school i went back to his class room to finish up the frame. and i asked him if he was gonna raise my mark since it's complete now..and he's like....yea sure i'll see what i can do. basically, NO! GRAAAAAAAHHHH! does that mean my picture frame is SHIT!?? YEAH OKAY MY PICTURE FRAME IS SHIT...i'm going to my room and cry now(hugging my alicenine magazine). I'm quite the weird person, because i was bashing ppl so much inside my heart. i felt that i needed to punish myself. soo, after school today, it was raining suppppper hard and it was supppperr windy. and i was waiting outside at the bus stop for like @ least 30mins. and i was like freezing. but i needed that. i needed to get rained down on...the harder the better. and soon... my umbrella died down on me cuz the wind was just too strong. so i was soaked when i got home. and i didn't change...and i didn't eat my advil cold medicine even though i'm sick. i deserve to be sick....becuz i'm a bad person for thinking that my picture frame is superior to theirs. and for my afternoon snack i decided to eat the nasty microwave lasagna from the freezer. Eventhough i hate cheese with passion...i finished it all. T_T i think i'll get a fever tonite. I'm not sorry for bashing their picture frames......but i will continue to bash myself because...i dunno. CUZ I'M STUPID, and i can't achieve a perfect mark >=[. i'm retardedly artistic challenged. plz don't hesitate to bash me later...cuz i'm selfish and rude. I will definetly reflect on the negative comments i receive. that is all. (denting the walls in my room, letting out the anger..) ........hai hai daijoubu desu. -_-; [-Sofiee-] |

||Mar.3 9:00PM

Mood:excited XD
OMG!! It’s unbelievable!! Yesterday I got my physics test back and I OWNED EVERYONE LOL…..i received 99% I only got one mark taken off cuz I 4got to write down the UNITS *curses* I could’ve gotten PERFECT and seriously own everyone lol. Well I’m content about my phys mark anyways cuz I’ve never gotten so high in my life *__*;; it’s a miracle….i think God was helping me LOL. The Jrock gods. Muhehe…yesterday was a seriously awesome day. Cuz my mom came back from HK and bought me all these merchandise =].

Bad thing about today: my math test is postponed until TUESDAY..but I was expecting it to be TODAY. And I was panicing so much last nite..cuz I didn’t really study due to the excitedness of my new merchandise lol. Soo..i basically worried my ass off for nothing..-__-;; but I gotta ace this math test so badly…cuz it’s counting towards term2..and term two is over on Wednesday. *prays*…I’m getting 93% rite now…..lets aim for 95% ne!? LOL…that basically means I have to get 100% on this dam logarithms test…..i suck @ the graphs though cuz I never did the hw for those sections. Graphing pisses me off…takes too much time. And I ran out of graph paper =_=;. I’m really good at the rules and solving for x stuff lol. I finished all the exercises in the practice book already -__-.. I dunno how else I should study?? Maybe try some provincials?? Or….wait the practice books were mostly provincial exam questions..dam. >__< I kinda wanted the test to be today..cuz I’ve studied so much already I dunno what else I can do. I guess I’ll go back and do all the HW in the textbook?? *shrugs*

Ugh…that’s just sick. Yesterday too, someone put a condom on my locker combination -____-; yea it’s totally nasty. I had to wash my lock after. And its still greasy and sticky. I dunno who would be low lifely enough to do such a thing. And on my birthday some stupid kids ripped off my birthday banners…T_T;;…good thing my frds were persistent and put everything back up ^_^ *hugs them*. Like seriously, maybe there are kids at my school that secretly hates me? I know for sure that there’s @ least one kid that hates me…haha I don’t blame him. Cuz I hate him too. Although I feel like it’s time to have a truce. *sighs* I just don’t know how to apologize…after 2 years? Overall, school has been good. Although I’ve been late for like 3 chemistry classes in a row and I have to stay in during break to wash beakers. *graH*…curse the traffic in the morning. Calculus..not so great..i’m going to get my tutor to help me soon lol…not yet though. Maybe during spring break?? I hope he doesn’t test us next week on this problem solving stuff cuz I really don’t get it T_T;. I can’t comprehend what they’re trying to ask.

It’s almost spring break for me…I hope everyone is having their break soon? ^__^ please have a nice day!! [-Sofiee-] love youuuuu~!!*glomps* |

||Feb.21 9:04AM

Mood:sleeeepy
omgosh. i 4got today was a late start for school. and now i'm wide awake....and i'm at mellissas house cuz she 4got it was late start too -__-;;. arghs..i feel like sucha dork cuz i COULD be @ home sleeping. *sighs* so now wat?? it's 9..and school doesnt start until 10am. GAAAHHHH..help me i'm tired lol. ZzZzzz i wanna take a nap. i have chemistry in the mornings too..and i was rushing so badly to get to school *sigh*. it's my birthday in 6 days...but i do not feel the festive mood. why? am i too old now? or is it just cuz i have no frds to celebrate it with?? my dad even asked me this morning if i was going to have a party for my birthday...and i just answered "not sure". blah...its too late to plan anything amazing...prob just eat dinner with my girlfrds?? ohh it's Xing's bday today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY XING!! *throws confetti*

I feel so bored rite now....nothing new on the forum...nothing new @ the LJ community...might as well go off now and take a nap on this computer desk..and listen to more of my new A9 single lol. okay guys....write more later ToODlez [-Sofiee-] |

||Feb.16 9:07PM

Mood:so-so
WHAAA it's been exactly 2 months!! wow i've abandoned this for quite a bit eh?? *bows* gomen>_>!!I didn't mean to. anyways...i haven't talked to Misha Ayura Erika or Shizuka for awhile!! how r u guys?! T__T
Ayura san: Yo!!Girl u still haven't mailed me bak!! T__T i've been waiting 4 a long time ne!Uahh it seems u have been quite busy cuz u never see u online! nee...i hope to talk to u soon!! i miss u loads!!<33
Misha: misha misha misha!! *pokes* where have all ur photos gone!?I didnt notice ur photo thread on the wFL forum! T__T did u not update in awhile?? maa..u better update soon lol! i can't get enuff of ur cuteness!! thx for the xmas card btw ^^ its so cute!! *huggles* talk to u soon!hope u're doing well in school =]
Erika:Evil ERI!!!where've u been!? >__< sorry didnt check ur Tabulas in sucha long time. i hopre u're doing well. lol last time i checked u were still on ur exercise goal! i hope that went well^^!! u must be fit as a fiddle lol XD;;. talk to u soon funny girl XD;!OH!! i have new purikura's to share with u *grins*!
Shizuka: T__T i haven't talked to u for so long!I hope u're doing well too!lol i must remind myself to visit ur blog again! the songs are always so nice =]. how are ur studies going?? ^^ good i hope! ne talk to u soon!! *huggles*

*phew* okay..so wats up with me? well i got a few of my mid-terms back today and yday. they're not that good....*Sighs* especially ENGLISH!! WTF i hate english. i got like 38/50!! thats BS man. 18/26 for MC and 20/24 on the essay part. SHIets..i'm english challenged or sth>__>!! i can't believe i'm going so poorly in english. i need to do well on the test and precis if i'm gonna get an A this term T_T;. Math i did alrite. i think i dropped like .5% lol. i got 53/58 hrmm i wonder what i got rong. i know the partA i got the Log question wrong 4 sure ~_~;;. Phys i got 86%..i dunno whether i should be happy or sad?? cuz it was the last exam and i didnt really study. well i studied..but it wasn't with as much effort cuz i didnt go to da library lol ^^;;. Chem i didnt get back yet...*prays i did good*. yerp thats my four exams. the term is almost over..i'm so worried.

UAHHH i was so pissed off yesterday. my dad gave me a lecture agaiN!! about internet and playing too much computer. GEES i only get 2 hours of internet per night!! this is such BS too.....he says i need to concentrate on my studies until i get into University. and he tells me that once i get into university he'll let me have internet 24 hours. LIKE I CARE!??! it's not the same!! i dont care for internet when i'm in university..geez. it's not lyk im' gonna go online and download Moves,anime's music videos, and forum when i'm 20 right!? well i hope not. i was planning to give up all my fandom after my "teen" years. he doesnt understand that he's RESTRICTING my freedom. he's making it impossible for me to get inspiration!! DEEP DOWN..i have the heart of an artist. i can't get freaken inspiration if he's gonna ban me from everything. the only thing he lets me do is STUDY. like what kinda inspiration am i gonna get from Textbooks!? i need my fandom. thats all i ask 4 *cries* fandom is sth that needs to be lived for the moment. I can sacrafice not going out with my girlfriends and socializing! just let me have my computer!! i have to leave my comp is 20mins -_-; it's already 940 *Sighs*. good thing tmr is Pro D??=] no SCHOOL! <33 i have two tutors though. *Sighs*

this will be all for now. i 4got to mention: i've gone JROCK for the moment. i've kind of abandoned wFL...for now!! it's quite a drastic change i noe lol...blah this layout will have to go.-__- its so old!! TOMMY where's my new layout!! >_<;; gahh i need to change the music too. the new one will be called "Gin no Tsuki Kuroi Hoshi" - Alice Nine <33 hope u guys will like it! i'm outz! plz comment!! i miss u guys. [-Sofiee-] |

||Dec.16 6:13PM

Mood:furious
HOLY SHIeT!!!! u will not believe how angry i am right now. okay..i was suppose to get a haircut with Shiori @ 5PM at the Chura place rite?? and shiori called me and told me she 4got she had karate so she can't go with me...i wasnt THAT angry with that..cuz i was suspicious anyways about her karate...so since she can't go with me..i had to find a way to get there...and my mom was going to drive my brother to the doctor to get his immunization..so i asked her to drop me off in downtown after that. but OMG!!! MY BROTHER is sucha FAG!! i'm gonna kick his arse man... like..we were a bit late for his doctors appointment by maybe 10mins? so it was 4:40. and he kept whining n stuff about this shot...about how its scary and he doesnt wanna take it today.. and he spent like 30mins fighting against the doc and my mom...holy shit SO EMBARRASSING!! and he was like crying!! WTF MAN!!! i've never seen a kid so scared of a effing shot. so in the end...we gave up..and he didnt get his shot done..by the time we left the doctors place..it was already 5pm!! so i decided to call the Chura and tell them i'm gonna be late...but they said IF I"M 30mins LATE i'll have to RESCHEDULE!!! FAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!! so obviously i was gonna be 30mins late...cuz its rush hour and traffic jams happening...and there was no way i'm gonna get to downtown in 30mins from Kingsway and Joyce. FAK!! i'm so pissed off. wasted like 2 hours of my LIFE!!! even NOW i'm wasting time...cuz i'm at work with mom -_-;;. SO NOW...i dont get to cut my hair until 22nd!!! SKDFjSOIDFjSKDJF i'm too angry for words. THIS is all my brothers fault!!!!! or i actually could've asked someone else to drive me...but thats so ma fan -_-;; or i could've sky trained..but i'd get lost. GEEEEZ!! i can't believe they're making me go on the 22nd!! i was on the way to the place already!!! and i had to turn around!!! GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna punch my brother out X_x;;. and tmr is my xmas dinner party too!! geez...ruined my plans. and apparently the only time slot they had was 7pm...wtf man. i can't believe i'm actually gonna cut my hair @ 7PM! who the fak cuts their hair at NIGHT?!? *frusturated*

okay.... i so totally need to take a nap. i need to release my anger. too bad theres no TKD tmr. T_T [-Sofiee-] -] |

||Oct.21 9:11PM

Mood:neutral =]
lol been like 2 weeks since i updated =] but i'm back with a MINI UPDATE =P *points to the right hand panels* yep~ they now have a blue-ish frame <3. i didnt turn out the way i would've lol..*shrugs* my next layout will be nicer ^^;. cuz Tommy is making it muhahah XD i'm too lazy to start fresh on my page these days. i just change the banners lol.

anyways...sorry couldn't blog more often >_< i'm busy with self studying. the teachers were on strike these two weeks T_T;. so i had to d/l notes and do HW and study on my own...i'm not understanding most of the stuff...but its mostly Chemistry that i've been working on =] and i have math tutor so i got HW from her too X_x;. i hate this....but school is finally gonna start on monday...we're gonna be piled with HW starting nxt week *sighs*. i haven't touchd my physics text book for 2 weeks! and calculus too!! >__< and i have no idea about english..cuz we weren't doing much when school closed down. i started essay riting with my tutor too....she's preparing me for the LPI exam on Dec1 *eeks* i'm scared!! gosh i haven't been really FANDOMED lately >_< i rarley forum these days. i feel like i've abandoned my wFL buddies!! gomen ne!! >< i feel horrible. and i feel like i've abandoned my fave wFL boys too *sniffs* they haven't released anything in awhile. especially FLAME still ;_; i miss them the most. well i guess i'll stop by the forum later on and see whats new ^^;;. i haven't updated my Photos Thread too lol!! i dont have a camera rite now..so i can't upload new pix anyways X_x;.

Mihsa: Aww i miss you too!! T_T i wish i can talk to u more too! But i don't get to go on internet until like 8pm..and i have to get off @ 11pm *sniffles* its only 3 hours of internet each day! *huggles* i'll try meeting you on wfl boards ne! or u can always visit my blog to see what i'm up to XD! *glomps* much love!

Ayura san:Ayuraaaaa~~ u still owe me letters!! lol...i know u're busy! i think u recently added me on msn with your new account?? =] looking forward to chatting with u again! i miss u loads!! =( too bad u're not wFL-ed anymore *sighs*. i still remember your crazy spam days lol XD. good times ^^!

well gotta go guys!! i have much to do in these limited 3 hours!! toodlez!! *huggles all* [-Sofiee-] |

||Oct.06 9:53PM

Mood:bummed out
WHOA it's been so long since i updated this place!! ^__^ *smiles* i've updated the layout again!! hehe this time it's advent children caps!! Kadaj <33 he's so good looking man =]. Final Fantasy Characters are soooo perfect looking *__* i wish i were them. anyways...hope u guys like it =D. i really like it...especially the "Final Fantasy" Font effect. hehe it's so nicely blended ^^;.

oh yea..totally Random but i noticed while watching the paradise go!! go!! - Faraway PV that i have the same pants as NATALIE!! LOL that girl is so cute!! =] she looks better in them than i do though...maybe cuz she was wearing All PUMA XD;. i'll show u guys a picture *hErE*. IT's exactly the same ones lmao....it's on my MSn myspace if u wanna see my pants XP;;. i love this colorrr it's so Jamaican!!*wubz* okay anyways...since Teachers are on strike..i better do some self studying tmr and sleep early tonite...TooDlez [-Sofiee-] |

||Aug 20 6:37PM

Mood:Tired
Hello again. i'm here to wish Akira Kagimoto a happy bithday ^__^ i've even made a layout dedicated to him heheh. it seems like the only times i update on angelfire is when sth important comes up XD;. Anyways...if u're on my msn list..please please pleaseeeeeee visit myspace..the user ID is "shakeyoudown" =] yah i invite u all to visit me there instead of here LOL XP.. i've kind of abandonned this place for now. sorry for not visitng u guys either >__< sths wrong with my FOOBLE!!! EFFF why does fooble always mess up on me!?! >=[ GRAH..anyways..i'll try to get that bak up and running..meanwhile i'm gonna load up the new layout ^^;;

here's my bday rant: HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAGIMOTO AKIRAAAAA!!!! omg!! u're 17 now~~~~ just like me muhahah XD;. hope u had a FABBBB bday and get lots of presents from ur lovely fans!! =] stay silly and cute!! your fans LOVE YOU MUCHOS!! *GETS*! lol..*glomps Akkun* hope Keifu is celebrating ur wonderful Bday with u LOL XD;; perhaps u guys can go on a date LOL XD;;(my dreams cometrue). HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN!!! *celebrates*

well thats my bday rant lots of stuff to do..>_< ttyl! i have TKD promotion test tmr!! gonna promote to Blue-red belt!! SWEEEET <33 hahah wish me luck guys!! byeeee [-Sofiee-] |

||Aug 8 7:10PM

Mood:nothing much
damit..i have a french exam tmr...so i better rite this quick.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KITAMURA YU!!! I LOVE YOU MUCHOS!! HAVE A GREAT 20th BIRTHDAY PARTY!!! ;_; i cant believe he's 20 already....i feel like i've watched him grow up O_O;; although i'm younger LOL. He hasnt changed much though...still silly and cute. still got the hairstyle going and the sleveless shirts XD;. T__T i wish i could celebrate with him...he must be having so much fun with his FLAME buddies!! but actually it's quick early in the day in Japan rite now o.O;; like 11am? lol maybe they're still working? *__*; what do they DO now adays anyway!? they havent released a single in like the LONGEST time *cries* i guess everyone is busy filming?? especially Yuppi...he's in that sumo wrestler show?? -__- i'm so out of date. but anyways..i dont have much time i made this for Yu <33

have a great oneeeeeee best wishes!! *glomps* your fans love u!! (me especially) TooDlez [-SOfiee-] |