Hi sweetie,
You know what? I think today was my grandma?s birthday. It seems to me it was sometime in August. I should check that date because I was thinking to myself, I wonder if you?ve met her? I wonder how my grandma and my two uncles are doing?
Today it?s 13 weeks and that fog of Novocain has descended on me again. I was pretty miserable this weekend, either crying or just filled with this malaise. I really need to get moving and start packing but I?m not looking forward to it. :P
Heidi called last night and I have a feeling she really wanted to talk to me. I talked to her about what she?s been doing and she told me that Katherine emailed her?remember Katherine? After all these years! What a coincidence; it turns out that Katherine was in Emma?s camp. Small world, eh?
God, Rich, I just miss you so much. I miss us talking in the car in the mornings and even in the afternoon coming home. I know sometimes I was a little annoyed with your chattiness but I would take all of that annoyance back now. I would take back every mean thing I ever said to you. I guess I still have trouble believing that this even happened.