invention
take a platypus brand type drinking bottle you know the bag type. and put a ziploc closure system on it the type with the slider so you could use it as a normal ziploc bag or a drinking bottle andyou would have a large opening if you need to fill it with snow to melt. oh I just had another thought make a vacuum saver food saveing system witha continuous role of bag that runs through the machine from a roll you would set up behind it thread through the sytem you would pull though how much you need oh nevermind that wouldt work I don't think.

time/space travel
Theory time travel becomes possible. And Einsteins realitivity is correct and the closer you get to the speed of light the more time slows but the time everywhere else stays constant the farther you get from earth the older everyone gets on earth but the travelers don't change. incorporate a time travel engine with a space travel vessel so the travelers would be gone for years and travel to other star systems then when they're trip is through they come back to earth and travel back in time to not long after when they left there for they have actually traveled for what could be decades but as they traveled back in time they might only be perceived as being gone for days or weeks. as long as they do not go to far back to a point before they left the time continuum would not be effected.

got book
well I got a copy of sex and rockets am about half way though will give a review when done. also got do what thou wilt about the guy that intoduced parsons to the craft.

how?
I just thought of something how does a star burn? If space is a total vacuum? How does it burn. I know they say that it is a nuclear reaction. Something else I am watching an epeisode of star trek where they are trying to create a shield that will allow a ship to enter a stars corona. Well that really shouldn't be a problem if you create a force field. which is what a shield is supposed to be anyway you create a force field and then create a vacuum within the shield gto hold the ship. as hjeat is not supposed to be able to penetrate a vacuum then you should be able to withsatand being in that atmospere. also maybe they are trying to get over the radiation problem. again doesn't radiation need something to transfer through to be harmful? I know that supposedly x-rays which is a form of radiation can be sent through space. Shit that brings up another question how do radio waves function iin a vacuum. Einstein you are a genius. Maybe. ok if you beleive in 10 spacial dimensions. then maybe radio waves,light, radiation all function on higher dimensional planes. wait hold on. what about lower dimensional planes. lower? yes lower. I mean doesn't air lack dimension? and light? I know the theory is that it exists on a higher dimension. but wouldn't something that lacks known spacial dimensions be like the zero dimension? maybe that is the key, it might not be a matter of looking for higher dimensions it might also be a matter of looking for lower dimensions. maybe this is just a matter of semantics. different terminology for the same problem. ok going back to light. we'll say they are right and that it is a higher dimension. so there must be a dimension where light is a visible thing. oh shit duh. analogy... just as we cannot see light the way a fly sees ultraviolet,we cannnot see dimensions. maybe there are beings,entities, whatever on this planet that can see higher dimensions. if there was a way to test somethings ability to to higher dimensions like we test a flys ability to see ultraviolet. or a dogs inability to see colors. you know some people (often called crazy) say they can see an aura around people. maybe this is a hint that we might exist on higher dimensions and not realize it. that this aura is the other dimension "seeping" through. are there partial dimensions? are they absolute? is there a 2.5th dimension where there is somewhat depth but not really measureable. also auras might be a hint that we are at least partially beings of light. and as some people beleive that light is a higher dimension and these auras are light... hmm.

armoered motorcycles
2 ideas for custom motorcycles. one the "steal horse" is put armor on a motorcycle simmiler to what you would see on an amoered horse of medeival times. also do up one that looks like an armored soldier of medievil times. where the gas tank might look like a helmet. the rear fender would look liike the ass of the soldier from shocks like the arms tail pipes like legs. engine chest plate handle bars like maces

told I wasn't very good at keep in a journal.

Patheticity at it's finest
I have no life I have 2 friends. and they only tollerate me. I chat with a girl o\l but the conversation never get to deep so I don;t know if she would be considered a friend. I am just a little depressed right now. all I do is spend money that I don;t have on things I don;t need this is so pathetic. nobody even reads this so why do I bother. FIGHT FIGHT!! you have to fight get up do something! you peice of shit get up get of you're patheic ass and do something wiht you're life! you are fucking unemployed you have a thousand invention ideas and a thousand ways to make money w\o a job yet you sit here DO SOMETHING!!!
OK I WILL! I'll go sit on the couch and watch TV. YEAH

god
ok I never got to the point on that last entry. my point about prayer is it can help you to quite you're mind and allow you to think and then the answer will come if you choose to think that you're thoughts are god speaking to you fine. but it's just you're thoughts. I choose to meditate and clear my mind of anything so the answers will come. you choose to pray whatever. k bi

pure thought
ok so expanding on my last entry. That if all of this is based on belief you ask well were does belief come from. you say well if everything we see is not there but thinking makes it so then how is it that all this came to be in the first place. GOD!. ok I know that is a cop out answer but I figure hey holymen have been doing it for millenia. you see how lame this shit is when you put it in anyother context other then religion. you know everytime someone asked something they could not answer it is "god has a plan" or "pray the answer will come" ok you go off and pray I'll go do something about my situation. look before I piss everyone off let me explain. of course some of you already have closed you're mind so you may leave now... ok now that they are gone. I do beleive in prayer to an extent. but not for the reason that christians and catholics (notice I put them seperate more on that later) pray. They are waiting for they're god to tell them what to do. IT CAN'T AND WON'T TELL YOU WHAT TO DO! First if there was some all powerfull being do you realy beleive you're puny little existance means a damn thing to it? NO!! but but he created us. Fuck you IF there is a god it did not create us. ok if you are a god you think hmm I am going to create a world. I am going to put wonderful forests,vast deserts, snow fields like have never been seen. then so that the trees do not overrun everything I am going to put animals that eat the plants. then wen the animals die they will be eaten be smaller animals who then fertilize the ground so more plants flourish. everything will have balance. there will be great disasters like volcanos and earthquakes so that this world will keep changing. yeah thats sounds good. then do you really think after doing all this work god says ok now I am going to create humans to fuck it all up. no I don't think so. ok enough of that. ok back to belief. there is also the theory that there is something that quarks,atoms, molecules ..etc. are made of then that brings is back to beleif some believe that there is something there and some belive there is not. well as long as there are enough ppl that beleive there is somthing there then there is but as soon as there are enough ppl that believe there isn't poof maybe this will all be gone. then again maybe not. ok not on to somthing a little more odd. infinite bigness, infinite smallness. ok so the theory is that our entire universe is only something the size of an atom within a greater universe. and that universe is an atom.. etc. geting bigger forever. and that an atom to us is someone elses universe etc to ininite smallness. what do you think of that? it is beleived now that a universe can be created in a lab. the only problem is that it would take the amount of energy equivalent to the "big bang" so there for I don;t think we are going to start creating universes anytime soon. however I would like to see a dison sphere. for those that don;t know a dison sphere is the theory that with enough time and materials one could create sphere that encompasses an entire star there by created a living environment on the inside surface of the sphere. of course if the star were the size of our sun the sphere would have to be equal to size of earths path around the sun. needless to say that is a lot of materials to create this sphere but the surface area would be enough to supports trillians of humans. wouldn't that be some shit. even if it were possible to create a ring around the sun roughly the height of earth. it would be like a thousand earths. then the problem would be gravity the ring would have to spin but maybe the sun would take care of that. or maybe all this gravity stuff is BS anyway. scientists say themselves that they don;t know much about it. ok I done for now.

pet dreams
ok I have 4 cats (!). I know. but anyway. you ever see you're pets sleeping and see them twitch maybe meow or bark? you ever wonder what they are dreaming about. I have had this conversation with an old supervisor of mine. as we were talking I got to thinking. you know I don;t think animals dream like we dream. IF!! the scientists are right and they are not as smart as us. then I think they don't see things like wen we dream. I think it is more of an emotion thing. like they sense fear and they're instinct is to run. and that is the twitching that you see kind of and animal version of sleep walking. which got me thinking about instict. some of the so called experts say that humans have evolved beyond instinct. BS!! human do have instict some ppl call it a sixth sense. you know wen the hair stand up on the back of you're neck. that is a physical manifestation of something you sensed on you're subconcious. ok intellectuals may have figured out already that I subscribe to freudian views. well I do but only cuz I have never seen any other way. so I beleive in the Ego, the subconscious, etc. and doing a lot of coke make you a genious. ok maybe not. speaking of dreams and coke. I also beleive to some extent that humans are born alotted a certain amount of time in they're life to sleep and a certain amount to be awake. so all these ppl that are on a coke bender and have been awake for the last 3 years you're time is coming. you will either sleep or die. now it has been said that certain famous ppl. da vinci, van gogh. never slept and say that it is a waste of time. well if it true what they say that dreams are you're subconscious releasing images that it can;t comprehend. or whatever you want to call dreams. then don;t you think that the more you use you're imagination (which in my opinion is the gate between conscious and sub) the less dream you need to keep you sane? so if you're conscious and sub are working all the time as one unit then you have no need to dream. and the need to physically sleep is an illusion. so there fore you have eliminated 1/3rd of the time spent in inaction during as day. don't beleive me? think about it. have you ever felt real passion gfor something? and it consumed you to the point you couldn't sleep. you didn;t have to. the mental illusion of the need to sleep was errased. and whatever it was that was consuming you was also linking you to you're subconscious. so you're dreams were not neccesary beacause you were processing stuff on a conscious level. am I rambling?...GOOD! it's friggin 2:30am SHUT UP!! so wot do you think about pet dreams? human instict? not sleeping?