Dear Rodney,
Hey doode…. Wassap man, its kinda weird for me to do this right now. But I was
bored one night en thought about many random things… then for some reason u
came up. En I was thinking… doode, we were so tyte back in the days… wtf
happened.. ya know… en I remembered, I was talking to Janice, en I was talking
about ur hair, cuz u don’t cut it for a long time.. en I guess she tod u, en I guess u
took it to the heart… man I dint mean it in the way u thought I did… iono if u
remember how I was but I messed around a lot like that, en I dint mean to hurt u doode…
yah I guess ur saying en thing like… wtf? Y u telling me this now, or y dint I come
up to you and say this myself? Or something like that…iono man, I jus looked back
en saw.. wtf doode, tahts not right wut I did. Man we were homies, but it ended jus
like it was nothing. I guess I was jus scared to talk to u ever again, cuz that one day
u ignored me. It hurt bad.. I dint know it was that bad. I guess form that day on… I
was always too shamed to talk to u again. Cuz I hurt u, behind ur back… that aint
frekin right. Well doode senior year is coming up en all, last year… you were one of
my 1st best friends in bosco. En we were hella tyte. I know we cant be like we were
before… I know things jus cant go back the way they were… it’ll never be the same
between u en me.. I guess what im trying to ask is a new start… u were a good
friend… I remembered what my mom said one time… Bryan, what ever happened
to Rodney, u two were like brothers. That hit me hard.. thought about it, en I
remembered it felt that way… argh man, iono this is weird en all.. out of no where.
Its jus I needed to tell u this man… im jus so embarrassed to go up to you en say this
myself… Rodney… im sorry man… man its kinda weird doode, I kinda miss ya
man. Even with our lives both going in diff directions, it jus seems weird man…
iono how to explain it. I jus hate always passing by u in school, all those times… I
wanted to make some way to say hi.. but we jus ignored each other
like we dint exist. I mean were all in the same area en ish, I jus feel like it was so akward.
Man I jus wanna be cool again man, ur a tyte guy… hehe I saw ur taking bass, prolly
pretty good by now huh. Yah I took up bass for a bit, but I ran out of time for it, en mars
closed down in Cerritos. I took my lessons there. Bleh.. my bass jus sits there now..
haha. Well anyway doode… I hope something will happen this year. Maybe we can
chill again one day. I mean if u feel the same way. I mean its ur choice doode, u can
totally ignore this thing… I jus needed to get this out.. its been buggin me for 2
years…=\ well man… I took enough of ur time, I prolly have more to say but right
now… all I wanna say is sorry doode. En I hope we could be friends again. I hate
being akward en ish between us… it always felt weird to me.
Well im out man… late doodez =P
-B ry
