Oh man! I don?t know what happened on that computer at work but it sure messed this journal up but good, sweetheart! :( What a day! We went to see Roseanne yesterday and talked about the new house. Billy doesn?t seem to care one way or another about which was no real surprise to me. Kristin cried almost the whole hour we were there and I felt terrible. Roseanne feels we should just have everyone switch from the get-go and make it clear Kristin has no choice. It?s not helping that I?m vacillating and thinking that maybe I can fix it so that she gets to stay at Albany Avenue another year. I posed the question to the WidowNet.
I think I know what you would say, and I think you would also say: where is the woman of decision I married? God I miss you. It?s not fair that you don?t come and share the house with us; enjoy it to the fullest. I hope you are happy with my decision. I wish you would let me know one way or the other.
Billy seems pretty angry although he isn?t showing it. He wants a punching bag?well, a body bag. He?s also plotting revenge against the Ehrlers. I tried starting a family journal. I wonder if it?ll do any good?
Love you sweetie,
Me
P.S. Heidi just called and would you believe that Katherine (an early childhood friend) emailed looking for her? Apparently Emma and Katherine met up in summer camp!