Mayn!! I thought he was gonna be herre today!I miss him soo damn much! I didn't even get to talk to him...not even one bit! I didn't get a phoen call er nuthing. NUTHING! I need to at least see his sn pop up once! I can't deal wid this shit! Come home already? If i pray to god.. and wish on a star fer u to come home will u come home? I miss u soo much! I was waitin and waiting and everytime i heard the fone ring er the other line beep I thought it was him! Godd..I'm goin phsyco. I swear the things love makes u do. Ohh gosh I still remember those butterflies he sent down mah spine. shit...I miss him. I love him...and I'm ssoo excited i get to see u tomorrow! YaY!!! I can't wait! I miss him soo much! I can't get it out of mah head! I need him herre! He just doesn't know that. I can't believe I haven't talked to him all day today! Er heard frum him all day today! I usually talk to him! Before this time..but today is different. He was the only thing that was on mah mind today...THE ONLY THING. The only thing i could talk bout, think bout, dream about. Dammit Hector whut r u doin to me?? I don't remember ever trippin off this shit...er over a boy like this. Its weird! I can't believe how much I'm trippin..Its skurry! I love u soo much it hurts...and soo much I can't stop thinking of bein wid u. Do u know how much i LOVE U? A LOT!!! A LOT!!! COME HOME!! I MISS U!!! I LOVE U!!